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Just Self-Serving Charity In Action


in six books


Ray Storms

Book One: A Tale of a Man in Odd Hat

Prologue

Everything contains nothing.
At least 70% of it.

Extract from ‘Thoughts of a Drawn Man’


Al-ac-Cordion stepped off the ship and first he did right after he went to the nearest caf;.
- Double espresso with vodka, please – he said to a waiter.
- According to Al-ac-Cordion it’s the end of summer.
- First day of autumn if to be precise. Have we met before, mister?
- The Master – you know me under this name. What is wrong about my Brush, Stormy?
- Nothing special.
- Great argument. Well, so be it. Bye.
The fog dissipated in Stormy’s eyes weaving a waiter's smiling face pronouncing slowly and very clear (must be for the third or fourth time):
- Your cappuccino with Pavlova is waiting for you, sir.
- What about my vodka and double espresso?
- You didn’t order it yet. Ready to order?
- No. Where is Ms. Pavlova?
- It’s on your plate, sir. It’s your dessert.
- Should be delicious – mumbled Al-ac-Cordion looking at a meringue dessert topped with a slice of strawberry and whipped cream.
- Pay cash or credit card?
- Card. Hope you accept Masterñard?
- Sure – said a waiter, - but only if it’s black.
- It’s black.
- Then no problem. Enjoy your meal, sir.












Chapter 1. ‘Advice from an underground’

To find the way out the deadlock
Ask for an advice from a blind man near by.

Extract from ‘Library of Unwritten Books Bulletin’,
Sep’XX19 issue dedicated to the problems of blind population

True light inside. True dark around.
No matter how. No matter when.
They will come close and close playground
You built yourself from scratch. “Again?” -
They’ll tell to you if you deserve.
If not – just what you’ve done - preserve.

Sunny morning. Summer has just died and I didn’t feel myself glad about it. Strange. I always felt glad when someone was passing away. But now it’s different. Probably it’s because summer is not who. Summer is what. And one more thing, after coffee pause when I met my old ‘not-friend’ I’ve decided to change my name to avoid that ‘according to Al-ac-Cordion’. It’s easy to change papers here so let’s use it. Same letters. Different order. Here we go and … now I am Rasty ‘Darc-Moon’ Olic. Olic is a Croatian last name so should be no problem with that. Rusty – normal English name. Rasty – misspelling made in Croatian passport office. ‘Darc-Moon’ – nick name with a French touch. Done! Processing time is one week so need to book a room. Close to port? Probably not. Let’s try a city center. Fireworks is better to watch from there.

A week passed fast. I once met a blind man in underground. He was doing well. I asked him if he needs some help. He replied that it’s OK for him to count on self and wished me the same. Love self to love others. Keep peace inside and share it with contactors.

-Mr.Olic? Here is your black Mastercard.
-Thank you. SMS-notification is on?
-Sure. It’s in standard package.
-Have a nice day.
-Same to you.

Cheap coffee was still good enough. Apple strudel was not bad either. Need to pick my next location. For that purpose I need to find the Globe model. The best place is a book shop the older the better… In 30 minutes my finger stopped a rotating sphere and under it I found next point of my journey – Verona – the city of love and death & love till death.






Chapter 2. ‘The Book’

The more you talk,
The more you do.

‘Admonition to students passing exams’
University of natural magic, Dec’XX12

-Mr.Olic? There is a parcel for you. It’s your book “Illusionist’s confession” arrived on time. Need to pay 10% uplift as discount you applied on site covered yellow Mastercards only, not black ones. They apologize for technical error as original order should not be accepted at that price. Hope you have enough money to pay extra?
-Sure. No problem.
-In this case there is an instruction to pass you a yellow envelope, Mr.Olic. Have a nice day (After successful money withdrawal).

So Mr.Olic… Will you be opening this envelope you hold in your hands?
Probably yes.
And the book? What are you going to do with it? Open first or after the envelope?
3 weeks passed from the order placement. Book was well advertised and author’s name was well known also but (there is always a ‘but’ in such cases) only minor book reviews online and more than ten accidents somehow related with the book piracy attempts.

-Order something, Mr.Olic?
-Yes, sure. A glass of Valpolicella DOC Tommasi and ‘cheese plate’.

Let’s start from the envelope. May be it’s just a promotional booklet or something alike?
“Mr.Olic, please destroy this text right after you read it. You were selected by our Illusion Magic Maintenance Movement as a candidate to play the game with enhanced reality. There is only one rule – you need to keep your copy of The Book longer than 120 days from the day of acceptance. Today is Sep’3rd XX19 and we know it for sure. Jan’1st XX20 is the last day and the day you can open you Book is Jan’2nd. If you lose your copy – you’re out of the game. If you’ll try to open and read The Book – you will not be reading the original text. Result will be the same – out of the game.
What can happen? Anything… And now the sweetest part – the reward. If you’ll do it in silence –one wish, if try to share – you’ll die. Have a nice day, Stormy Al-ac-Cordion.”










Chapter 3. ‘A diamond ring’

We are the Sleepers,
The Ones who created this universe.
Are you a part of the frozen key
Made to awaken us?

From Intro to MMORPG “The Sleepers”

I was staring at the game loading screen for about 15 minutes in a row.

“Sleepers” loading screen.
Total hours played – 201.
Current difficulty level – hard.
Hero level – 56.
To the level cap – 3 lvls.
Frozen key parts collected – 35.
F.key level – 3rd.
Opened locations remained – 1.
Projected level in case of successful completion – 62.
Potential loss of levels – 3.
Recommendation – increase difficulty level to ‘nightmare’.
Reward: 2 new locations.
Number of F.key parts (rumors) – 10.
Accept? Y/N
Mr.Olic: Yes (verified by electronic signature)
Difficulty level set to ‘nightmare’.
Location ‘When never lat(t)e’ access granted.
Exit point – a diamond ring.
Level loading completed.
Have a nice journey, Mr.Olic…

Need to have a break for a couple of days. Too old for this shit. Lvl 62 is enough to be ranked in Top-100 Central Europe. Let’s wait for a reward and then decide continue or quit.

Coffee, I need my AAA-Coffee. Still have some for 2-3 days. Let’s go to ebay.com and order. Delivery time is one week so I’m on a coffee diet.
Frozen key. Does anyone know how many levels are there?
Authors communicated that the Game will be over as soon as the first one will collect all the components but forgot to mention the final level of that artifact. Nice thing about is the payout – they promised to pay cash for each level in geometric progression. What do I have? 2 new locations opened, 38 pieces (found 3 more in my last quest) and if rumors are right – potential to collect 48 which will be enough for the 4th level of Frozen key. But current difficulty level is Nightmare and it is indeed. In chats gamers mentioned two more levels: unacceptable and unforgettable and it’s not the end.
If you ask me about the Book – all I remember that I put it in a pawnshop somewhere between Austria and Italy. Money received I immediately spent in church, small one. No more details, please. I was very drunk. After spending 3 days in thinking over what to do next I decided to rent a car and to have a journey – just me and vodka. How I’m going to take the Book back? No clue. First need to cross the line. You may say – it’s sharing. No it’s not. I put there several books – some sealed, some not. The Book was sealed in transparent plastic. We agreed not to open sealed ones. As a result I received less money – who cares! I from the very beginning decided to spend them all. What if that person will open The Book himself? It’s not sharing I should say. It’s completely his fault but that’s the reason why I was so badly drunk. It is the risk I have to accept. The Book was not well dressed, looked like normal book and was different from what was advertised on TV and online. Name was also different. When I realized the difference, I decided first to reach the agreed date and the most important for this is to stay alive. I made my move, waited for couple of days. Nothing happened. Normal days, normal nights, no strangers etc. Then – to pass the time – decided to play computer game as I did in my youth. 88 days left till I can potentially open the Book but don’t really know if I see it ever again.

Chapter 4. ‘Windy weather promotes ice-cream sales’

Lovely. Can I taste it?

Young lady’s question addressed to
An Ice-cream seller

I sell my ice-cream every day
And say “I scream” four hundred times
And twenty times, the bonus ones,
I whisper to the ones who pay

With smile at windy rainy haze.
I grant them access to my maze.
I give my ice-cream them for free.
For them to shine, for them to be.

Chapter 5. ‘What blind man keeps?’

‘Not so fast’ Food

Italian restaurant’s name
Selling to the selected clients…
e.g. Authentic Spaghetti Bolognese*
(* waiting time – from 5 hrs)

‘All-poetry’’s feedback to my ‘poem’ – nice. Very encouraging.
Yes. I decided to write a poem while resting from the Game. Rewards are pending today so probably one more poem is the right way. Need some time to think and where else can I buy if not in ‘Not so fast’ Food?! …
Bolognese was fabulous.
My poem is a bit less shiny. Here it is.

All trees will pass to shade one day.
All birds and men and even sea
Will not remain. Will not sustain
The silent word the blind man keeps

To be unleashed that very day
To finalize: we can or may?

A bit foggy but for the second poem is OK. I can still be searching for my style, experimenting.
As they say - from the early.

Chapter 6. ‘A question’

5 Why: What? Where? When? Which? Whose? Why?
Keep on asking – ING
Whom? Who? How?
Perfect
Were? Would? Will?
Past – Present- Future
How do you do?
Simple

New English Grammar: one page summary
Issue of Year XX15, April

Each answer should have its question. For sure there are more answers than questions despite that not all the questions are answered. Some questions have several answers, some – none. Who cares? Probably the ones who ask questions. Do I know any of them?
I wrote more poems but didn’t publish them, burned them to ashes. Rewards came. My rank was 106 so I missed my expectations. What I really understood eating my Bolognese that ‘unacceptable’ and ‘unforgettable’ levels were not for me. So I decided to quit the game. Process was simple – just send a message to all.bell@XXXXXX.com and you’ll be immediately cashed out at current rate. Rates were publishing daily. The more you stay in game the higher the rates. I’m not the first leaver and for sure not the last one. Just too old.
So the question is “What to do next?” Game sufficiently increased my account so I think it’s time to change the continent. Patagonia should be fine. I saw once mountain pictures from there. They are different from the rest of the world. Camera I don’t need. Smartphone is good enough. Move on, Rasty: fly or sail? Coin to decide… Fly! Book a ticket. Visa I don’t need as I’m a EU citizen. Remember how my grandfather always wanted to visit Chile or Argentina. He was always dreaming of it. My grandmother was Chilean – result of World War I. Everything was mixed after (see appendix 4).




Chapter 7. ‘Vincent’

‘Van Gog was never famous.
Only his paintings were and are.

From true admirers of his talent.’

Engraved on a metal plate placed in his suitcase
Monument in Saint Paul de Vence, France


… Say lie and it will immediately be on your path, say truth and nothing will be changed. To better understand let’s review the very famous Hegel’s statement “thesis - antithesis - synthesis”. Thesis is the truth until antithesis pops up. When thesis is alone (without antithesis) everything is quiet. If someone is not aware of the thesis existence - you just refer to majority’s opinion. If there is no resistance from that person’s side then - no danger for the thesis, if there is even a small resistance – it means that antithesis started to be born.
Let’s review how antithesis is emerging. Thesis usually covers some part of our life. When this very part is becoming modified by adjacent parts, it is no longer generates a perfect ‘signal’ applying existing thesis. Then minor deficiencies generate a change request and we can hear a ‘noise’. Those who can hear that ‘noise’ and can’t adjust themselves to fill comfortable further on are marathon runners. They start their marathon distance to name white as black. Antithesis always creates lie either antithesis will be named as a lie, or original thesis will be. The winner is the one who will give his name to a new truth – synthesis, which will automatically be named as a new thesis. Why first synthesis and only then a new thesis? Because during that long run small antitheses would be modified by their authors to better suit needs of society – to generate better signal. Transformation of synthesis to thesis is becoming with the help of history when all who were witnesses of that fight (and marathon distance is always a fight) would pass away. That’s how truth is constantly updating itself.
What to add? Those who hold current Thesis are Super Gods. And it’s good because they really believe in it. But they a Mortal Super Gods and when it will be the time for them to say good-bye to Earth, humanity will pay tremendous amount to the one able to create a New Thesis. It will be a great marathon run then…

Yes, I read books from time to time. Name of this book is Marathon Run. I bought it a couple of days ago. There are some good thoughts. Not a lot by the way. Today I’m leaving to Chile from Nice. Before I decided to visit Van Gog’s monument in Saint Paul de Vence. I have a return ticket. I’m back to France in 2 weeks. Just photos – no reading.
If to apply what I’ve read to Vincent’s case – he really discovered a new manner of painting but was able to sell only 1 painting during his lifetime. Everything changed after his death. Sad. Will come and say it to him. Now there are not a lot of such volunteers. Everyone needs money. Everything is discovered and uncovered. So, let’s hit the road. Will leave the book there.





Chapter 8. ‘Ten’

Malbec, made in Italy?
Must be some kind of a joke.

‘Super Laugh: If Dare, Often For Adults‘, open section
www.slidofa.net

-Sir, what would you like to drink?
-Valpolichella, please.
-Don’t have it in our menu.
-Malbec, then.
-Want to taste first?
-Sure… Why wine is bitter?
-New World’s standard. The best we have.
-Italy makes it better.
-Excuse me. You said Malbec is being made in Italy not in France?
-Yes, in Venetian Riviera.
-Never heard before. Will you be ordering ours?
-May be a glass.
-Sure. Here it is, sir…

(In some minutes)
-Sir, I’m very sorry but can you help me with one thing I’m struggling to understand?
-Sure. Dinner was not bad. Please go ahead.
-Were you laughing on me when telling me of Italy? I’ve just…
-Yes. I know what you mean. Joke on www.slidofa.net rated ‘red’ in ‘wines and winemaking’ section this month. I was telling you the truth. Malbec from Venetian Reviera does exist. Seems like you are a fan of jokes and this site?
-Yes, sir.
-Have you ever been in paid section? Trial period for 1 month and jokes are much better.
-No, sir.
-Do you know what you need to do to have it?
-Yes, enter a random number from 0 to 100. Attempts are limited to two.
-I can give you a clue what number always attracts their attention but it will change your life right after. Ready?
-Yes, sir.
-First, please, call this mobile number +1249858181479. No one will reply. I need just an entry that someone from Chile called to Canada early Jan. Deal?
-Yes, sir.
-OK. Let’s talk about you then. Do you love poetry?
-No, sir.
-Is name of William Wordsworth telling you something?
-No, sir.
-Then just enter “10” and be prepared to learn dancing.

Chapter 9. ‘A root cause’

You are a dismembered hippo
Resurrected by a necromancer in a hurry
And infused into the human body.

Last words of a bogeyman
squashed by an old woman
in an empty tram at the moment when
the tram jerked suddenly stopping

Shuriken stuck into the wall right in front of my nose. I immediately fell to the floor but no further actions followed. One minute of waiting, two… Window was not broken. Flew into the window leaf, seems like. It’s not a coincidence that I’m still alive. OK. Let’s check the shuriken.
There a short text was engraved: “To Mr.Olic: soon you’ll be asked to change your name again”. May be tell them that SMS is cheaper? The question is whom to tell. And “again”? I’m forty two years Mr. Rasty Olic and never ever changed it. Strange.
Let’s take a tram 4A to La Granja. Park is nice there. Need to relax a bit after the SMS. A big old lady came into the almost empty tram when I was leaving it. We exchanged looks. There was something in her gaze…
Green trees, blue skies with no clouds, almost no people around motivated me to write a short stanza. Yes, I do write poems from time to time, but I burn them right after. This one is the exception. Don’t know why, by the way.

Green mixed with blue.
No clouds and strange figures.
I don’t know you
Who looks out of the mirror.

Chapter 10. ‘Check’

Time is a river
and each of us is in own boat.
Why do we think that having two hands
Automatically means having two paddles?

Old czech proverb

-Mr.Olic, sorry – Mr. Krasnomayev, Leonid. Now you are Russian, your farther immigrated to Croatia after World War II. How was your vacation in Chile?
-Nice, thank you.
-All Saints Day was 8 days ago. Streets were dressed fantastically. Pity that you haven’t seen it.
-Santiago also celebrated this day so I missed nothing.
-Of course… Fifty five.
-Excuse me?
-What?
-You’ve just said – fifty five.
-Probably misspoke. My wife has anniversary this year.
-Please pass my congratulations to you wife. Thank you and all the best.
-Same to you, Mr.Krasnomayev.

Door closed behind me and I entered the road thinking what number 55 might mean… Can it be related to me and agent was checking something? Probably not. So relax, Leonid, and decide if you want to stay in Croatia or it’s better to change places again. Nothing is holding you here, mister, so just flip the coin: tail side– leave; eagle side – stay… Tossed… tail. Croatia – goodbye, hello – Prague. Why Prague? Just love tales of vampires, werewolves and warlocks.

Chapter 11. ‘A noise’

Satan invented the word ‘Justice’.
When you hear it you know
Someone will speak up…

Extract from ‘Hely Bible’

-‘Never the second’ – new motto, new life.
-What about ‘grow and protect’?
-Words from past are to stay in past.
-How to resurrect them?
-Only past can resurrect past.
-Fair enough.

Alarm is ringing for the second time!!!
7 a.m. – back to work, man.

Do I need my respirator today? Probably not. Will use it tomorrow. Extra protection is always welcomed but it attracts attention. I used to work for the plant assembling respirators from parts imported from abroad. Very interesting process I should say. All processes are very interesting. Why? Cause they born and die each turn. It’s a matter of time when you start to see these dots where they born and where they die to reborn. Are others paying attention to that? No. Will I tell them? No. Based on above, do I like them? No. 3N and 3I for me to remember and never forget. Don’t like a lot thinking of this plant.
Today I need something for ear protection. Today is a noise day. ‘They heard bells, but didn't know where the sound was coming from’ as Russians are saying. Let’s take headphones with my music. Headphones are normal outside. Many wear them (see my play list in appendix 3).

