Shanghai lady

*** Guan Rong

You said you are Shanghai gentle woman.
Oh darling, it is hard to believe
That lady could be so cruel
And a poison could be the only relieve.

The beauty was impossibly brutal.
You never hoped I could leave.
Nothing matters. There was no improval
With no chance to shout a brief!

Tough woman, unexplainable feelings
Seduced by Chinese neon lights.
Please, let me send you some greetings
And to praise everything
         That my heart desires.

A man comes to philosophy
After once being declined;
A door to catastrophe
Opens and prays of
          Touching the fire.

After many years I am rethinking
And now seeking for a beautiful place.
Alcohol is not only for drinking
But also to forget a disgrace.

No necessity in a past reminding.
Sooner or later a glory comes to us all.
The loneliness gives me a shining
And a bravery to stand in the brawl.

I hope you still remember the lighting.
I would never love to forget
That life is always a fighting
For those who are never
              Afraid to stand.

How are you? It is just a
             Spontaneus wonder
I do not wish to remember
         Neither hope to forget
Our stroll under the thunder:
An eternal purity with no regret.

Shanghai lady is inside me forever.
I am not blaming myself for being alive.
I am still full of dreams,
                Now more than ever.
I dive my soul in a value of strife.