Enneagram cycle. Type 2

Unfortunately I'm older than many of you,
And this is how I behave -
My sadness is engraved
In numerous pieces of lucky and systematic
Teardrop-induced stories.

How can you imagine
These melodies playing solely,
Playing inclusively by the two of us?

Anyway, this too shall pass.

I do my best to get backstage passes to
People's souls.

They keep rolling, disastrously slowly
Falling out of their usual frames -
In flames they keep returning to neutrality,
And they trust all the sparks of informal reality.

I'm stronger than a trivial lady,
A villain who's so shady
Uses a young and vigorous mind
To stay sober
And clear
Until the sunrise reappears,
Until it goes on roaring.

No, no, no, I tend
To answer in the negative -
I am here to get published,
To build characters and plots
Which are more realistic than any
Of someone's brutal thoughts.

The reality is distorted by allusions of
Nocturnal yet cold attitude.

I am not merely my body, my attire -
My gratitude will once again help me
Rise a bit higher.

No comments, I am here to commence
Counting the sins of the saints
And turning streams of complaints
Into new mandalas of empathy.

I am beyond my body and my destiny.

* Type 2 is beneficial for fiction writers, artists, museum and nonprofit workers.