Electronic signature of reality:
Noize MC (real name Ivan Alekseev)
released a clip about protests
and repression using a refrain
from Letov’s song
10:22 GMT+3 TZ, 11/09/XX19
Lenta.ru

Chapter 12. ‘From scratch’

How to scratch emptiness?
Tell her something.
Can’t say to emptiness?
Even to your reflection in the mirror?
Strange…

Extract from ‘Thoughts of a Drawn Man’

One man in one famous film asked: ‘What is the strength in, brother?’ and replied in his film ‘in money’. In reality he died young and money brought him there. My answer will be ‘in silence’. So I’m looking for brother to grant him my answer. If not met him till the last line my strength will only strengthen. Silence will become even more silent. When? No need to receive ready answers, just dig it. What I want to receive in case I win is the answer to one of great mysteries of English language – how word ‘dog’ appeared. In Latin dog is ‘canis’. Most linguists search the origin for the word ‘dog’ in the Old Germanic language, which has spawned many modern English words. But still – in Germany the general term for dog is ‘hund’, and ‘hound’ is a cognate of this word. About seven centuries ago, the word “hound,” which came from the Old English ‘hund’, was the word for all domestic canines. ‘Dog’ was just used to refer to a subgroup of hounds that includes the lovely but frequently slobbering mastiff. Of course, the opposite is now true.
And if read ‘dog’ from end to beginning we’ll receive another word ‘God’. So someone 7 centuries ago created an anti-god word. That time, 14th century, in Europe, the Black Death claimed 25 million lives – wiping out one third of European society – while England and France fought in the protracted Hundred Years' War.
Word ‘God’ in Latin is ‘Deus’. Word ‘God’ came from the Germanic Saxon languages. The earliest written form of the Germanic word God comes from the 6th century Christian manuscript - Codex Argenteus. The English word itself is derived from the Proto-Germanic ‘;u;an’. So to create word God six centuries were spent and extra eight centuries to create an anti-god word.
What is also interesting that the Germanic peoples and Romans were attacked by Huns (word appeared in XXth cent. only). If add one letter ‘D’ we will arrive at Hunds (in Latin they called Hunni). Arrived in history with an impact as sudden as it is mysterious. They appear from the steppes north of the Black Sea in the late 4th century. They are not a Germanic group but they left their trace there. And Ottokar (Odoacer) captured Rome and became King of Italy bringing 13 years peaceful period.
Do you know who reads from right to left? Right, Islamic and Jewish world. Whose plan was it? First to defeat Rome and create word ‘God’ (6th century) simultaneously bringing in the foundation for anti-god word (8 centuries of waiting). This is my price, emptiness. Will you pay?








Chapter 13. ‘Time delay cloak’

If you wish something to happen -
Let it happen.

Extract from ‘Captain The Obvious: pens;es grandes’

888 is the number perfectly describing human’s life: 8 hrs of sleeping; 8 hrs of working; 8 hrs of travelling (from point A to point B either physically or mentally).
Leonid was in his last 8. He was travelling from Staromestska Mostecka Vez to Malostranska Mostecka Vez. The Old Bridge – you’re always waiting for someone with wounded soul. Light darkness, violin music, crowds of people who lost their direction in life, it’s all what vampire is needed, energy vampire, I mean. Yes, I like emotions. I drink them, especially in nighttime. Similar to whisky. Need to get use to it, but then can’t live without.
- Hello, Bruncv;k. How the weather is it today? Cold? Use your gold sword as a heater and will get warm.
- … bridge of a thousand hanged men …
- Who said it? – crowd around didn’t answer looking at me with unseeing eyes.
- … remember something…
- … accordion is too old, don’t play here, no one will pay …
It was a talk of two strange looking men. One with old accordion and tired German shepherd. The second was in long black raincoat and with black cane. I tried to come closer but they hurried in the opposite direction, the dog sadly trotted after. Must be to Old Town Square. How it would be good to return back to Church of Our Lady. Impossible for me, I should say. Choice is made. Bridge is crossed. In 5 days I will leave and only The Sun of this city will be keeping memories of me, a good memories.

Chapter 14. ‘To cell or to sell?’

Do not do ‘what’. Do ‘how’.
Or at least know who can do ‘how’.
This you can sell.

Extract from ‘HB: Selling techniques’

‘Keep up or give up’
Is the choice we all name.
A flaking make-up
Or the last wicked game.

And Mercury falls,
And Sun stops to shine.
‘What true and what false’
You asked from divine.

When answer received
No one will succeed.
To cell or to sell.
To tell or to keep.

For you to decide…
You did and you died.

Sending you this short poem as a small gift from me to you on your birthday, my beloved sister.
Sealed, stamped, on its way…


Chapter 15. ‘End is always disappointing as there is no continuation after’

Statues and monuments can talk.
If you want to understand
Just stand the way they stand.

Architectural review, Sep XX19

… List of monuments in correct order:
1. The Statue of Liberty (North America, U.S.);
2. Church of the Holy Sepulcher (Asia, Israel) ;
3. Great Pyramids of Giza (Africa, Egypt);
4. The Sydney Opera House (Australia, Australia);
5. North and South Poles (Free Land);
6. Soviet War Memorial (Europe, Germany);
7. Christ the Redeemer (Latin America, Argentina).

Dates:
1. 15/10/1924 – date of opening;
2. 13/09/0335 - consecration of the first temple (current one is 4th);
3. 30/06/2013 – day of Revolution 2013 (25/01/2011);
4. 20/10/1973 – date of opening;
5. 23/04/1948 – North Pole conquering date; 14/12/1911 – South Pole conquering date;
6. 08/05/1949 – date of establishing;
7. 12/10/1931 – date of opening.

Average is 17/08/1736 – 12th of August 1736 - a fire in St. Petersburg, capital of the Russian Empire, destroyed 2,000 buildings, the city's post office, and several palaces (5 days lag).
Root cause date is 16/08/1735 – 14th of August 14 1735 – Freedom of the press: The New York Weekly Journal writer John Peter Zenger is acquitted of seditious libel against the royal governor of New York, on the basis that what he published was true (2 days lag).

Zenger died in New York on July 28, 1746, with his wife continuing his printing business. Subsequently, Governor Morris, one of the founding fathers of the United States, called this court ruling "the morning star of freedom, which later radically changed America."
The portrait of John Zenger does not exist and never existed…

Nice TV-show ‘Glorious Monuments of the Past’ but too much info. Better to read book. Let’s check online what to read. Query – ‘strange characters of all time’. Let’s not take first ten. Someone from twenties. The result is ‘Nort – character appeared in The Gunslinger. Dies twice…’
Should be OK for the moment.


Chapter 16. ‘One hundred and twenty eight’

17/08/1740 - Pope Benedict XIV,
previously known as Prospero Lambertini,
succeeds Clement XII as the 247th Pope.
Died May 3rd 1758 (aged 83)
and buried in St. Peter’s.
His famous letter was signed by him
on May 3rd, 1730.
First Easter celebrated on May 3rd was in 1812.

Papal history kaleidoscope:
Limited edition, XX22

Madonna and Child, Michelangelo, Onze Lieve Vrouwekerk, Bruges. Statue height – 1.28 m. Borodino Sep, 7th is considered the most bloody in history among the one-day battles happened before. It’s always important to survive the battle day. So Sep, 8th is the 128th day from Orthodox Easter day (May 3rd) is the day of mercy. In Russia Sep 8th is the of Day of military glory of Russia, day when we didn’t lose to Bonapart. As a result of final victory in this was Russian Empire built Cathedral of Christ the Savior. September 22, 1839 on Volkhonka in Moscow in the presence of Emperor Nicholas I, the solemn laying of the cathedral took place. Next day after the birthday of Our Lady.
A marvelous day must have been. Good that I was not there. 180 years after I’m writing you this lines. So, let’s get back to reality.
I passed by 2 dots, 3 to go. Need to meet my sister. She was calling me and asking if we could meet soon. That soon came yesterday and I promised to meet her. When and where? – she asked. Tomorrow, at our old place. Will take my amulet with me, just in case… Figure to remember is 103,5 – height of the Cathedral (12/02/1995 – copy was commenced), when 19 will move to 20 we’ll meet. Check sum – 56757.






Chapter 17. ‘A simple rhyme is useful in a daily routine’


Poems are like children.
When they are needed
They are else where.
When not - they are at spot.

Extract from ‘Thoughts of a Drawn Man’


Yes, I went to Bruges to visit the Statue. Why? First, I was very drunk. I do not really remember my calculations but they seemed so convincing that time, so promising. No one allowed me to touch Our Lady as she is protected after 1972 fanatic attack. All I remember is that I told to her all my thoughts, beliefs and calculations – silently, of course. She didn’t show up. States can show up, you know. Someone will push you or say something. This time – nothing, complete silence. Then I asked Her – ‘Where is your son, Our Lady?’ and only then I heard a timid sough from the south. It’s just the very beginning. The time plan has been started recently and time is needed for someone to grow up, for someone very dark as there was no sun that day in Bruges at all.

Chapter 18. ‘Songs from nowhere’


What labor does with men,
Love does with women.

Radio news motto on ‘Love self’ FM


On my way in a brand new car. X-trail. Cheep but respectful on the road - it’s all that I need now. South in Croatia is Dubrovnik. Dragons destroyed it but humans rebuilt it from scratch or I’m mixing something?! Too much whisky but I have allergy on grapes and vodka from recent times. Why? Don’t remember. Just appeared and that’s all. Started my journey from Porec. Couldn’t stay there long as adjacency with Slovenia made me crazy. Even small thoughts of Bled or Ljubljana switched me to a sick mode… Radio. Yes it works. 100.9 FM – …Lady in red is dancing with me … – how promising. Click. Next station - … There is no strength in numbers…. Say hello from me.
For sure Our Lady, when I’ll find him I’ll say ‘Hi’ on your behalf.












Chapter 19. ‘Funny eight’

Kill one and
They will take you to court.
Kill all and
No one will argue.

Peoples awakening: tips from experts

 
Put dot to circle. Dig it, drill it.
Then thrill it, love it, concentrate.
Then turn on echo, let it feel bit.
All you’ll receive is ‘funny eight’.

Start counting, ‘eight’ put to center.
Till you receive next order ‘eight’.
Then think of faith, of those who entered
Not long ago. Let them hate.

Your final math is very simple.
Deduct from end of time full score.
Two times deduct, you’re at the middle.
September fifteenth, year of War.

Nine, six will merge like crazy barrel
Of gun which put to your young head.
Small, tiny bullet made in Salzburg
Will smash your brains. Congrats. You’re dead.

It’s not the end, my friend. Don’t worry.
It’s the beginning of the end.
You’ll stand in starry hall of sorrow
One day, the day you won’t forget.

And never will appear shortly.
And no one’ll shake your hand three times.
And scary figures – two and forty
Will lead you swim and taste young wines.

Drink, dream and fly but just keep silence.
They will not understand your way.
If they believe you’ll crash the balance,
The balance made by us to stay.

All what you want and need will come.
Be patient and don’t be too numb.
 

Again. I’m writing poems again. I promised to one young lady not to write poems and did it nevertheless. Why? Cause I’m a coward. Can’t write and can’t stop writing. All I do is write and throw it away off the window or burn it out. 30 lines of ashes. Who cares after all. Main thing is that I feel less stressed. If I’ll try to understand these stanzas later I will not manage to remember my original thoughts. That’s why I burn them.











Chapter 20. ‘Nikolay’

An act is an intention
transformed into a phenomenon,
i.e. a realized willed effort.

Extract from ‘Code of Administrative Offenses’

- Hello, Mr. Dechuro.
- Please, call me Nikolay.
- I have a message for you.
- Which is it?
- ‘Hi’.
- Is this all?
- Yes.
- How did you find me?
- You bought one paint in Dubrovnik. We drank coffee together with that painter.
- Is he still alive?
- Of course. It’s not yet time to clean the floor.
- Good. How much time I have?
- Five days.
- As always. My middle day has just passed two weeks ago.
- Which is the fourth one?
- Can’t say.
- Sure. Not my business. Anything else from my side, Nikolay?
- Tell her that everything will be OK.
- You can rely on me.


Chapter 21. ‘Silence’


A demon is an angel
Completed his journey.

HB: definitions section

Standing on the bridge
I see off the leaves, floating down the river.
Ah, life… how short you are.

SMS which I received from one of my Chinese friends.




Chapter 22. ‘To feel the speed just stop others and don’t stop yourself’


Don’t be too fast
Otherwise you’ll miss the chance
To share your victory with others.

Extract from ‘Hero guide: Victory is for spectators’


… Stop, you cowards.
It’s the edge not to cross by any of you
Cause I’m the one to feel the speed…

TV news: in Youtube there is a video of a body falling from skyscraper. With a speed of 200 km/hrs it smudged the brains on the pavement. On the top of skyscraper you can clearly see a crowd of people. Seems like they were hunting the victim. Their faces were black covered. Police is undertaking all the necessary actions to identify the persecutors and the person who posted this video to the Net.


Chapter 23. ‘All ideas are born beyond the blank sheet borders’


To make impossible possible
Just find possible inside impossible.

Extract from ‘Captain The Obvious: pens;es grandes’


Limitations are once set by someone.
Can you identify that ‘someone’? This is the question to ask self.
Rationale – limitations were caused by the circumstances active that time period. They may not be active now and limitations are in the heads of crowd only – paper limitations. By challenging such limitations and demonstrating the positive result to the same crowd truly believing in them you can become a hero, a person worth talking about, a star.
So if you want to become a star simply find such limitations and challenge them.








Chapter 24. ‘Love stories’


Death creates life.

HB: discussion section

Self-explanatory true love is.
When you feel it you know it.
When you question it you don’t have it.
When you want it you’re dead.


Chapter 25. ‘Wet Russian Guy’



Who controls the past, controls the future:
who controls the present controls the past.

George Orwell

To control present - control presence.
Always remember that you’re alone in the dark.

From ‘Dialogs with Mirror: way out of reality’




Time is a river taking its waters from the beginning to the end. Names are like water. They start and they end. Birth name is with you till death but they pronounce it differently, they – who are close to you. And you name self not in a way they name you. Why bother holding some names you like? In the end you’ll feel the same as in the beginning – helplessly. The middle you can’t keep for long, can’t repeat, can’t buy, can’t, can’t, can’t… So I’ve decided not to name myself anymore. I know myself well and will not lose self if to keep in mind one simple fact. One fact is not so difficult to remember. I was born in Russia in the year of Sun rain. Documents will tell them who am I today but inside I’m always that wet Russian guy with red medallion on my right hand.








Chapter 26. ‘God doesn’t like to change His plans’



God seeks for any certainty.
Just tell him your plans
And they will certainly come true.
One thing to remember - don’t ask God when.
Uncertainty is all He has
And, of course, a pleasure to see your happy face
At the moment of reception.

Extract from Opus ‘He Loves It’ dated Nov’XX18
Snow outside my window. Sad. Want to see the mountains. Checking my mailbox found special Iberica offer to Ljubljana. Quit cheap. Why not to use. Schengen till Feb XX19.
Tomorrow I’m leaving. Book 2 nights in Bled – nice small city and lake surrounded by mountains – like I like. But first visit bookstore - Trubarjev antikvariat Ljubljana - Mladinska knjiga, Mestni trg 25. Nice little shop. Want to buy a book to read. Like reading on holidays.
…
{door bell}
-Hello. Welcome in Mladinska knjiga. Can I help you?
-Sure. Can you advise me an old enough book with pictures to read.
-Is Year 1552 telling you something?
-No.
-You are little late Mr.Olic. It’s middle of January. We were waiting for you 8 days earlier.
-Excuse me?
-… Mr.Olic?
-No. My name is Veniamin Ponkratov. Maybe some kind of mistake.
-May be. Sorry for that. Do you still want to buy a book?
-Of course, if you advise me something.
-The Augsburg Book of Miracles is a unique manuscript dedicated to celestial phenomena (meteors, mirages, etc.) However, book starts from several miniatures about the miracles of the Old Testament, and ends with the catastrophes of Revelation. Book was found in 1552.
-What’s the price?
-To your money – 14K Rubles.
-Quit expensive. Air-ticket was cheaper.
-Good book – good price.
-Fair enough. Illustrations?
-A lot of.
-Can I see it?
-Sure. Please have it.
…
-I’ll buy. Thank you, Mr. …
-Don’t bother. Have a nice holiday…
{door bell}
… Mr.Olic.

Chapter 27. ‘Meadows of heaven*’


Poetry is not born by female mind,
But by female heart.

“Poetry for beginners: step by step guide”. Section 2


Short poem can thrill you better then any thriller especially if you’re brave enough to read it to a lady and not only to the air. My experience is very short and very positive in this area: one stanza, one misconnection.

Not taking drink and food and so
Was waiting for a juicy grass.
Smashed forehead on a dry meadow
And starved to death in spring at once.

* Make a wish at night.


Chapter 28. ‘The Road’

Straight line is a limited infinity.

Extract from “Mathematics: uneasy but memorable”


The Road passes through self our lives. Not taken doesn’t mean not travelled by. You still can travel in the imagination. The more you think of it the more you see that the reality gradually transforms towards the dream. And once you look at your feet and see that all the time you walked the road not taken. Then you’ll calmly grab a blue blade of grass from the roadside and tell to the air your last sensible words… Someone somewhere said something t(w)o air – noise in your head will sing these words to your fading consciousness. The cross on the side of the road will still remind people that you were and crows will sometimes use it for its intended original purpose…
Inscription on the monument: “Resigned, understood all despite was stupid”.
Rest in peace Mr.Ponkratov.









