Unrequited love 2

Weak me, I'm in fire
Feeling flame, feeling tire,
And with this I must fight
As she said it is right,
This is all what I feel
And with this I must deal...
And I should not obey
The ennui, it's ill say,
And I must set a day
In my mind, stop the night
And reset the warm light
In the darkness inside,
In the void of my own...
I want to be an unknown...
But I can't, it's my fate,
It is cruel, but it's said,
What is said must be made,
So I'm falling in vain,
Yeah, I'm falling again
To the boiler of pain
Yeah, I'm swamped by the mire
Oh, I'm burned by the fire
That you set into me
And I hardly am free...
No one says me "Come on!"
Now no one... I'm alone,
Oh, my state is so ill!
There is only my will
And the pain I do feel,
And the fire you have set
And the love you have whet.
But, oh, you have said...
Oh no, it's now late...
Still you said : "please forget
Me, the trouble you met",
Can I leave you behind?
You are buried in my mind,
Will I lose you up clear?
Oh, I love you, my dear,
So I'll pass all that drear
And my dear, I'm like sure -
I 'll be well, if endure...
There is only my will
And with it I will fill
All my emptied soul,
I will go, I will go,
I will pour out my trove
Of my feelings of love
To finish this void :
Your words I won't avoid
And for you I will pray
        Every day..!