I ve told myself

I've  told myself
Dance
From time to time
More often
Than not
To keep you alive

I've  told myself
Smoke sometimes too
But mind
Do it less
Than you ever
Moved to

I've  told myself
Let yourself to
Drink measured
All those flamy drinks
Arising ideas so good and so wise
Assisting you still, and
Leading you ways still right

I've  told myself
Listen to that good music
And those souly, tough songs
Created by
Decent clever musicians
Talented so
And  so heavenly bright

And
Afterall

I've  told myself
Think
As often
As your brain
Of the earthling
Human being
Permits you to do

I've  told myself
Remain sober
Staying always
In that state
Of your mind
As ever
Consiousness yours
And that of your
Going about you cohumans
Or  some even enemy wild
Helps you, or badly you deprives
Of holiness fragile so, and happiness
Of our right blissful lightdome
The warmest sun
And that ever winning
Uncompromising
In its verity
Orangely camouflaged
Strong truth!!!

I've told myself
Sustained that all please be
As it still finaly let
Earthly motherly star
Deepen horribly
In the darkness nightmare
And to misfortune
In the end
It'll blow itself
So sorrowfully out...