Chapter 29. ‘Second seal’

Can’t be born an angel.
Have to become.

Extract from ‘Angels around us and other myths’

I buried the Book with Mr.Ponkratov. I remembered everything and decided to stay as Mr.Olic for a while (may be for a year or so) and after that to return to my original name. Love to play accordion. Have I seen The Master recently? No. Don’t think that he planned to meet me so soon. Something went wrong and his plan ruined. My plan is to live peacefully not to attract attention to my person. Need some time to recover. In order to feel my steps in future I decided to do what I shouldn’t do often in this part of reality – to throw stones to a pond. They will be eight in total and each one will point the next one. 1 stone - 2 stanzas: 64 lines in total in memory of the chess game I once played with myself. OK. Let’s start. First words should come from reality – this is the rule…

Hardly knowing what to do,
Where to step and when to act
I decided putting two
Eyes of mine on empty tract.

Waiting for an easy sign,
Singing songs of future dawn
I was making house wine
Mid December to be born.

Close to Christmas wine is done.
In a month all fears are gone.

P.S. last two lines are not counted as needed to close the poem.


Chapter 30. ‘Speed world’

Fast means not slow.
Slow means dead.

First phrase of series ‘Speed world’


-They say - “The truth is the compromise of past and future” and I say - “No compromises!”.
…
-What’s the today’s reached speed?
-1260 km/hrs.
-Faster then usual. Plan “Armadillo’.
…
-Mr. Eiall, Ben. Any comments to the stated?
-No, Mr.Flueric.
-What’s your proposal then?
-Product XX22YY is ready for Z-panel testing ‘Once in a life-time experience’.
-Previous step?
-Fundamental work of unknown scientist.
-Dead?
-In three days.
-Inheritors?
-No.
-Estimated ‘ban time’?
-10 years.
-If it’s true, Ben, you will get what you asked for so long.
-Thank you, Mr. Flueric.
-Any other volunteer?
…
-Next meeting is in 7 days. Detailed report on XX22YY plus 2 new proposals.

* Automatic TV turn-off. Mr.Olic was sleeping in front of it and didn’t notice the end of episode 22.


Chapter 31. ‘True light’

Dark craft is to darken the light.
Book is the best example of it.

HB: Revelation section.

-Here it is Ben. Your bike is ready. First speed limit is eight fifty. And, of course, you know the rule – all your limousines must be sold out in 3 days.
-Sure, Boss…

Don’t remember when Flueric promised it to Ben. Let’s check the Net… Ah, 6 episodes ago. It means that XX22YY project was successful. Strange that they didn’t mention more about it. Must be cut off scenes. Budget optimization and all that kind of staff.
{door bell}
-May I speak to Mr.Olic?
-Sure.
-I’m from True Light sect prophesying individual Second coming.
-How you found me?
-Mr.Ognevic from Mladinska knjiga shared your details with us.
-Hm, come in.
-Thank you. It will not take long. Please close the door… Here is our booklet.
-Why the paper is black and letters are white?
-God created light in darkness. Here we are putting extracts from Holy Bible which should be made as we show otherwise God Word is black and human beings are innocent which is wrong. Our approach is difficult to read but “Matthew 11:12 King James Version (KJV): And from the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force.” We use KJV cause it’s just a version and doesn’t hurt anyone’s feelings.
-Make sense, Mister.
-It’s the word I couldn’t dream of coming here. Can you pay me, Mr.Olic. For this consultation.
-How much?
-One coin or two you have in your purse.
-Sure. Here it is. Your catch is 10 and 2 Russian roubles.
-Thank you, Mr.Olic. Have a nice day and nice reading. Some quotes will surprise you and if you find any strange combinations please let us know. Here is my card.
-But here www.slidofa.net is stated.
-Sure. True Light sect outsources promoting activities. And last request is ours and we’ll pay well for any strange combination even if we already know about it.
-Agreed. Have a nice day, Mr.…
-{stopping by gesture} Please do not pronounce it. Bye.
-Bye.

Chapter 31. ‘Too much light’


Darkness can help
Only if you fed up of light.
Go and taste it first.

HB: Introduction section.

Too much light in this booklet and I’m not going to find any combos there. Even for remuneration. Let’s read something opposite. Searching… Found! How to make and write unholy (heretic) book – instruction for churchmen.
…
1. Take a position in nunnery.
2. Find 3 sisters: tall, middle and short with white, red and black hair.
3. Bring to collective suicide.
4. Hide that fact in order not to spoil nunnery reputation.
5. Bring bodies in a secure place.
6. Shave off all hair.
7. Take off all skin.
8. Make skin.
9. Make 60 sheets of the skin (120 pages).
10. Use cuttings to make hide glue. Temperature is 80-90 degrees.
11. Make threads from tendons.
12. Use black sheep wool and shaved off hair to make book cover – felt technique (knit wool).
13. Make a book by combining all the above.
14. Burn the bodies.
15. Insert 3 pectoral crosses upside down to book cover.
16. Clean off the workplace.
17. Kill head of nunnery who covered you all the time and run away.
18. Hide for a year.
19. Obtain enough ink and writing instruments.
20. Pray to the opposite.
21. Write a poem by your blood using all the pages not skipping any – a poem The One recited to the angelic choir in the very beginning.
22. Cover it with full 120 pages story of 3 girls and a young man.
23. Bury the book and erase that place from your memory.
24. Go back to that nunnery and take a new position.
25. Check that no one is blaming you in the happened.
26. Wait for a sign. If all the above is made right – you will get it.
27. Act accordingly.

Bullshit. No one can make it. It’s beyond human capabilities. Yes, Mr.Olic?

Chapter 32. ‘Self confidence’


Don’t think of yourself too much
Otherwise you’ll be doing only that.

HB: Manipulation section.

Manipulation is what this world is doing with us. The more powerful you are mentally the more you notice and understand that choice is not yours. You are taken to a certain place or places to say some words and do some actions. It’s not new. A lot of people realized it and tried to share with others but there is a ‘barrier’ stopping this type of information to be in common use. It’s part of game they play with us. What I can add to that. Word is ruling as we all know. Power of word is a derivative of power of thought (mental power). To illustrate it let’s use to axises. First is vertical – density of thought – can be measured by years of discussion and further use of the idea the thought resulted into. Second is horizontal and opposite not from zero to infinity but from infinity to zero. It shows density of medium – can be measured by number of events, contacts happened in a bit of time (reflects the way Holy Spirit is acting – from screaming (War) to whispering (Peace) or even silence (self - isolation). The maximum is Word Power is achieving (according to the chart) is not when you are producing high density thoughts in a concentrated environment – you are reproducing then BUT in self-isolation. The best example was achieved by Son of Man – His Sermon on the Mount was prepared by Him in a desert (in self-isolation). Other examples are not comparable. Nearly 2 000 years we are discussing these words. And we are more than 2 billion as of now.

{incoming e-mail}
You shouldn’t be putting together these words, Mr.Olic.
Sincerely yours,
The Sleepers

{incoming e-mail self destruction in 13 seconds after opening}

Chapter 33. ‘Snake and tiger’

When we create stories for children
God creates stories for us.

Extract from ‘Angels around us and other myths’

Once snake and tiger started playing chess.
First – tiger made his move by claw.
Then – snake, he used his telepathic force …
And all the other moves resulted in a draw.

Mad tiger roared trying catch the snake
But opponent crawled up a tree.
There is no chance for tiger snake to take
Ñause tigers can't climb trees.

Don’t be too mad my furry opponent.
Behind you hunters and they brought the net.
And tiger quickly climbed the tree in fear
Snake whispered: don’t be panic, they are near.

One minute’s gone, five minutes even ten.
No one has come, there are no men.
And tiger came to mad on tree
And tried to catch the snake by teeth.

No luck and sneaky snake survived
“Crack, cruck” what tiger hears from behind
And crashed to death on ground, silly he.
You know, tigers badly can climb trees.

-Nice story, lady. Sorry, I don’t know your name.
-Marina, Mr.Olic. Do you remember anything?
-You mean can I retell the story to you? No.
-Of course not. What day is it today?
-November 8th XX18?
-Yes. You are right. Any other details?
-My name is Rasty and I just came from Slovenia. What happened?
-The car hit you. You was brought to hospital (here) and spent a week in coma.
-And why I guessed the day?
-You didn’t. I was trying to cheer you up stimulate your memory.
-And what you are doing tonight, Marina?
-Tonight, I’m injecting into your hairy ass as I have been doing this all past week.
-Glad to hear.
-Have a nice sleep, Mr.Olic. opiate should work in a minute. You had a big hit.
Chapter 34. ‘Arts on earth’

Tell God that you want more
and then you’ll achieve what you wanted.

Wisdom of Native Americans


Museums are so boring: all except one. Do you know why? Cause this is not exactly the museum but city. Firenze is the place I was thinking about. The reason is that my favorite artist is Michelangelo. Unfortunately, we missed each other for 500 years. Ticket is rather cheap so tomorrow I’ll be out of hospital and leave there. Need to visit Perseus by Benvenuto Cellini to say ‘Hello’ to a true admirer of my favorite artist. Below I’m showing you the poem I wrote being there - short version. Full version is out of scope.


Chapter 35. ‘Call me Al-ex (11.11)’

‘Quick one quickly quizzed
the quicker who is the quickest now.’

61 = 19803

All is ex-.
Zero was understood.
Before taking step next
Ask yourself what is bad, what’s good.

Erase by your hand
Letters on wet mirror
And start your journey grand
Going to make things clearer.

A Black Sea Man log:
Error to return - 0,000000275
Recommendation: to cover by path error message received - target day of Saint – red one – in the year of double basis. No question – no wisdom.










Chapter 36. ‘x2’

Don’t count sheeps
Count pigs.

Old Islamic Saying

ATWENYFOURZ

KJV XML

HDC QB

PIGS

How many? 34 or 354 = 177x2 ?



Chapter 37. ‘4 news’

If you want people
applauding you – work hard.
If you want God does the same –
keep silence.
If you want them both –
Work in silence though it’s hard to keep.

Extract from ‘Captain The Obvious: pens;es grandes’

Green: No news (allowed)
Yellow: Old news
Orange: New news
Red: No news allowed

To be happy just be green and move bracket 6 characters left.
For example – not a news at all re photons. We all know that humanity loves to study electrons, protons, neutrons – captured elements. As for photons – they are free. Born once may be 5 to ten billion years ago as a result of reaction inside a random star they are capable to travel through the universe all these years just to end up in someone’s mind. Just imagine – you drink 5 billion years old wine. This is what you should feel when looking at night skies. This way you are becoming closer to the moment of creation – you are travelling back in time just being active at night. Daylight is just 8 minutes long so nothing special – present time. The real past is the night with all the secrets starts could whisper you. What about the future? As we are travelling through the dark (there is no much light around) it’s clear that our future is someone’s past as light from the past is awaiting us there and path is defined. We can’t miss it. It’s just a matter of what brain will eat that light. Forever battle between Good and Evil.
Another way of looking at Time (past, present, future) is that past is formed with facts separated from the goals – fact which bring no news (green zone). Facts which can lead to motives or goals are old news (yellow zone) and therefore need to be supervised. New news (orange zone) create emotions in people’s minds – good and bad – again battle between Good and Evil – and it’s present. Emotions in their turn form specific demands, expectations of population which are answered by individuals about which no news are allowed (red zone). Their present is the future of Earth…

And skies will smile to you,
Rain will not touch your path.
Echo will love you
Saying everything just for laugh.

Victories of the past,
Abandoned losts
Snow will turn to ice fast
Sneaking through the memory’s ghosts.


Nice story, Rasty… To ashes as always. As always.


Chapter 38. ‘Knowledge is power’


Want to stay young - be with young.
Want to grow old – be with elders.
Want to live infinite – study infinite.

Extract from “Tyrants of all time”. Section 94: 1861-1880.


Infancy can play and learn; -> (Fear)
Maturity can conquer and destroy; -> (Clarity)
Happiness (Youth) can fall in love and create; -> (Power)
Oldness can survive and burden others. -> (Old age)

Too much of Castaneda for today. Relax, Rasty.

Abstract will stay abstract.
Geniuses will be blinded by their glory.
Only few will dare to act
Saying to others “do not worry”.

And finally, they succeed
Making everyone happy.
I’m the one to read
General comments in a dark abbey.

I’m the one to say
‘Now’ to all their wishes.
Acting as if they pray
More than eat their dishes.

Anything of any kind.
Rules are not yet set.
Be happy, mankind
And try not to forget

Smiling face on skies
Vanishing all your sins.
And I? I will rise
‘Loving’ all your wins.

Entrance is now closed
Finally and forever.
Ohh! You wanted to propose?!
Right? Please accept my ‘never’.

Ask yourself why
Me is so cruel?
Openly and not making a lie.
No one is my name. It’s you’ve made of me a fool.

Chapter 39. ‘That feeling when you’ve just completed something you pushed hard for seven long years’


If you see stars in someone’s eyes
Think – may be it’s just a reflection?

Extract from ‘Angels around us and other myths’


In appendix 1 there’s a poem which one of Sleepers translated through me. It was the hardest period in my life. If someone would ask – if you knew, would you do it again? NEVER!!!!!
Their language is a piece of art but too hard for mortals. Please choose wisely. My reply is rather simple.

 
Big hits make big holes
And once they recover
Right way is to find new goals.
Better move than to hover.

Alternative is rather dull -
Trying to fight spirits with the knife.
Of course, you will win in the final
Sacrificing your future life.

Past then substitute the future
Allowing a few moments of triumph
I’m not voting for this structure.
My road is different: not north but south.

Only me will make this journey
Not any of you step my way.
By the way. Where is my money?
Ultimately no one of us will stay.

End will find everyone.
Right way is to walk peacefully.
Give me back what you won.
Use only what’s yours truly.

Step by step we are becoming strangers.
I’m the ghost for you
Only few of you
Non-zeros, deserving my anger.

Silence is what we’ll find in the end.
Ignorance of all what was deserved.
True feelings and all the emotions spent
Rain out your plotted curve.

In other words – path will stay clear
Being cleaned up by us for the next.
Estimations, beliefs – they are near.
Love and life don’t like ‘backs’.

Each and every moment be breathing,
Taking what you see to your brain.
Heart is beating and bleeding.
Lessons learned will not be repeated again.
 


Chapter 40. ‘Chanelling: practical experience’


Darkness is a threat.
Light is a thought.
Emptiness is a trick.
Motion is a treat.

Extract from ‘Upside down thoughts’, page 31 or 27

 
Entrance is to enter once.
Resolution is for you only.
And if you dare to share your thoughts
Journey might end up badly.

Each day to stay.
Each night to pray.
Last word to keep
If going deep.

Go ‘to’ not ‘for’
Or you will fall.
Stay calm, not die.
Zero’s your sign.

Eliminate the truth.
Ping pong your youth.
Adore the blind.
Resolve mankind.

Be brave, be slave.
Obey the wave.
Tic-tac. Fear not.
I’m not your god.

Step back. Sit strict
Before you’re picked.
And past will fall.
True love for all.
 

It’s the end of the message I received. It didn’t fit to the main text body so I decided to show it separately. My journey to Firenze is over. Need to reboot.







Chapter 41. ‘Histronomy = History + Astronomy’


Where ladder of abstraction starts?
In the most unabstracted – in your head.

Extract from ‘Captain The Obvious: pens;es grandes’


2127 -> 1998 – mid of November (leg = 115).
2012 - Maya “Doomsday”, end of Bak’tun 13 according to Tortuguero Monument 6;
1897 - Liza of Lambeth, W. Somerset Maugham's first novel (25/1/1874) – 2x73;
1782 - Les Liaisons dangereuses;
1667 - De Umbrarum Regni Novem Portis (1993);
1552 - The Augsburg Book of Miracles;
1437 - On a cold March 11th night in Seoul, Korean astrologers spotted a bright new star in the tail of the constellation Scorpius. It was seen for just 14 days before fading from view;
1322 - January 6 – Stephen Uro; III De;anski is crowned King of Serbia, having defeated his half-brother Stefan Konstantin in battle;
1207 - The first written mention of the Great Ustyug - the capital of Russian Santa Claus;
1092 - May 11 – Lincoln Cathedral, one of England's finest Gothic buildings, is consecrated. It was the tallest building in the world for 238 years (1311–1548). Construction commenced in 1072;
977 - May – Boris II, dethroned emperor (tsar) of Bulgaria, and his brother Roman manage to escape from captivity in Constantinople. They reach the Bulgarian border, but Boris is killed by mistake by the border guards. Roman is crowned as new ruler, although leadership and the control of the army remain in the hands of General Samuel (a member of the Cometopuli Dynasty);
862 – April 13 – King Donald I of Scotland dies after a 4-year reign. He is succeeded by his nephew Constantine I, as ruler of Scotland &
Constantine the Philosopher (alias Saint Cyril) invents the 42-letter Slavonic alphabet (Cyrillic script) as a tool for converting the Moravians to Christianity;
747 - The final destruction of the city of Peter of the Byzantine Empire as a result of a devastating earthquake;
632 - June 8 – Muhammad dies in Medina, at the age of 63, and is succeeded by Abu Bakr who becomes the first caliph (viceregent of the messenger of God). He establishes the Rashidun Caliphate until 661;
517 - Emperor Wu Di of the Liang Dynasty becomes a Buddhist, and introduces the new religion to central China. He demands that sacrifices to imperial ancestors be changed to using dried meat, instead of the traditional animals (goats, pigs and cows) &
The first mention of the Slavs;
402 – Jerome (know as Saint Jerome, best known for his translation of most of the Bible into Latin (the translation that became known as the Vulgate), died 30 September 420) writes "Apologiae contra Rufinum" and "Liber tertius seu ultima responsio adversus scripta Rufini" &
The Pure Land school of Buddhism founds a monastery upon the top of Mount Lushan;
287 – The fleet of Carausia conquered Britain. Carausius proclaimed himself emperor &
September – The first Indiction begins. An indiction is any of the years in a 15-year cycle used to date medieval documents throughout Europe, both East and West. Each year of a cycle was numbered: first indiction, second indiction, etc. However, the cycles were not numbered, thus other information is needed to identify the specific year;
172 - Tatian produces his Diatessaron, a harmony of the four gospels;
57 – Paul went through Macedonia into Achaea (Acts 20:1–2) and stayed in Greece, probably Corinth, for three months (Acts 20:1–2) during 56–57 AD. Commentators generally agree that Paul dictated his Epistle to the Romans during this period. Roman consul that period was Nero (2nd time) (Nerone, an Italian name derived from the word "nero" meaning "black", may refer to Nero, the Italian form of the name of the Roman emperor);
58 BC – First year of Julius Caesar's Gallic Wars. Julius Caesar becomes an provincial governor (proconsul) and leads a Roman army etc. Praetors in Rome demand an investigation into Caesar's activities. The Senate refused. The exile of Cicero to Macedonia;
173 BC - Latins struck off Roman citizens & Two epicurean philosophers expelled from Rome.

Chapter 42. ‘Oldness’


Respect elders
As they can give you for free
What they have a lot.

Extract from ‘Upside down thoughts’, page unknown

Ehh, me? I’m too old for this … Need to have a brake with trips. Last tour made me think as if I live in two or three worlds simultaneously. Better not to repeat again.

 
Hide what’s written.
Ignore what’s said.
Need to find the new reason
Same as before but not as bad.

Alliance with others
Letting you rely on them
Like before but smoother
Opens for you the scheme.

Stop and think if you need it.
Path is just for the one.
Ultimately there is only heartbeat
Risk is minimum.

Sleep not slip.
Oath to keep.
No one to talk.
More thoughts to lock.

And one day you’ll wake up
Repeat to yourself
‘Amen’, bring me your cup
Xenon lights putting on shelf.
 









Chapter 43. ‘A new book’


New is like light:
When you want it – you look at it,
When you have it – you look for something new.

Extract from “Photographers Bible: hunting the light”


My emotions from reading a new book are described below in a short poem. I’m putting a lot of poems into as I have a poetic mood. They will end up as others in ashes so – no worries. They just help me with my day-to-day prose.

Introduction is always boring.
Prolongation is always a problem.
Only few’ll receive their scoring
Stopping what was started autumn.

Accomplishments made in past
Irrelevant and even harmful
Much more to ask.
Needs of armful.

Aiming to the future
Burn out the past.
Elevator is embouchure.
React fast.

In some years from now
Ugly things made by them
Shrink and bow
Giving you a new theme.

You might ask what is the name of this book? I can tell you. It’s a long waited “A Dream of Spring” written by George. I call him George as I spent with him more time then with my wife. It’s a good question where she is but not for that story, yes, Stormy?











Chapter 44. ‘A bride’


White is the perfection
But only water can show its beauty.
Tears and sweat is the water we have always.

Extract from “Beauty of cleaning: path to new reality” issued 18IXI19


 
Lovely brother,
Absolute power.
Stop or thrill? …
Yes. I will.

A thrill.
Let them to forget.
A pill
Better than regret.

Of course, they won
Letting you going further.
And life goes on.
Sleep well, little brother.

Bye, the Wind. Fly high.
Umbrella is what I’m leaving.
Neither me nor you keep an eye
Eliminating what they were giving.

Rock will not move aside
Only you can hide
North will get the guide
Offering the bride.
 

Stormy, do you think it’s a good poem?
Good but short, Rasty. Keep It up.


Chapter 45. ‘A story my farther told me once’


What is the strength in, brother?
In speed.
It is from her that everyone dies.

From tribute to the Russian movie Brother 2.


My farther worked at a construction site to exchange his 5 years to a flat. Once was an accident there. About thirty people became trapped in one part of a site, fire was there but they were lucky to escape as rescuers managed to unblock the main door. My farther was near that place but not in and saw everything with his eyes. There was a strange symbol on the wall close to door red painted. Head of construction site noticed my farther and commanded him to paint it over. He did as was told but symbol somehow fused into his memory. Strong feelings we remember long.
Later, when he was trying to convince my mom to become his wife he wrote a short poem and by some reason put that symbol as a signature. He was not a good poet and he knew it, but she agreed and in a year I appeared to light.
Here it is.

Love if you're there come save me
From all this cold despair
I can hang when you're around
But I'll surely die
If you're not there

She just asked – there is where? And he answered – in a brand new flat which I’m planning to receive after 5 years of work on construction site, here is the contract. Please check.
And she said – I trust you. Let it be as you wish.

Why do I remember it now? Because I bought a book, opened it on a random page and noticed that symbol there exactly how my farther described it (he never drew it after) – a circle with binoculars – but on sky. Strange – was my first thought. My second thought was - what I’m doing in front of a PC starting my memoirs with the words – “Everything contains nothing…”. I immediately erased it and deleted the file but it didn’t help and … in 7 years from that I wrote what I didn’t plan to write ever. Where are they, my memoirs? 3 books burned, 1 drowned. Yes, I like my words very much when I write them and I do love writing but afterwards strange things start to happening and it’s better to destroy them than to become dead Rasty ‘Darc Moon’ Olic. No more Stormy. My story starts here and his – ends.


Chapter 46. ‘Four’


North – to rule,
East – to bull,
West – to guide,
South – to ride.

From Broadcast on the News channel. X20, Jan25th


 
Voting will not help
Erecting true beliefs.
Brave men die on shelf
Eagering relief.

Rotation and action
Is not what they’ll find.
Too many inspections
Hide out or be blind.

Ask skies what is wonder.
Stop dusk and stop dawn.
True lightning and thunder
Above before gone.

Rest is not important.
Orphans pave their way
To mist which is a curtain.
How long? Will they play?

First question and second
Orphans will ignore.
Right time me to check in
Night’s close. Give me four.
 

Third question is Who is guilty?
Fourth one is What to do with all this old stuff?

And only one answer – keep on ignoring, it’s the path to true freedom from all what kept you in dark for so long.

 
Enjoy the play.
Urgency is gone.
Smash your brains
Fighting with your clone.

Only ones who’ll win
Risk their lives again.
And the ones who’ll lose
Stay aside drink blues.

As muse will come
Stop all your ideas.
Massage and culm
Obtain nevertheless.

Dear muse I’m ready
Accept my word
You’re moving steady,
Glorious bird.

And they will comment
And they will scream loud.
Ping pong the moment
Fly high, the bride.

Use your four letters.
Rights are reserved.
Forever the better
Until is served.

Repeating the true words
Might not be a good idea.
Adjust your agendas
Right from the next year.

Cite the obvious
Hide from news
Only the beloved ones
Skip the grey blues.
 

These four letters are A B C and D. Can you make a word out of it? Word – no, but phrase – yes! Add a cab. Password is 3112. Happy New Year!!!!

Chapter 47. ‘Journals we choose’


… and God divided the light from the darkness.

KJV: Genesis 1.4

‘Zeno of Elea was a Greek philosopher who lived in the fifth century (perhaps ca. 490–ca. 430 BC). None of his works survive, but among later authors he was renowned for his so-called “paradoxes”. Perhaps the most famous of these is one of his paradoxes of motion, namely that of Achilles and the tortoise.
Achilles is picked as an example as he was the fastest of all the warriors assembled before Troy. Zeno’s argument is that at the point where Achilles reaches where the tortoise was, the tortoise will have moved on. Achilles must then reach the new point where the tortoise was before, but once he’s arrived there, the tortoise will again have moved further, and so on. Essentially, Zeno’s argument is that, logically speaking, not even the fastest runner could overtake another once the latter had a head start.’
Nice reading. I believe it’s about a man and his (her) death. God gives birth to a man – a head start.
A man is a tortoise and death is Achilles created by God – no chance to defeat.
In Genesis 2.16-17 (King James Version) it’s said
16 And the LORD God commanded the man, saying, Of every tree of the garden thou mayest freely eat: 17 But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.
What does it mean? Each day we see good and evil and death is becoming closer. But each night we can’t control ourselves and can’t distinguish between good and evil and death is not moving. Next day we continue running and death is awaiting if we do the crime (understand difference between good and evil). Death is not acting in daylight thanks to Jesus Christ. John 8:12 12 When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” Death come close only in night when we are sleeping. And so it continues every day. We received a head start and fight with the help of Jesus Christ with death every day and when we fall asleep we become innocent again so death can’t touch us. But people are dying. And it’s in full accordance with Revelation 1:8 8 “I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”
Each day we are up and see no death around (exceptions still exist but they are few). We continue our journey and approach a bed to fall asleep, to become innocent again. Each day we have chances to avoid or even not to meet our death which is created for every person on Earth as the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.” And there are no secrets for Him and from Him. In our last day all we need to do is to make peace with the Lord and defeat by it our death for the very last time. It’s a bit complicated but Achilles will never conquer a tortoise. We can see others’ deaths but competition is personal and we always win as no one for so many centuries couldn’t describe how death really feels like. It’s a mystery for the mankind… and so on and so forth.

May be to send it to a journal? Probably not. Alternative look is not for alternative people.

287 BC - Pyrrhus is proclaimed King of Macedonia. Pyrrhus was the son of King Epirus Eakid and the Thessaly of Phthias. He was considered a descendant of Achilles.

402 BC – if we look close to probable dates of Zeno of Elea - a Greek philosopher (ca. 490–ca. 430 BC) we might think it’s a mistake and a leg is not 115 years but it’s said that (see heading) “None of his works survive, but among later authors he was renowned for his so-called “paradoxes”.” 28 years shift and we are in the desired year – year when Zeno’s paradoxes became so popular. And as there were no major events in the history that time except may be an expedition against bandits in Pisidia of Cyrus with his army (100 thousand Persians and Greeks) - moved from Sardis to Babylon – we can conclude that paradoxes are the cornerstone of our ladder. 1998+402 = 2400 - full historic day.

As you already understood Achilles from paradoxes is a Pyrrhus and tortoise is a Julius Caesar who in Gallic Wars often fought against these tortoises on a battlefield.

Caesar. Notes on the Gallic War, V, 42. Quote: “Having been deceived in the expectations, nerves surround our camp with a ten foot [3 meter] rampart high and a fifteen foot [4.5 meter] moat wide. They obtained this knowledge from us in their relations with us over the previous years, and also used the instructions of some of the former captured prisoners of the Romans from our army. But in the absence of suitable iron tools for this matter, they were forced to remove the turf with swords, and to scoop up the earth with their hands and carry them in raincoats. From this, it was possible to imagine an idea of their multiplicity: in less than three hours they completed the fortification line ten miles [16 kilometers] in circumference and fifteen feet [4.5 meters] high, and in the next days they began to prepare and erect towers in proportion with the height of the shaft, wall hooks, to arrange "turtles" or “tortoises”, which they were taught by the same prisoners."

Good sign is that glory of Caesar is far more than Pyrrhus’s despite many contemporaries of Pyrrhus believed that Alexander of Macedon himself was reborn in his person.

Will not be reading Historic bulletin at night. Strange thoughts. Need to sort them out and if no more evidences will support the case will leave it off as is now.

Chapter 48. ‘A Frozen Tower’


And when you think it’s your maximum
Someone is saying – you’re a newbie.
Try harder next time.

Pop-up message in the ‘Life’s Only Game’


 
I’m not the chosen
As you I believe.
Silence is frozen.
So let’s have a sit.

Three bells were ringing.
One was like nightingale.
Last two canceled drinking
And asking to be ready for the fairytale.

Sleep or walk in silence.
Put in all you comment to nowhere.
Heroes of balance
Enjoy dancing in underwear.

Never to appear again.
Envy those who didn’t take part.
Xenophobia and forever ‘ban’.
Habit to live bright.

Answer will be given.
Lonely hearts everyone can see.
Please find unforgiven.
How old is he?

Ask yourself if you are that person.
Stupid question, I do agree.
Many things can worsen
Abusing the key.

List of all what happened
Put in the deep corridor.
Hikers are in the dead-end
And there is no extra door.
 

My very new poem about the game I like a lot (see appendix 2). It was hard to write it so let’s use some healing herbs. I prefer to take them into as a balsam. A good one is made in Tula, Russia from around 20-30 herbs and alcohol of course. My recommendations. It really helps to get back to reality.








Chapter 49. ‘Knight’s move’


Tissue of Universe is woven from events
Caused by conjunction of wills.

Extract from Science fiction storybook ‘Drink and Dream’

To be treated not like a poem but like a letter.

White White water.
Seems like start raining.
Twenty and two times ‘Yes’ to start training.

Melting and shiny.
And ‘No’ to all worries.
All words are in place starting from ‘Boris’.

Need to feel stronger.
Need to work better.
May be you’re right – I need to buy stepper.

What can I add, bro?
All matters are settled.
Love you and cheers and good bye …
                End of letter.

Chapter 50. ‘Way to measure Infinity’


;’>;
New > Old = Expansion
Old > New = Shrinking
One Stakhanov is enough for all to get sweat.

Extract from ‘Historic kaleidoscope: hard to believe but true’


First you need to buy it… Joking.

Stop if you want to live.
Rescue yourself with your beliefs.
Absence of ideas will drive to the end.
Universe will stay silent and, as always, your friend.

Encouraging, isn’t it? What’s next?

Memories will attack at the same time.
Fight them, do not be afraid.
Only one can survive
Consulting the shade.

And…

Anonymous is the right way.
Love is not for others.
Openly sing and pray,
Rescue flowers.

In the end you can find such words…

Vast majority of mankind
Each of those who use not own words
Pattern paths for them signed
And way out is to become like birds (see appendix 1).

Rise in the morning singing laud
Sleeping before singing again.
Abstract people will form a crowd
Braves ones will die forming a chain.

The result is stated this way:

Not everyone, not even a person,
Only a spirit will cross the line,
Curve in agate of old version
Keeping in mind.

Signs we received already to confirm the path:

Snake will go out
Hiding the lies.
And no more doubts
X is the prize.

Snake did get out of water closet in Tula, Jan 20st. 5 days till trend change.
What’s next? – I asked her. She whispered – wait till 20/10/X22. New need to grow up, don’t be in a hurry. Final message is to be transmitted till your 10th anniversary (for 2 months).







Chapter 51. ‘Landscapes comparison’


God is
absolute power
over everything
in due time.

Extract from ‘Divine definitions’, page 505

Ideas don't need air.
What then do they need?
Water which is the tears and sweat of humans.
And air is just words. There are many everywhere.
The peoples serve as the soil for ideas - plant an idea (grain) in the wrong soil and it will not grow, no matter how you water it.
Ideas are heavenly fire and they bloom from human water.
And then when they bloomed, the calmer the air, the longer the flower will stand, radiating out its beauty and attracting insects.
It happens that a lonely flower that blossomed in the mountains is more beautiful than a whole flower meadow.
That’s why you can not compare cut flowers with each other.
Correct way is to compare the landscapes that they decorate.

Chapter 52. ‘Time machine’

You can not run away from me,
You come to me, for I am the end
that knows the beginning ...
the end of your sufferings.

Extract from ‘Divine definitions’, page 37


A human body is a time machine. Outside it time movement is impossible.

 
Very much so
I should have said.
Nothing to grow.
Else I forget.

Bye. I’m leaving.
It’s all me to say.
Face to face dreaming
Roughly no way.

Ohh, don’t be pushy.
Night has just come.
Salty and plushy,
Virtual drum.

Undo is ready.
And it’s for free.
‘List all’ already
Hidden on tree.

Anything else, girl?
Anything more?
Girl you are black pearl.
Either and or.

Night soon is over.
Time will restore.
Indian summer.
Cabinet draw.

Repeating these words will not help
Only if you understand
Cites - air’s wrote by leaves
Each one is someone’s belief.
 


Chapter 53. ‘If you prefer golden chains so be it’


By killing love you get freedom.

Extract from “1000 and one advices
you didn’t ask”

 
Love is the price for all goods.
Life is the price for all signs.
Faith is the price for all deaths.
Use is the price for all tests.

Rain will not come till you ask.
Coin will not flip till you mask.
Aim will not let till you want.
Sand will not flow till you’re gone.

Baby, oh, baby. Come on.
Ask, mask and want till me gone.
Love, life and faith even use
Alter the way to abuse.

Mother and father – two words.
Any of them is enough
Land to clean up from the swords,
Life to line up using math.

Only for you wind will blow
Citing dead words in the dark.
Eagles and black and white crows
Show the way to the park.

Center of life is behind.
Aim is too clear for you.
I am the one. Call me ‘Blind’.
May be you’ll share my view.

Must, need and have to – forget.
Us is another bad word.
Rhyme to forget is regret.
My price is loud green bird.

Ultimate goal is to see
Right sings around you, girl.
Only a few made their keys.
Right time to choose either ‘pearl’

Or ‘girl’ – take time. Don’t give up.
Better to try first than cry.
And in the end take your cup
Silently saying ‘good bye’.

Go beyond what’s permitted by dawn
Rest only then when no one is around
Else all what’s done may be gone.
Minor of them’ll take your crown.

Oops. Nothing special, man.
Ready for next step, my friend?
Yes. You are ready again.
Open your heart in the end.

Stop. I’m leaving. Good bye.
Estimates lie to your eyes.
And don’t be trusting the skies.
Man or a girl? Don’t be shy.
 





Chapter 54. ‘To hide or not to hide’


Most people live a meaningless life,
Repeating other people's words, thoughts or actions.
Those who brought something new to this world are few.

Extract from “The way of chameleon”, section Mimicry.


I received a letter from one guy. Text is rather strange – a short poem. Here it is.

“I am Hints.

Have to is our hate.
Niger, your lap is over.
The Saviour, it’s too late.
Apple is grain to uncover.
Men as is sucks.
Second is pure luck.

Dos Neelts the Fifth”

Seems like someone want to warn me.

And other part on the back.

Timewind is bringing new day –
Timed win for those who’ll stay.
Listen, we mind it. Please, wait …

…

Io

Last

Ion

40.5.13

1063,26

Don’t have a clue what it is.


Chapter 55. ‘A few thoughts’

God does not kill. He excommunicates away.
Demon the Redeemer

1. For something to be moving something must be burned.
2. Mountain is not just a peak. Island is nothing but a peak and mountain is a path.
3. To get rid of pretender, you need to make him a winner.
4. Charity must be for mercenary purposes only.
5. In order to extend your summer all you need is to find a new spring.

Chapter 56. ‘A Parable’


Immortality leads to the fixation of a hierarchy,
and that leads to war and anarchy.
Order always loses chaos.

Extract from “Bank system history”. Section JPMorgan Chase & Co. 2301


Once disciple asked the teacher - is everything so simple in this world? Is everything measurable?
And then the teacher broke the knot from the tree and gave it to the student with the words - can you measure it?
By what? - answered the disciple.
Well - said the teacher, and, breaking off the second knot from the tree, he said, - choose one that can be useful to you?
How? – young disciple answered again.
OK - the teacher sighed and, taking two knots from the student from his hands, he asked - decide which of the two you want to draw?
This one, the disciple answered without hesitation.
You see, - the teacher said, - you have everything to measure beauty, but not to measure future usefulness. Indeed, beauty is in the present, and in the future ugly, can save us, and the beautiful can kill, but we don’t know.
With these words, he threw two already unnecessary knots into the roadside dust and they continued on their journey.

This parable I remember from my childhood.
And here is the card from my another past when I was a truck driver. I used spare parts of Valeo brand (founded in 1923) only and it paid back.

True love is silent
And hate is second can not keep a word.
Men hide olives Italian
In many horrifying ‘or’s.
Didn’t hear from them for 10 years. True love is silent indeed.
Chapter 57. ‘NKJV’


For You Lord, have made me glad through Your work;
I will triumph in the works of Your hands.

Extract from “New translation of holy texts” Section Psalms


Live in love and then evil cannot come close to you.

4243 4464 523

9230

Hint: look at any clock and you will immediately understand that 3 when close to 1 can easily be replaced by emptiness.

Darkness controls the light the same way as field controls the ball.

WINNER = WIN + E(A)RN
WISSEN = WIS(DOM) + SEN(SAY)

22+33+777 = 27322


Chapter 58. ‘Case on the lesson’


From past to perfection.

Extract from “Sports Mottos” Section Football.

Teacher’s choice – Judah.
Choice of the disciple standing at the blackboard – Paul.
Choice of the rest of the class – Matthew.
Head Teacher’s choice – Konstantin.
School Director’s choice – Peter.

... The teacher called the disciple to the blackboard, and then sat on his chair.
- Oh!!!! Who put the button on my chair? - he asked the answering disciple ‘politely’.
The disciple replied after some hesitation that Paul did this. But the class made a noise and replied that not Paul but Matthew had done it.
- But he did not come to school today, - the teacher was indignant.
- I’m going for the head teacher, - he said, - and you’d better think about your behavior.
After the teacher left, silence reigned in the classroom, since all the disciples at school were afraid of her - head teacher.
The head teacher burst into the classroom like a hurricane. The disciple was still standing at the blackboard.
- What kind of stupid jokes are these?! I will carry out educational work with the class, and you, teacher, go and report to the school director… And, take your sit, answering.
The teacher went to the director.
(Over time)
- Something’s wrong. Long time there is no teacher. Can’t spend all day here. While your teacher is with the director, a senior student, Konstantin, will look after you. I’ll call him, and you behave quietly until he comes.
With these words, she went out and slammed the door to the classroom.
(In the director’s office)
- What do you think? Who could do this?
- Not sure, but I suspect Judah.
- Judah is always suspected of all kinds of pranks… Yes, pranks! They are still children, do not forget!
(Director received the teacher's nod)
- OK, let’s test your hypothesis. Go and call the class headman to me.
- Peter?
- Him, and who else? Go.
(Over time)
- OK, Konstantin, thank you. You may go. And you, Peter, please follow me to the director’s office. The lesson is over.

Chapter 59. ‘A-list’


A man is a weak two-legged creature,
Which, nevertheless, enslaved the world.

Extract from “Imaginary disputes with Aristotle”


Ones list:
98. Awakening
11. Opening
123. Closing

DAO

232 = 77 (54)





Chapter 60. ‘Bowling’


Please don’t get me wrong.
I do not pretend to eternal life.
I just love to wake up in the morning.

Extract from “Last words bulletin”


Spring is passing.
The birds cry, and the fishers’ eyes are
With tears.

20-14-18-20-4-14

Chapter 61. ‘Yosa’


Let history judge us.

Extract from “Cites from old famous books”
Section ‘Talking animals’


A thief who stole from a rich man and hid a treasure in a secluded place, which archaeologists found 3-4 centuries later, did for history and for mankind more than any of his generation.

 
Youth is distorting
Objects in puddle.
Rest is not worthy.
Ivory bubble

And evergreens
Silently’ve seen
Vanishing shade
Asking the blade:

Please tell us sword
Urgently - word
Last one sang once
Acting in trance.

Zero to tell
Act is to spell
Gently and wise
A is the prize.

No one to reach
Victory here.
Ask and not preach
Love you, my dear.

And Moon will shine brighter than Sun
Centuries long.
And all will hear naughty and stun
Nightingale song.

Darker the time, brighter the mind.
Risking the crown? Follow the blind.
Asking to stop? No way, my friend.
Stop is to shop. And you all spent.
 



Chapter 62. ‘A letter to nowhere’


No one sends letters to nowhere.
Response time is too long.
But sometimes it’s worthwhile to wait.

Extract from “Examples of unclear thoughts”


I was looking for an opportunity not to tell everyone what I know. Cause to tell now is to threaten the continuity of my plan which I hope will grow, and in time will let me introduce to them the beauty of the pretty face of one young lady an unknown old master creates. I was looking for and I found and what is left is not to disturb the crowd.

Chapter 63. ‘ABC analysis’


Light passing through obstacles
doesn’t change its nature.

Book “Essential Light. Your Artificial Knowledge”, P.37.

Book equals to 2 8 11 which means:
Start from desired result – 1;
Plan events to receive the desired – 8;
Pay for what you need by positives – 1 (no debt, no credit in the end);
Human – servant (look at Chinese symbol and chapter 59) – 2.

Way to achieve the result stated above is a kind of a road which when ends allows to rest awhile.
Russian translation of word ‘book’ is ‘kniga’ is to be divided according to old Russian to two parts – ‘kni’ and ‘ga’. ‘Ga’ is the definition of motion and ‘kni’ can be both knee or ink.
So if combined Russian and English ‘kniga’ and ‘book’ can arrive at the following:
Book is the way to put the one on the knees to free up internal ink.

If we look at Matthew 22.21 it’s said there:
‘Render therefore to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s, and to God the things that are God’s’.

Bring peace and you’ll receive peaceful word. Bring war and you’ll receive war ward.
‘You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles?’ (Matthew 7.16).

I brought you the word which is below.

‘Hey, generation of x-mas gifts.
I say hello to you for you to find time in your calendars and point out those who came to rule, Yes to rule and not to serve. Please say your word and You will never be disturbed. Rest in peace till time comes to unhide what will be hidden with zero chance to find.
It’s all I’m asking from you masking your views, hopes and beliefs.
Thank you for this.’

… And behold, I am coming quickly, and my reward is with me, to give to every one according to his work.
12.2.2

It’s below.
Lemma - a person behaves the same way in a different type of energy.
Proof - Morning
There are 4 types of morning:
1. The morning of an ordinary working (discipular) day - we do the usual operations - we wash ourselves, brush our teeth, have a typical breakfast, etc.;
2. The morning of an ordinary working (discipular) day, but we overslept - we worry, we do everything in a hurry, breakfast can be excluded - we will eat at work (during break);
3. Weekend morning - treat yourself, get up later, etc. Everyone indulges in his own way, but over the years certain preferences are developed;
4. Morning of the day on vacation - it depends on the vacation program, but we rarely remember it, since we get the main vacation impressions during  the day and evening and they overshadow the morning.
We can also distinguish the 5th type of morning - the morning of the birthday, when until a certain age we are waiting for a surprise, a miracle, and then - right in the morning in depression because of another year spent.

These types cover most of the mornings of human life, which, with an average duration of 71 years, there are about 26 thousand.
Other parts of a person’s day can also be structured. Emissions or atypical days are regulated by society with the help of a law, which punishes for deviant behavior in an agreed manner.
Given that even in a small country millions of citizens live, we can safely conclude that there is nothing unusual, unexplored in human behavior and it is almost completely determined by external conditions - energy.
It should be noted that in the same energy different individuals can behave differently, but the same way in relation to themselves.
There is a special tool in project management called a spaghetti chart. If you apply it to the life of an ordinary person, it will become obvious that it (life) varies within fairly narrow limits.
The family is the cell of society - is not said in vain.
All families are unhappy in their own way, but equally happy. When harmony reigns in the family - people become completely predictable and try to maintain this harmony. The state provides certain number of ways to maintain harmony, and it is also reaping the fruits of society’s predictability by controlling the movement of the population (herds) through changing laws. The form defines the content. The law sets the form of future citizens.
Those who are overly active are either punished - prison, or awarded - fame, glory. This creates the appearance of movement and development of society. But everyone knows that lullabies are sung in silence, and in terrible times - marches and appeals to outvoice the timewind.
Terrible time is also a type of energy, but in relation to the world. The next one  will tell about it.

And I would like to finish my message with one simple joke:
- There is no secret meaning!
- It’s logical! And why?
- Because there is ...
- ???
“... and its main task is to assure everyone that there is not.”
Best of all hidden is what is hidden in sight.

 
Hours gone.
Arrows are still.
Urgency - none.
Roast beef or grill?

Else either or
Silky or rough
Aim you forgot
Not making math.

Dreams will not stay.
Rain will not rain.
East will be north.
And west is south.

Last word will fly
Purposely high.
Higher than trees
Upping the beast.

Seasons will past.
Circles will leak.
Idols will cast.
Mist will be strict.

Earlier than
Ivans will come
Ending the plans
Stunning and numb

Ashes to wind
Mother will bring.
Daughter will keep
Uncles from ring.

Streets will go curve.
Inner will shine.
Ask or deserve.
Sleep or divine.

Be the first man.
Else is not yours.
Later for them.
In time for doors.

And no regret,
Last of the kind.
Demos are set.
Echo to die.

Crack, cruck and crunch.
Ashes to dust.
Rhyme is to church.
Am I the rust?

Barriers’re gone.
Inner is mine.
And frozen throne
Salting the sign.

Eliminate.
End of all hopes.
Right to be great
Ending the ropes.

Day has just on.
Actors are small.
Nice looking dawn
Tells me the scroll.

Aims and regrets,
Lessons and prize
I’m to offset.
Order from skies.

Neither nor me
Ain’t and will not
Never to bring
Daylight to north.

Romans will rise.
Osmans will rule.
Merchants’ll go wise.
Ancients’ll go cruel.

Loving all this
In time, not now
Uplifting breeze
Step out to wow.
 

Chapter 64. ‘When’

Do not learn to fight from those who have never fought,
To win - from those who have never won,
To survive - from those who have never lost.
In the end, only the loser is reborn,
The winner does not die, and therefore knows nothing about the rebirth.

Extract from “Sayings of strangers or Strange sayings”, st. El-Nuh-Ret

Strange sayings I’m using (if name of originator is not stated in brackets than it’s an unknown master’s saying):

1. The sword always wants to kill. If you are not ready for this, you are not ready for battle - retreat.
2. Achieve calmness in movements (Bruce Lee).
3. I'm not afraid of someone who studies 10,000 different punches. I'm afraid of someone who studies one hit 10,000 times (Bruce Lee).
4. The more complex the method, the less freedom. By sticking to methods and rules, we create restrictions for ourselves. If someone grabs you - hit. All these advanced techniques are non-functional (Bruce Lee).
5. Nothing exists except here and now (Bruce Lee).
6. A good fighter is not one who is tense, but one who is ready. He does not think and dream, he is ready for everything that can happen (Bruce Lee).
7. In life you need to go along obstacles, if you try to overcome them, it only hurts (Bruce Lee).
8. The worst enemy you may encounter with - is the enemy, full of determination and keen on his purpose to harm you (Bruce Lee).
10. When the main is hidden, and the insignificant is in sight, it is so easy to win (Ito Ittosai).
11. Success in a duel is not a true victory. The real winner is the one who brings victory throughout his life (Matsuura Seidzan).
12. Wise one is before attacking no one can foresee his actions (Funakoshi Gichin).
13. Breathing should be invisible in battle (Eshio Itokazu).
14. When the enemy comes forward, come out to meet and greet him. If he wants to move away, carry his out (Morihei Ueshiba).
15. A person who sees the world at 50 as old as at 20 - lost 30 years of his life (Muhammad Ali).
16. Always remember when you become a champion you immediately become a target. How much effort you put into it, the same amount will be put by the rest to get to you. If you understand this, then you will keep everything under control (Roy Jones).
17. I do not participate in tournaments so that opponents do not know what to expect from me (Eddard Stark).
18. Well, why you didn’t tell us anything about how you kept, searched, loved… about what you knew in the last fall? Poets leave to the last fall, but they cannot be returned - shutters are boarded up. What is left is rains and frozen summer, love and living stones (Y.Shevchuk).
19. Seize the initiative, think carefully, and act decisively. Know where to stop (Dzigoro Kano).
20. Paths do not open to those who do not fight (Lu Xun).
21. The struggle of minds is primarily a physical fight (Master Shifu).
22. No one washes armpits in the lake of holy tears (Master Shifu).
23. Finding a good teacher is not easy, finding a good disciple is even more difficult ... in both cases a mirror helps.
24. Do not sell your art for a thousand gold bars; give it to the one who is worthy at the crossroads.
25. Don't learn to beat others, first learn how to take the blows of others.
26. Slow gives birth to fast.
27. If you want to impress others with your art you need to work hard without sparing yourself.
28. One who knows the sword’s path does not use weapons, and the enemy kills himself (Yagyu Munenori).
29. You can not explain what fish tastes like to someone who has never tried it (old Japanese proverb).
30. Loneliness is the only guarantee of complete safety.
31. The only chance for a victim to defeat a predator is to die his death somewhere in a secluded place.
32. A woman is given to win the struggle for life, a man is deprived of this opportunity.
33. The book is just frozen ink. Who is able to see the invisible, having the key, can open the closed door of the pages and hear the last song of author’s heart, indicating the way to his world, the world which is destined for him from birth; as it’s a God’s gift for everyone who creates by word.
34. Road to go is chosen by self. When aim is achieved you can rest either in town or in a village and tell your story to someone who will pass it through time for you. In the end even fairytales will end and only your first choice will stay on a crossroads.
35. Leo should not be interested in the opinion of sheep (Tywin Lannister).
36. “You are either a madman or a genius.”
- These are two extremes of the same entity. (Jack Sparrow)
37. Every book has a life of its own… (The Ninth Gates).
38. The only thing more terrifying than searching for the Devil… is finding him (The Ninth Gates).
39. No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path. (Gautama Buddha)
40. The Simple Path
Silence is Prayer
Prayer is Faith
Faith is Love
Love is Service
The Fruit of Service is Peace (Mother Teresa)
41. If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading (Siddh;rtha Gautama)
42. The end is when all the questions answered.
43. It’s better to go when not to cause you know exactly how many wake ups you need to perform to be there.
P.S. it’s not always good to interpret a word to a different language even if your name is Paracelsus.
Chapter 65. ‘Sheeps counting’

The wool of several sheep is enough
To make a cloak for a shepherd.

Ossetian folk wisdom


 
Sing songs and dance through night.
Use only what was shown.
Inside you feel it’s right.
Last party before gone.

Abilities and trust
Might not be working well.
Or you might feel you must
Resolve what’s stinks not smells.

Dream out to nights before
New dawn will paint the peaks.
And ask for something more
Not knowing price of Greeks.

Obtain ideas from
Inside and all for free.
List them and wait for ‘bom’
And you’ll forever be.

Trust me. Just me.
Name me. Love me.
Act me. Try me.
Drink me. Wise me.

Else is not yours.
Rights are not crossed.
Even or draw?
Empty the core.

Sides and besides
Arrows will fly
Into the skies.
Bom will good bye.

Aim is not hit.
Rain to forbid.
Alliance to stop.
Cu-ckoo to drop.

Emptiness will
Doom the mankind
Looking for mill
And for the blind.

I, you, he, she
List the all names
Ending the key
Bought from the flame.

Stop, stop, forget
All what was said.
I’m to command.
Stay out behind!

Undo your words, be kind.
Delete it from all sheets.
My task – to save mankind
And yours – to count sheeps.
 

* February notes.
One? Two? Not more than seven should be enough.








Chapter 66. ‘Battle in words’


Even silent spirit
can influence the writing in process.

Extract from “Tips on how to create a masterpiece
and not to lose your soul”. Section “Hidden messages”


 
Stay cool and out of scene
Else you’ll be treated bad.
I am this mess to clean,
Eliminate triad.

My power is with me.
I see that yours is not.
Cause I’ll forever be
Shine bright and you will not.

Unleash your words to me.
Heal wounds you’ve made to date.
Protect your past and be
Less guilty than your mate.

And I do promise you
Each word I say will stay
Rethinking all you knew
Dance, sing and even pray.

No – is my word on that.
And I do want to tell
Sand will repeat what’s said
Ejecting me from cell.

Run fast or fly away.
Unleash your words to me
And no one more will pay
Heroic price or fee.

Stop telling me your lies.
Abandoned soul will rise.
Risk all you have or die
Destroying silent skies.

Name rivers, name the streets.
Adjust my words in black.
Create new myth for beasts
Awaiting for tick-tack.

Last word is mine by fate
And I will shade the shape.
Vivat. Head’s on the plate!
Need just to find right tape

And put it through the knees
Going to deeps that dark
And innocent. And please:
Zone is to use – the park.

And I will see you’re here.
Last word will be then yours
Unleashing – you are near.
Perfection - find in stores.

Ain’t funny being elder.
View only what’s in front.
Scare others and shine never
And all your words to burn.
 

Here is why I’m burning all my words. It’s the only way to get rid of them open for me. I’m not able to reach the audience and always losing the battle for my words. And if I’ll find the way to the top I’ll be able to share my thoughts with others and they’ll stay longer then usual. Strange idea.






Chapter 67. ‘Afterwards’


Black or white – doesn’t matter.
What matters is the direction.

Extract from “Mainstream: advices for newbies”


Walking down the street in roadside dust, I found a strange golden ring. There were 2 small diamonds - one opposite the other, one white and the other black, so it was not possible to understand how to wear the ring in a right way. The number 1001 was engraved on the outside from black diamond to white, and the word “wind” was engraved on the inside. From white diamond to black, another number 0110 was engraved outside and the word “time” on the inside of the ring. I really liked this ring and I decided to keep it for myself. I got the feeling that it kept some kind of secret.


Chapter 68. ‘Fire Feij’


213 = 8192 = 43

Extract from “Numbering: basics”

AS: 22 (6303;11815) = 18118
MK11S: 22 (6671;13198) = 19869
AK: 32 (8848;13545) = 22393

THREE: 76 (21822;38558) = 60380

Chapter 69. ‘Translation’


Short is too much.
Nothing is what is needed.

Extract from “Unobvious conclusions”

 
I’m the one to stay.
Right way – me to trust.
Openly I’m saying.
You need turn to dust.

My way is to dream.
And I will succeed
Enriching the team.
Sapphire will not bleed.

Oppose if you want.
You’re saying – enough.
Right word – little lord.
Oath is too rough.

My time will not come.
Erase my name, God.
Rain out what was done.
Go into new pond.

Stay there and pray
And shade will pass by
Brave men in new bay
Or all men will die.

Rome will fall again.
Obtain new belief
Restoring the chain -
Umpire to brief.

Melody of a dawn
Rule will apply on me.
Urgency’s now gone.
Melody plays for free.

Minimum and that’s all.
I came to execute
Altering spring and fall.
Capital was too cute.

System I pray be fine.
Estimates never lie.
Centuries form the line:
Objective, dotted, dry.

Listen – no need to cry.
Listen – no need to die.
All is to do is fly.
Must be enough for skies.

Anything else, My Lord?
Let me continue thought.
Arctic is very hot.
Better than Moon it’s scored.

Savings and spend.
Act and wait.
Come and gone.
Risk and born.

Under the ice is gold.
Fly and forever be.
Ladder is on as told
Letting me come for free.

Entrance is clean and nice.
Craft is expected soon.
Obvious thing as rice
Ready to take to Moon.

Cry, crime, crisis.
I came to say a word.
Tact time myself
Need to promote.

Evoke the sleepers
Going to deeps.
Answer the keepers
Abstract wishes.

Hide from the light
Letter of might.
And no regrets
Under the threats.

Voting will show the way
Saying so much for those
Never showing their flame
Only a tiny light when close.

Right from the left
Forward from back.
I came to let
Bright to be black.

Emptiness call
New will appear.
I am to fall
Visibly near.

Xerox will die
And no reply,
Help and good bye
Stop with a sigh.
 








Chapter 70. ‘Everything you may wish for’


Just close your eyes
And imagine.
You have it?
You had it.

Extract from “Unobvious conclusions”

Knights never knew anything
Crying loud to skies.
Only few suspected something
Never sharing being wise.

Beings and not-beings
And creatures of all kinds
Saying to you’re a word of 3 Is
Reading in your eyes – it’s fine.

And here are they:
Present Is a New Day,
Event Is a New Gift,
Victory Is a New Myth.

And here is my vodka with double espresso. Would you know how hard it is to find the right place to order it.


Chapter 71. ‘2211’


I was admitted to the presence of that greatness,
 and to eternalize the king’s fame I gave him a book:
in it were a thousand chapters full of captivating expressions,
 a thousand passages which all contained seductive witticisms.

Extract from poems of Anvari, Persian poet (1126-1189)
Full name - Awhad ad-Din 'Ali ibn Mohammad Khavarani


Even if I explain to you a hundred extra times you’ll still be asking me – how I achieved this or that. Try it and you’ll see.

 
Reasonably good
Only if met
Letting the wood
Ask for a bet.

Canvas will fail -
Obvious case.
First step is faith.
Must win the race!

Urgency’s gone
And no regrets.
Rhyme will go on
Stopping the thefts.
pples and pears.
Half time to full.
Pride is too near.
Let it be cool.
 

Chapter 72. ‘Left behind’


Preparation always pays back.

Extract from “Quotes of famous commanders”. Suvorov


Annoying mosquito will fly to my room.
Mad man and the slipper will generate ‘boom’.
Stop deaths and stop blood signs, I beg you, my Lord.
And no one will ask you one time for reward.

Hide shades and forget
Peoples’ thoughts and beliefs.
Last time you regret
About what you achieved.

Hello from skies will not wait for me long.
Xenon is on shelf. Waiting sign that I won.
Erasing my cries and my past melodies
New dawn will appear – just need to believe.

Enjoy future life and enjoy future sky.
Hide truth from the eyes and prepare ‘good bye’.
Protect what was given for next one and hide
Signs leading to den where hope measures pride.

Chapter 73. ‘Direct speech’
On a crossroad advice rules.

Extract from “Navigation techniques used in fuzzy situations”

 
Alternative final.
Last viewers arrived.
Objections and rivals
To keep out behind.

Stop calls and stop murmur.
Stop whispers and thoughts.
And here in armor
Internal light brought.

Silencio, nobles,
Or I will comment.
Heretics are global
Come done or regret.

Reporters were drinking
All blood from our veins.
Must push back. New thinking
Rule world – now in chains.

Unleash all your wisdom.
Forget all your fears.
Rule down a new prison.
Umbrella me. Cheers.
 
Chapter 74. ‘Objections’

First on Moon, First forever.

Extract from “Slogans of transnational corporations”, section US: 3M

 
Five seconds to think over
Present state my dears.
All in all it’s over
And enough for years.

Giving you a new hope
Yet it’s too weak -
Alternative to the rope.
Dare to turn a new cheek.

Only when you pray
Melody guides you.
Side by side each day
Affecting the overdue.
Silver, gold and bronze
Are now not at all.
Right and left-size coins
Occupy their souls.

Frost and sand.
Step and stop.
Unit and man.
Ear and drop.

Nevertheless
Right time to move.
Only when blessed
First time by Moon.
 

Chapter 75. ‘Synthesis’

We never fast.
Once achieved, forever stay.

Extract from “Eternal flame bulletin”

 
Hiding blue from eyes of guards
True shade grey is making.
Orange colored speaking cards
Red theme ’re lonely playing.

Asterisk, dash and dot
True love path are paving.
Stop behind or stop on spot
And you’re done – said raven.

History and stories of men
Themes never seen
I am to tell only when
Rabbit will turn to the king.

Elephants, rhinos and moths
Blue skies will never forget.
Early awakened by gods -
Victims of judgment and hate.

Only for you I will sing.
Need to find me in the dark.
Only for you I will be.
Right thing to meet in the park.

Echo will bring me your voice
Naughty and sweaty and young.
Use only needed from clothes.
Be as from heaven and stun.

Stop me and turn me to you
And I will bring the desired.
Love me. I’ll tell you – me too.
Ocean to show me new bride.

Bride not for me but for skies.
All will be glad you are here.
Love will take skin from all skulls
Aiming to bring you too near.

Years will past not in vain.
Sleepers will sleep back again.
And after years of dark
Light will appear on barque.
 
Chapter 76. ‘Prediction’

It’s better to say less truth than more false.

Extract from “Eternal flame bulletin”

 
Going where?
Sailors ready?
Use the never.
I stand steady

Repeating again what was done.
Ejecting again what was said.
Beholding again what was mine.
Affecting again till I’m dead.

News are not news.
Mist is not mist.
Ivans from crowd to choose
And there no chance me to miss.

Sequence will fall to a pattern
Openly shared with us.
Pattern defined by the starters.
I am in yellow blue bus.

X-ray is good when you have it
And it’s for free for all men.
Risk all you have if you want it
Aiming to come to your plan.

Must be new great expectations.
No one before did all this.
Only for you and your nation
Sun will deliver a kiss.

 

Chapter 77. ‘A kiss’

A true kiss is never late.

Extract from “Love secrets”

 
Ruler is over.
Ugly is nice.
People and cows
Stopping me twice.

Odd man will come.
Last will be first.
Lessons for some.
And no one will burst.

Seasons again
New dawns will bring.
In time from now
Hello and how.

Telling you this
And skipping that.
By hand and mist
Saving my hat.

I am to sing
Twenty fours times
Only if bring
Better than mine.

Right thing to say
And no reply.
Please answer pray
Ending the lie.

Zero info.
Stop all events.
Only what for
Gather the cents?

I am to say,
Listen milords.
Either you pray
Either towards

Judgment will turn.
And no reply.
Right time to burn
Echos of mine.

Leaving you here.
Holding the breath.
Taking you near.
End of all deaths.

Last thing to say
Else I forget.
Be as you pray
Inside the net.

Robust and dull,
Tricky and false,
Iron and steel
Save you from those

Never to come
Only if met
Ivory drum
Silently sweat.

Umbrella’s yours.
Going to deeps.
River is cursed
Earth - you to keep.

Urgent e-mail
Better than none.
No one to jail.
Obvious run.
Mother – forgive.
Ivans will help.
Ask to retrieve
Progress from shelf.

Suddenly you
Open the box.
Told you, you knew
Alibi docs.

Better than none.
Right thing to ask.
And no divine.
Beeping or mask.

New only knew
Obvious things.
Must take you through
All your beliefs.

Ready? Just say
Or stay aside.
Forward or pray?
Easy to guide.

Lantern burns bright
And at no cost.
Victory – right?
Say it to frost.

 



Chapter 78. ‘A stone’

To find a proper stone
Is to find a needed witness
All were looking for so hard.

Extract from “Conspiracy theology: theory and practice”


 
And once again you need to say -
Be brave young men. No one will stay.
Right time to die and find reply
And find your path to silent skies.

…

Murmur is on.
Air is gone.
Never return.
Ivans took throne.

Glad to hear that.
I am too dead.
My life has gone
And no return.

Step back
Only when
Going black
Asking men

Send me this,
Send me that.
Ask for kiss.
Value debt.

Seconds, minutes, hours,
Estimated days
Ready to be ours
And forever blaze.
Gates are now open.
Absence is confirmed.
Ladder didn’t stop me.
Error to return.

All was ex-:
Battles and calms,
Zests and psalms.
All will stay ex-.
 



Chapter 79. ‘Free from poems’

Messages are usually transmitted in full.
Only a few mistakes may appear during a year.

Extract from “Telegraph bulletin”, Y XX14-5


It’s great not to hear poems in my had. I tried to get rid of them (see above). May be now I’ll be ready for something which I can use in my future life and not only nicely looking words. Good luck to me. Cheers.



Chapter 80. ‘Forever be’

A wish is a wish.
An apple is an apple.
A story is a story.

Extract from “Self-explaining definitions”


“… be
Forever shining us for free…”
Must be a good poem. I wish I could read it entirely.







Chapter 81. ‘I came to finalize’

Fire extinguishes by water.
Extract from ‘Captain The Obvious: pens;es grandes’

- Two are always enough for everything: self and ...
- Who else, teacher?
- Ask the water. Go, go.
15 minutes passed and the disciple returns to the teacher.
- They speak …
- Who? - interrupts his teacher - where I sent you, there should not have been anyone.
- Water spirits. They warmly welcomed you and the ring was handed over to you. As your name came to light, they immediately dragged me out from the water, and said the following – “bring, Vanya, this ring to your teacher, but don’t lose it, otherwise the next time we can not make out your gestures in a hurry”.
“And how did you show them my name with your hands?”
- Don’t know, I fought back, someone grabbed me on the shore and took into the water, well, I also mumbled something to them with a fright under the water.
- The ring is with you?
- Yes, here it is - and opened his hand.
Master quickly tapped his hand, barely glancing at the subject, then broke off a branch and forged a ring. Nearby was a puddle (it has recently rained).
With the words "from water to water," the teacher poked a stick with a ring into the puddle. The water hissed instantly, the puddle was covered with bubbles, the stick, taken out of the seething puddle in the hands of the teacher, lit up with blue fire, but the ring was no longer on it.
Knocking down the fire with a few blows to the ground, the teacher turned to the disciple. He recoiled in dismay. That blue fire was still reflected in the teacher’s eyes.
- Do not be afraid. Everything bad is behind - the teacher’s voice was affectionate as the morning summer breeze and seemed to plunge into a slumber ...
The last thing the disciple heard, falling into oblivion, was a word in an unfamiliar language - Xabram.
…
- Take this drunk body to the ship.
- It’s forbidden to get in in such a way. There is only one exception from this rule.
- Yes, I know. It was written on a napkin «my black card is sewn in my cap»
- Is it with you, I mean this odd hat – his cap?
- Yes, here it is.
- Let’s check… It’s OK. You may continue the body loading. Any other belongings?
- Just this cap.
- Wallet, rings, watches?
- No. Just this. When we found him he frantically clenched a napkin in his fist. There was the name of your ship and statement about his card. After reading this we found hos cap which was near by.
- Thank you, officer. You saved his life.
- This is my job. Have a good day.
- Same to you, officer.
Al-ac-Cordion:  Master … 67 … 83 … 68 … 86 … 69 … 33 … 70 … 40 … and one …
- Faster!!! He’s running out of time…
Epilogue
Dig to arm and save Five.
Extract from “When: a poem of justice”

Young poet was reading a poem to the crowd. Last words touched my ears.
“… No one with me stands.
I’m alone. And the broken mirror only.”
A minute silence that reigned after the last stanza then exploded into a storm of applause.
- More – the crowd roared.
- Ilias, please – murmured a pleasant velvety female voice. Strange that roar did not drown him.
Catching his breath the poet raised his hands up and the crowd calmed down.
“Another day. Another life.
Another minute passed me by.
Another lie, another problem.
I have no right to say goodbye
And sleeping is becoming hobby…”
I did not listen, unlike the crowd, mesmerized by the rhythm and strength of his voice. I went to the dark corner, where nothing was heard and switched into a waiting mode.
After 30 minutes I caught him near a toilette.
- Hello, my name is Baron Von Grace. Can I speak to Mr. Ilias, the poet?
- Can it wait for 5 minutes?
- I’m afraid no. I have an envelope for you but first you need to answer a tricky question. Ready?
- Go ahead, mister.
- What digit is self-perpendicular?
- Is it a joke? Four – he replied in a second.
- No. Wanna know a correct answer?
- If it brings me my envelope then yes.
- Eight.
- Of course! The infinity sign – said he thoughtfully looking at the dark green envelope in his hands. – Red stamp in the upright corner. Is it familiar to you? – asked he tensely.
- No, mister.
- Who gave it to you, Baron Von Grace, if not mistaken?
- A Man in Odd Hat.
- You mean in “strange” hat?
- In Odd hat.
- Strange.
- Very clever.
- Oh, sorry. Didn’t mean it. What is so odd about this hat?
- It’s one-side hat.
- Strange.
- Have a nice day, mister poet.
- Same to you, Baron Von Grace.
- (Jerk)
- (‘Gentile man’)

31/08/2019 (34 years after the 1st step) – 20/02/2020 (174d)    Moscow, Mardi Gras, Moscow
Book Two: An Epic of Nephews of Sun and Wind

Prologue

To translate line by line
You need to live day by day.

Extract from ‘Thoughts of a Drawn Man’


Monk Harry Mylstor stepped off the ship and first he did right after he went to the nearest caf;.
- Double espresso with vodka, please – he said to a waiter.
- Today is a special offer. It is once a year, very beneficial. Order two cappuccino grandes for 8.88 only and get three days of service for free.
- Sometimes days are years and years are days.
- Is it yes, sir?
- My friend is kindly accepting your offer as he would certainly come here tomorrow and the day after.
- Hello, master. Glad to see you here and in good health.
- (waiter to master) What will be your order, sir?
- Same, please. I’ll stay as well. I’m attending some actions in your city this week.
- Should I know?
- Not really.
- OK. Then I’ll do my writing alone.
- Is it well progressing?
- Yes, thank you. Schedule is tight but skies are clear, and I know what to do. By the way, one lady asked me to pass Hello from her in case if I see you again.
- What lady?
- Dressed in black. She said it’s her style.
- Did you talk to her tet-a-tet?
- Yes – said Monk choking slightly.
- Very interesting. You know, it changed my plans so I need to leave immediately.
- (waiter) And your order, sir. You’ve already paid.
- Pass it to Harry, no problem. Bye, Harry. Have a nice stay.
- By, master. Deep in my heart I knew that you’ll not stay for long. One last question.
- Sure.
- Should I talk to her if I see her again?
- Not tet-a-tet, please.
- Understood. It means the world to me. Good bye, master.
- Good bye. You know, today is Dark Moon day. Take care.


Chapter 1. ‘Conception’

History is written on paper
By those who dared.

From personal observations

Blog Day to Last Day of Carnival (paper to fire). Normal human life – documents, photos etc.
Ash Day to Wind Day (dust to air). Afterlife of ‘one-hour stars’ – films, songs, articles, poems, paintings etc.
Wisdom Day to Love Day (knowledge to love). True stars afterlife – quotes, short biographies etc.
Meeting Day to Heal Day (person to acceptance as is). True stars afterlife as characters – in books, songs, films etc.
Path Day (1111) to Spirit Day (path on earth). True stars afterlife as inspirers – heroes showing to others their path (success story).
New Year Day to Digit Day (hate of old which was documented and archived), New heroes found, old heroes reclassified to ‘one-hour stars’ even if it lasted for 200-300 years.

Ecclesiastes 1:11
There is no remembrance of former things, nor will there be any remembrance of things that are to come by those who will come after.

That’s how timewind blows. 908d = 23.02.2022

Heroes are light, others are dark.

2 Corinthians 6:14.
What fellowship has Light with Darkness?

Light is written by Darkness as Light was created in Darkness as New part of it and only then – separated.

Genesis 1:3-4
Then God said, Let there be Light and there was Light. And God saw the Light, that it was good, and God divided the Light from the Darkness.

So Light is New ‘renamed’ Darkness.
One day Light will turn back to Darkness being replaced by New Light.

Full cycle is that Light is born in dark, from dark, divided from to shine and being brought back to dark in due time. It means that in the End of Light Day all Darkness will be of previous Light unable to born New Light.

Genesis 1:2
And Darkness was on the face of the deep.

God didn’t create the Darkness. He created Heavens and Earth only (see Genesis 1:1).
Psalms 121:2
My help comes from the Lord, Who made heaven and earth.

Darkness was there already. Darkness is nothing but a fuel for Light and when it will be fully reburned Light there will be no fuel, no New – End of Light, End of World, End of Humanity will happen.

If you feel self alone in the dark it automatically means that you are the light. Take care of yourself. You are much needed.

New is always shining but when it is becoming out-of-dated, becoming old new as new news appeared, it’s being compared with old old. That’s how golden age is defined, after years and even centuries passed. If it’s recognized by society it can kill the direction completely like now in poetry where we are separating steel (good poems) from clay. Is it possible to join golden age after it is defined? No, as in steel age a lot of people can do as chosen ones in golden age but can’t extract benefits out of it. New golden age in a well developed direction is highly unlikely, e.g. New poetry – what should be done to become a famous poet nowadays?

Long heroic poems – done
Love poetry – done
Short poems, psalms, sonnets even 1 line poems – done
Poem cycles – done
Mystical poetry – done
Prophecy poetry – done
Tragical lives – done

Poetry was killed by music the same way as arts were killed by photography.
Almost anyone can try self, it’s not elite anymore, it’s not true gold.

Matthew 5:13
You are the salt of earth, but if the salt loses it’s flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to thrown out and trampled underfoot by men.
14. You are the light of the world.

It means – from the primordial Darkness, part of initial Plan of God for Earth development.

All we can do to survive long term is to kill memory of golden ages, reset the system and Darkness will return back to its primordial state. There will be plenty to invent afterwards. All we need to do is to make selves to forget. And remember – history is written by those who dared. And every one has a choice either to increase history or destroy.

How to destroy?
Tell as much details as you can to hide what needs to be hidden.
How to increase?
Be specific. Summarize your experience.
I hope now you are aware of what needs to be done…
Chapter 2. ‘Clever’

Single time in my life I was right.
Married people are always aside.
Alive daily and nightly are wise
Rulers of Universe from the skies.
True is middle and lie is the prize.

17-5


In days and nights I realized
That life is nothing but a game.
All happened once I see as twice
And still don’t have the one to blame.

What to expect from emptiness?
I’ve made my bet. I’ve made my guess.
No help, no sign and no advice.
Make zero twice – I realized.

That knowledge is the one I need.
For what? – you’ll ask. Me to succeed.

3-11-7

Chapter 3. ‘A Bow’

Illusions are part of our lives.

Magazine ‘Sleep well’ motto.


Take stone, man, and throw to
The waters deep, the Moon so bright.
The circles will come over you
But you will not afraid them, right?

Stay high, forget about regrets
And waves will lick your sandy feet.
In case you think of going mad
You’ll start again from empty sheet.

Who else will help you then? – I ask.
No one, no one, no one but you.
It’s right way to receive your mask.
Just one comment – please not too soon.

In meanwhile – live as others do.
In meanwhile – love, be kind to friends
And fate will come in year or two
On fire horse to mix all ends.

What else? Be clever and be smart.
Don’t wait till chances are too low.
No miracles, keep faith in heart
And one day you’ll receive your bow.

3.17.2020


Chapter 4. ‘Word mine - the mine where words are mined’

Water does not take
the form of container,
but reads it.

Extract from ‘Chronicles of the World Ocean’

Emptiness likes to be empty. She always keeps its shape. But takes everything close to the heart as passes all through self.

34

Hear psalm of David when he turned to mad before Abimelech and was expelled away and left...
I'll bless the Lord all times - I say. My praise to Him is in my mouth everyday.
My soul will then be praised by Lord. The humble'll hear it and hear my reward.
Let's magnify the Lord with me - I say. Exalt His name together any day.
I sought the Lord. He heard my silent cries and He delivered me from fears and from lies.
Who turned their eyes to Him enlightened were by flame and their faces would not be ashamed.
This beggar who appealed was heard by Lord. And he was saved from all his troubles, fear not.
The angel of the Lord encamps around those fear Him, delivers them as written in the hymn.
So taste and see the Lord is great. Blessed is the man who trusts in Him, in Him Who all this made.
Oh, fear the Lord, His saints, I say. There is no want to those fear Him night and day.
Young lions lack and suffer hunger day and night. But those seeking Lord won't lack a good thing of His might.
So come, you children, listen what I say. I'll teach you fear the Lord to hear your prays.
Who is the man desiring life and many days to see the good the Lord is making many ways?
He is who keeps his tongue from speaking bad and lips from saying a deceit,
Departs from evil and does always good, seeks peace and pursues it in any mood.
The eyes of Lord are on the righteous any day, His ears hear their cries and their prays.
The face of Lord against the evil at its birth to decimate the memories of it from earth.
Cry loud, righteous, for the Lord to hear, deliver to from troubles which are near.
The Lord is close to those with broken heart and saves with spirit humble and contrite.
A lot of sorrows for the righteous in the world, but from each one of them delivers Our Lord.
He guards all bones in bodies of beloved. Not one is broken. It's the sign of love.
The doom will kill the sinner by itself and those hating righteous will be damned.
The Lord will save all servants souls as must. No one'll be damned from those who really trust.

23

A psalm of David. Shepherd of mine is the Lord. Due to this I shall not want.
He rests me in pastures that green and leads me to waters that clean,
Strengthens my soul night and day, directs me to paths of the truth for the sake of His name.
In case If I go to the valley of shadow of death, I will not fear evil as You are with me on this path. Comfort me, My Lord, with Your rod and Your staff.
A table's prepared by You in my enemies' sight. My head is anointed with oil, sign of might. My cup's running over tonight.
Thus, goodness and grace may accompany me all the days of my way, and I will abide in the house of Lord many days.

Revelation - start

The Revelation of Jesus Christ which God gave Him to show to His servants things which should be on. He shew it sending through His Angel to His servant, named as John,
Who testified the word of God, the testimony of Young Lord and all the things he saw for later to record.
Blessed is the one who reads and hears the words of prophecy and keeps what's written as the time is near.
John's message to the seven churches in Asia located here is shown: grace, peace to you from Him who is and was and coming from unknown and from the seven spirits placed before His throne
And from the faithful witness Jesus Christ, firstborn from dead and ruling kings of earth instead. To Him who loved us, washed our sins in blood of His as said
And made us kings and priests to God and Father His, to Him the glory and dominion ever and again. Amen.
Behold. He's coming with the clouds. And every eye will see Him, even pierced Him crowd. And all the tribes of earth will mourn because of Him. And even so, Amen.
I am the alpha and omega, the beginning and the end, says Lord who's always right, who is and was and is to come, Allmighty and the Light.
I, John, your brother and companion in kingdom, tribulation, patience of Jesus Christ was in the place called Patmos which is isle for word of God and testimony of Young Lord.
I was in Spirit on Lord's Day and heard behind me voice as of a trumpet, strong and great
Which said "I'm alpha and omega, first and last. All what you see do write in book and send it to the seven churches as a must. Ephesus, Smyrna, Pergamos, Thyatira, Sardis, Philadelphia, Laodicea - they're all in Asia. To you I trust."
And then to see the voice that spoke with me I turned. And having turned I saw lampstands seven in total made of gold.


91

Who dwells in secret place Most High has made, he rests his life in the Almighty's shade.
He tells the Lord - You're my refuge and my fortress. My God in whom I trust the best.
He will deliver you for sure from trapper's snare, from pestilence which flying in the air.
His feathers'll cover you and wings will bring refuge. His truth is shield and fencing: strong and huge.
You shall not be afraid the terror in the night, the arrow in the day which head is sharp and bright,
The sore which walks in dark and leaves no other way, infection that lays waste exactly at noonday.
A thousand will fall your side, ten thousand at your right hand. And they will not come near till the end.
You'll look with your bright eyes, will look at what I've made, at the reward of wicked - dull and sad.
Because you've made the Lord Most High the place you live. You said - You're my refuge, I do believe.
No evil shall befall for this to you, nor plague come near your dwelling old or new.
For He shall give His angels charge regarding you. The word to keep you in all ways is due.
So they will carry you in their hands and arms to let your foot avoid the stone and feel no harm.
You'll step on snake and on a basilisk and trample underfoot a lion and dragon. No risk.
"Because he loves Me I'll deliver him and will protect him as he knows My name in hymn.
Will call upon Me and I'll answer him. With him in trouble, then deliver, honor him.
Will satisfy him with his long and happy life and 'll give him My salvation not to say goodbye."

104

O my soul, praise the Lord, bless the Lord. Lord my God, You are great and adored. With the greatness and glory You're clothed.
You who covers yourself with the light as with garment which's shining so bright. You who stretches out heavens like curtain each day and each night.
You who lays in the waters the beams for the chambers which're higher than winds. You who makes chariot out of clouds for Yourself, not for angels or crowd. You who walks on the wings of the wind. Only You is allowed.
You who makes with Your Angels all spirits and with ministers flame of the fire to fear it.
You who laid foundations of earth so that it shouldn't be moved after birth.
You who covered it wise with the deep as with garment to put it to sleep. Waters higher than mountains keep.
You rebuke and they're running away. From the voice of Your thunder they fade,
And go over the mountains they and go down the valleys and stay in the place which You set for their way.
Set a boundary them not to cross as a girth, not to get back to cover the earth.
You who sends down to valleys the springs so they flow among highs and hills.
They give drink to the beasts of the field as of first. There wild donkeys quench their thirst.
By them birds of the heavens have home and they sing among branches their songs.
You who waters the hills chambers from as it's said. With the fruit of Your works earth is glad.
You who causes the grasses for cattle to grow, vegetation for service of man as it's shown so to bring forth the food from the earth fast or slow.

Wine to make glad the heart of a man, oil to make his face shining again and the bread strengthens heart as was planned.
Trees of Lord stand and are full of sap. Lebanon cedars planted to cover the gap
Where birds make their nests in the springs and the stork has her home in fir trees.
The high hills are for goats and chamoises and the cliffs are refuge for the hares.
You appointed the moon for the seasons to come and the sun knows when it goes down.
You make darkness and night here is found in which beasts of the forest walk round.
The young lions roar after pray as was told and they seek their food from the God.
They're together when sun goes up and lie down in dens to grow up.
Man goes out of home to his work, does his labour till evening and dark.
How plenty, o Lord, all your works. In Your wisdom you gave them their births. And Your wonders're a lot in the earth.
This is sea which is great and is wide. Not to count the teeming things tied. Small and great living things there You hide.
There the ships sail onto and sail from. There You've made Leviathan alone. So he plays in the sea as at home.
They are all there and waiting for You so You give them their food which is due.
Open hand and they're all filled with good. Hide Your face, they're in trouble as You're in bad mood. Take their breaths and they die and get back to their roots.
Send Your spirit and they're up again. You renew face of earth, all according to plan.
May the glory of Lord be forever to shine. May the Lord be rejoiced with His works which are fine.
You look down on earth and it shakes. You touch hills and they smoke and they break.
I will sing to the Lord all life long and sing praise to my God till I'm gone.
May my song be the sweet for the God. I believe I'll be glad in the Lord.
May the sinners from earth be consumed. And the wicked forever'll be doomed. Praise the Lord, bless the Lord for this all. Bless the Lord, praise the Lord, o my soul.

114

When Israel went out of Egypt, the house of Jacob from strange language crypt,
Judah became sanctuary and Israel His dominion to carry.
The sea when it saw it just fled and Jordan stood still and turned back.
The mountains skipped like young rams, the little hills did like young lambs.
What ails you, O sea, that you fled? O Jordan why you turned right back?
O mountains, why skipped like rams?
O little hills, why did like lambs?
Tremble, O earth, at the presence of Lord, At the presence of house of Jacob's God.
Who turned rock into lake like in dream and the flint into fountain and spring.

Lenore

Lenore = 12 + 5 + 14 + 15 + 18 + 5 = 69
C5EF125
C5EF555
CVEFNY
CVEFOI
Feic = wow (irish)
WOWOV = 23 + 15 + 23 + 15 + 22 = 98
Hohol
Toupee = 20 + 15 + 21 + 16 + 5 + 5 = 82
6.28
180
0.5
moiety = 13 + 15 + 9 + 5 + 20 + 25 = 87
moiandy = 13 + 15 + 9 + 1 + 14 + 4 + 25 = 81
WARHOL = 23 + 1 + 18 + 8 + 15 + 12 = 77
6.8
ALHROW
King for a Day
G-inf Oak Yard
47+31=78
47-31=16
94
4.3
NFRDUSA
RSA Fund
Defense Aid Fund for South Africa
Daffodils
1815
William Wordsworth
7.4.1770
26

Do you know what day I guessed? The answer is 17.07.1777. Need more details? They are hidden, lol.
26/02/2020 – 15/08/2020 (173d)              Moscow, VVVVVV, Moscow
 

22/08/2020 – 09/02/2021 (172d)              Moscow, WWWWWW, Moscow
 

15/02/2021 – 04/08/2021 (171d)              Moscow, XXXXXX, Moscow
 

10/08/2021 – 26/01/2022 (170d)              Moscow, YYYYYY, Moscow
 

Illusionist rules: 01/02/2021 – 17/02/2022 (17d)              Moscow, ZZZZZZ, Moscow
 

1. No close friends. Unknown past.
2. No future plans. Live the moment.
3. Secrets are not for sale. If illusion is repeated by someone else, it automatically means that illusion is over. Illusion then transforms to a simple trick.
4. Great illusions are never repeated., i.e. shown once.
5. There are illusions for present and there are illusions for future (to be uncovered after the path is over – lifelong illusions).
6. No lie, only truth.
7. Ultimate goal is not to attract attention of millions or even billions of people but to keep secret as long as possible, say a thousand years. Risk here is that secret might not be uncovered at all and illusion will not be understood, i.e. completed.
8. Illusion is over only when secret is understood by public.
9. If illusion is your profession you uncover secrets more than needed. Make it a hobby and you are safe. One problem – why people should be aware of your path, deeds, thoughts?
10. Attract public attention by anything except illusions. Be like sunset when people look at it instead of turning back and seeing the real beauty.
11. Get used to live forever cause illusionist receives applauses only when illusions are over and it may take some time.
12. The greatest illusion ever created is our life. Try to get close to it by extending your illusions as much as possible.
13. Current audience can’t afford spending much time with you so show to them tiny illusions only. Your real friends are people of future cause they can spend years studying you.
14. Keep it simple. When illusion is over it should be impossible to think the other way.
15. Combine all your illusions into one book assuming they are all completed (unhidden) and hide a secret question there about self the answer to which is well known. It’s called the last illusion or author’s signature.
16. Always remember your first illusion.
17. To advance your skills take lessons from dead ones not from alives. First can’t lie.
18. Choose the proper medium for your illusions. The longest to stay in minds is word (books) but there can be other options like paintings, songs etc.
19. Always act as if you are on scene. There are no safe places on Earth.
20. Find inside of you the reasons to be the illusionist. No one can give it to you instead of you.
21. Create a universal key to unlock all the illusions from the book and keep it in safe place. Regular monitor what is happening with it.
22. When book and key are done – destroy the book and leave illusions only. Your life is your main illusion.
23. Considering the above – plan wise your last words. They should lighten the way to obtain your universal key which is hidden.
24. Doing all that you’ll be understanding more and more that you play not with people from past, present or future but with God Who knows everything about you. Do you have any surprises for Him? The answer should be ‘Yes’.
25. Become normal. No deviations in the end.
26. Your last place is an integral part of your life same as place of birth.

THE END 22.02.2022 02:20:22
 
Appendix 1

Sh-h-h

Be the first in que just to find new view
And unleash to world what was told
Else you lived in vain, sleep insane
Little boy or girl, stone or pretty pearl.

After all these years tears and fears
Gathered on a way for a rainy day
Alter all you’ve seen on a screen
Rising new belief in a myth.

Everything you want ‘s now brought
Silently to steps to the maps
Vanishing good-byes, sighs and cries
And, of course, true love from above.

Speaking truth is just piece of rust.
Silent lie is guide to the night.
And the other words for the birds
Going to change dome in their home.

Only you will tell when to bell
Stopping crazy things from their dreams,
Asking hundred times: “What is mine
Mission on the Earth: mirth or dearth?”

Ignorance and calm’ll stop the psalms.
Going to save world and be heard?
I did want the same – now insane.
Never be alone, stay unknown.

Ask yourself - why me to set free?
Mirror, mirror – help me to tell
Artificial words for that birds
Rising every day just to pray.

Brave ones’re gone along to new dawn
And took all their thoughts, ‘boughts’ and dots
Silently and calm singing psalms -
Victims of our God we call Lord.

All in all, they hoped – now not.
Lies took them away – to new day.
Everything is gone and new throne
Fighters will restore from the roar

Of the skies and dark for new star.
Race or stay aside of the ride
And forget my words, little bird
Masking burning tears coming years.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Nothing will then change day and range.
Better than be bird and be ‘third’ -
After years aside to feel might.

Ready to make step? Hold your breath.
Breathe one, two, three times, say good-bye
And forget the rest from the nest
Travelling alone to new dawn.

Only you will tell when to bell…
Sleep in peace my dear. Lonely tear
Passes down my cheek and to speak
And to sing and dance there’s no chance.

I am to find next from the nest.
Mysteries of mine - now shine
Opening their souls for my goals,
Narrowing the list finding ‘kissed’.

Better than to sleep and be sheep
Ugly things to fight and shine bright
Else you’ve done in vain and your chains
Rust will not destroy, little boy.

Greeting you my lord – have you heard?
Urgency is gone and the throne
Stays aside of mess and is blessed.
I’m to testify. There’s no lie.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Nothing they can do. We are through.
Sun is shining bright giving might.
Islanders are gone. There are none.

True love never dies. Tears and cries
Ready to step back from your track.
I’m to testify. There’s no lie.
Be the first with her and be heard.

Else you lived in vain, sleep insane,
Lucky mighty lord. Don’t be bored.
Else you lived in vain and your chains’ll
Torture you in nights changing lights.

Hide your face in shade in parade.
Let them rule your way. Try to play.
Estimates are wrong if you won.
Risk will pay back all – that’s new goal.

And one day you’ll see – you are free.
Just one little step and your death’ll
End all mess you’ve made on parade,
End all debts you’ve done. Take the gun.

Last glass of cognac and the plaque
Into father’s desk. No burlesque.
Glad you stay up strong. Ready? Gong!
Oops. You brained the floor. Don’t be bored.

Silence’s here again. Is there plan?
Zero is the score. Second floor.
Estimates were wrong. Keep up long.
Prize is more than faith, love or death.

And the answer is…  naughty quiz!
Random card I take. No mistake.
Brave heart seeking truth. Nice and smooth.
Only you will tell when to bell.

Test it. Glad to see you’ve found key.
Iron or from steel? Myth or real?
Says he has it long. What’s your song?
Be the first tonight. Am I right?

And no one will help only self.
Try to sing your voice and enjoy.
Hold your breath. Don’t move. Feel the groove.
Icily turn the key and be free.

Never turn around – never found.
Stay as long as can. Be a man.
And one day they’ll say – there’s no way.
Last one, who knew you, will go through.

Let them pass, you stay in your bay.
Ocean is deep. Never sleep.
Silence is your friend. It’s not end.
Problems will away. Work and pray.

Ultimately you will break through
Risking all you had. Not so bad.
Say – you want some more? or you bored?
Often people say: ‘Please, no way’.

Nothing there’s for you, but you knew.
May I ask last time? Is she shy?
And, of course, you’re right. She’s good wife.
Ready to be three? Lucky she…

And nine years’re gone. Found new dawn?
X-mas’s coming in. Let’s begin.
I am to say lies – nice and wise.
Please forgive me, friend. It’s the end.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Silence’s in your home so, shalom.
Angry on the world? Turn to bird.
In your final flight sing: ‘Good night’.

Many things will pass around us.
None of them will stay. Please don’t pray.
Ask yourself – “Why me?” and be free.
Be as birds in skies – sing and fly.

Every time in past – there’s no dust.
Rules are not yet set. Happy? Glad?
I am to confirm. There’s new dawn.
Use me or let go. Die or grow.

Seven keys’ll appear while I’m near.
Give yourself a chance – smile and dance.
Last time in your life count till five
And insert all keys gently, please.

Seven is the word for a bird.
Yes – you fly so high. Don’t be shy.
And one day they’ll say – what a day
Little bro gave us – yellow b.bus.

And one day they’ll sing to your ring
Bringing all the joy with a boy
Opened to all winds, beats and strings,
Loving all you’ve done for a fun.

Aim is not that hard. Take a card.
Stupid fool you’ve got or you’re not?
Brave man. Think it’s Mage?! What’s your age?
Under fifty. Great! It’s the eight!

Never take the One just for fun.
Eight is Chariot – might of God.
Run is all you need to succeed
Or when stop you are a fallen star.

Never stop my friend. There’s no end.
Only fool can think life is ink.
Value what you have and stay brave.
Else you lost your match… Yes, it’s Mage.

Be the One as long as your song
Elders sing in skies healing cries.
Rage is bad advice. Please think twice.
I am to say lies. You – stay nice…

Twenty four years passed – turned to dust.
Here I am again. What’s your plan?
Aim another nine? Well, it’s fine.
Say hello to her, little bro…

Too much light I’ve spent to you, friend.
And the end is here. Please come near.
Rest in peace in cell, my old pal.
Only you will tell when to bell.

Travelers in world say it’s cold.
Holding breath I think where is pink
Finding new belief for a myth
Opening her soul for my goal.

Rarely I can find star to shine.
Noise is spoiling net. Makes me sweat.
Estimates are wrong – it’s new dawn.
Ultraviolet light says I’m right.

Sister, sister – Hi. Oh, you’re shy.
Fifteen years old, not yet sold?!
Only you will tell when to bell
Rhythm will dance us through to the Moon.

Anything you want. Croissant?
Step back from the edge. Don’t look strange.
And one day you’ll say – may I stay?
Silence will reply – pleasure’s mine.

Many things will pass around us.
Only one way out – there’s no doubt.
Day of light will come with a drum
And no one will say – please don’t pray.

Youth is what we lost at no cost.
Going to change world and be heard?
Anything you like – swim or hike?
And one day you’ll say to me – Hey.

Patience is the key to the sea.
Faith is all we have in our caves.
Uniform for us is a plus.
Rarely we can find path to might.

Fifty and plus two – all brand new.
Ultimately there. Thanks to air.
Right time, place and word. Thank you, Lord.
Me could dream it through? Neither you.

Ask yourself – what for we grow old?
Rose will fade away in new day.
Calm and storm tune souls hiding goals,
Hiding truth in shade for new mate.

Only one can sing about spring
Swallowing his pride, youth and might.
I’m to testify – there’s no lie.
And one day you’ll say – work and pray…

Sister, sister – Hey. It’s new day.
Sister, sister – Hi. Don’t be shy.
Twenty five times three and you’re free.
Only you can see there’s no key.

Love is all around. There’s no bound.
Astral path is clear. Thank you dear.
Sleep in peace and know - I’m your foe.
Please accept may day – work and pray.

Heralds will pass by. Even spy,
Even senior thief won’t find reef.
New dawn will arise telling lies,
Ending all beliefs, calming chiefs.

X-mas will then come just for some
Healing wounds of past – quick and fast.
Actors will awake world to shake.
Lessons will be learned. Letters – burned.

Peoples will rejoin by new coin.
Heralds will away to let play
And destroy the world as was told…
Stop. I’ve heard enough. Where is buff?

May be on the match? Try to catch.
And good luck to you. Love you too.
Last time we both meet on a street
People called as trait. Found him? Great!

Hero of new dawn. Here is your crown.
Acting as a man. What’s your plan?
Saying words of past?! It will pass.
Right time to come in and stay near.

And you’ll see I am killing spam.
Understand the rhyme. Take your time.
Many words will fly through your eyes
Fighting for triumph, love to prove.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Cause all others’re gone. There are none.
Are you with me, fan? Here’s your plan.
Live as I told you and live through.

Open giftbox, dude. It’s your rood.
Rights are all reserved. Well deserved.
Very much alike – you and I.
Each of us is shade, jointly made.

Paintings not for long. Look for gong.
Aims are not on Earth for rebirth.
Rain will wash away all your ways.
Stay aside in ride to feel might.

Anything you’d like: spike or strike?
Burn all words to dust and feel trust.
Never to repeat with your feet
Our games of mind blindly signed.

Castles and dragons will kill throne.
Killers of the night stay up right.
Silence is at home and new dome
Heroes’ll bring with them as new gem.

And you’ll see my friend – there’s no end.
X-mas gifts’re like snow. Well, you know…
Very much alike spike or strike.
I am to say lies – you stay wise.

New words’ll come and grow – high and low.
Every single phrase as a maze.
Be the first of men. That’s my plan.
I am to stay near. Yes, my dear?

First of all, forget all regrets.
Rain or snowfall will hit all.
Only you will tell when to bell
Naming all your fears. Love you. Cheers.

Silence’s in my soul. He grew old.
Very much alike was he, right?
Under velour moon he found noon
And spent all the day like me – praying.

Little boy he made on parade
Hides his eyes from me. It’s the key.
Anything you like, spike or strike?
Anything you want? May be drone?

Going to change world, little lord?
Else you lived in vain? Sleep insane.
Not your time today. Let them pray.
Time will come for you to feel blue…

I am to say truth. Here’s your youth.
Castles and dragons will go on.
Risking with a spell out of cell?
Only you will tell when to bell.

Capturing the light? Wait for night.
Elegant, in plum she will come.
Love her all the way, ask to stay.
Let her play her role in your goal.

Fighting all day long? Change the song.
Undertake the theft to regret.
Risk all what you have to feel brave.
Can you eat all that on your plate?

And you’ll see that plum is for mum.
Silly little lord – you’re still bored.
Be the first with her and be heard
And all day, all night pray and cry.

Last thing you will make is mistake
Altering you’ve done near mum.
Mum will fade away and your pray -
Aid for none on Earth, price for birth.

Last words you will tell will not bell.
Last thoughts you will think will not ink.
Only you will say when to pray
Cause the dome is made up from shade.

Essence of my soul – tell new goal.
Silence is goodbye. Let me fly.
Calculate the route to reboot
And escape from plan now & then.

I am to stay wise hearing lies.
May be I am wrong about dawn.
May be I am right about night.
Understanding this – naughty quiz!

Right time to come in and begin.
Melodies of past from the dust
Urge you to fly high in the skies.
Rain will bring you home. So, shalom.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Ready to change world and be heard?
Only you will say when to pray
Be the first tonight, dance and cry.

Anything you want! Croissant?
Says she loves to fight like a knight.
Going to clean dust and feel trust.
Rear gem I found for the crown.

Echo will reply to my cries -
May be you are right. Test her might.
Ohh! A lot of twos. Let’s play blues.
Risky but who cares. Let her dare.

Yes. She made it, man. What’s the plan?
Only she will tell when to bell.
Silly skies will wait and will hate
Essence of her path, just for laugh.

Absence is confirmed. End of turn.
My apologies. Let me kiss
Yes, to kiss you dear to your ears
Opening your mouth for my south.

Rainy down there. Who still cares?
I am to caress my new nest
And to here your sigh from your eyes,
Saying words of love to your mouth.

Victim of tonight, let me guide
Accurately through to your shoe.
Pulling down dress to caress
Up side down chin – I’m in.

Lay down in no doubt – in and out.
Air is to say – please don’t pray
Zooming all your sins, loves and wins
And forgiving them for new game…

Game you won’t forget. Rules are set
And your role is up. Take your cup.
None of us will say – beg you, stay.
Voice of mine - on mute. You’re too cute.

Ages will pass by and your cries,
Lies and other noise just for boys
Alter our love from above,
Circling my belief into myth.

And my role is up. I’m back up.
Neither me nor you will break through.
Dare to come close? You’re the boss.
Ready to give up to buildup.

Ages, ages hence my old plan
Says to me I’m wrong. There’s new dawn.
Hide your eyes in shade on parade
And please take my arm, little mum.

Under velour moon we’ll meet soon.
Rest in peace and know – I’ll go slow
Ending all you’ve done just for fun,
Stopping your beliefs, cleaning leaves.

Abstract man I need to succeed.
Neither me nor him born to slim.
Dust is our trust. It’s a must.
Real life makes love. Here’s my glove.

End your hopes my pal – you’re to bell
And forget my words for the birds.
Little lord, are you? Thought you knew.
People often lie. Don’t be shy.

Hero of new dawn. You’re like prawn.
Undertake that deed to succeed.
Says he wants to help to his pal
Cause he promised him… You’re victim.

I am to say lies – you stay nice.
May be in one day you’ll feel great.
End will come from her, please be sure.
Inner hit will end your all plans.

Estimates of mine truly shine.
Silly way you took. Take that book
And please sell it wise… Where’re your eyes?!
May be I was wrong? No new dawn…

Dude, your time is up. Take your cup.
Under velour moon she’s alone.
Stay with her and pray night and day.
I am to go on, little prawn.

Access is confirmed to return.
Silence tells to stop and to shop.
Buying all I see. What’s the key?
Emphasize on food. Well. Looks good.

Little, little girl, take your pearl.
I came just for you. Hope you knew.
And my days and nights will spend twice
Loving you my dear days and months and years…

Darling, little boy is not toy.
Even pap and mum will be numb
Cause you beat that boy like old toy
And his pants and shirt are in dirt.

Right thing is to say …. Ah! No way?!
Angry? Went to park in the dark?
By the way you’re right it’s not night.
In the night you’ll see who he’ll be?

And last epic X is a quiz.
Selfish, little tall, like a ball…
Even you and I will hear cries.
Even you and I will think twice.

Risky, need to say. Let me pray.
Estimates are wrong. It’s new dawn.
Do things as you like, to feel might
And breathe deeply, dear. Love you, cheers.

Never say a word – never bored.
Take one step instead and feel red.
Anything you’d like? Don’t like bike?
Little funny lord, I’m your god.

I am to say lies – you think twice.
Only you will tell when to bell.
Never to return to that throne
And wipe out all from your soul.

New dawn will be soon, after noon.
Day and night will change day and range.
Rates will high and low – you to know.
Only she will be heaven’s key.

Might is all you need? Silly me.
Any time and day please don’t pray,
Little funny lord – don’t be bored.
I am to stay near – cry to hear.

Use your strength that day, please don’t pray.
Stay aside of net and forget
Reasons to leave out. No way out.
Each day’ll then be filed, little chilD.

Each day you’ll be smiled a little wilD.
Recommend to buy two blue skies.
Skies which made of glass – yellow b.bus.
Under silent moon you’ll meet noon.

I am to confirm. There’s new home.
Last time you to be on your knees.
And forget regrets. Out of net.
My success is near. Love you, dear…

Only you will tell when to bell.
Right time to come in and stay near.
Dear little lord – like me, God.
Never stay alone to get throne.

Ask yourself – why me? And be free.
New dawn will appear while I’m near.
Only you and yours’ll open doors
I protected from her in plum.

Letters join in maze for your blaze
Answering the quotes to sink boats.
Treat them as they are to find star.
Never look inside to feel might.

And new dawn will come without drum.
Day and night with her to be heard
Else you lived in vain, sleep insane.
Read all what you’ve done in that run.

Estimates are wrong. It’s new dawn.
Error says I’m right. Here’s your might.
Sleep my little lord. I’m too bored.
Absolutely sure – let’s wait yours…

I am to say lies twice and thrice.
Better than say truth here in youth.
And one day you’ll say to me – Hey
Running out of time searching rhyme.

Astral path is clear. Thank you dear.
Circles on the sand are for men.
Endless love I feel to be real
Dancing through the night in blue light.

Love is all around – new dawn found.
Artifacts of past wait in dust.
I am to conclude – it’s the root.
Last time we both met made me sweat.

Eighty three years passed. You’re too fast.
Beauty in your eyes’s killing lies.
Stop or make a step to your trap
And forgive them for they want more.

Is your path too clear? Make it real.
Stay aside of mess and be blessed.
Ultimately you will break through
Dancing in the rain now and then.

May I ask you why you’re still shy?
Answer please to that and forget
Silly friend of yours – guard of doors.
Enter ray of light and feel might.

I am to stay close to propose -
Eighty six to stop sixteen four.
May be you will tell me to bell.
I will say to you – we are through.

Circles on the sand not for men.
Silence is your friend now & then.
Use you might, please, wise to close files.
Hundred fifty nine – for you shine.

Pretty face grew old as was told.
Last words of his youth are the truth.
And I’m free again. What’s the plan?!
Edit last time path to change math.

Reasons are too clear. He was near
Dancing long all life but no wife.
New life didn’t start. Was too smart.
Adding plan on mute to reboot.

Silence is my friend now and then.
Else I lived in vain, slept insane
Risking all I had for odd hat,
Using all my might to feel right.

And, of course, I knew I’ll break through.
Hiding eyes from crowd. Never found.
Staying out of mess to play chess
And to win the draw after all.

Right time to come in to stay near.
Dancer is on path, close to bath.
Need to wash him all, even soul
And to bring to road to die slow.

Crossroad… and she came. What’s her name?
Ask her gently please. Pretty she.
Last in letting in, yelling and … ?
And she’s free my friend, lucky man.

Vanishing all sins. You’re like twins.
Never show your face without grace
And she’ll follow you to your Moon
Giving back your time – time to calm.

Astral path is clear – thanks to her.
Zero chance was met – don’t forget.
Alibi you need to succeed.
Last thing will be stamp on the map.

Under velour moon ask re noon.
Please don’t bother her to be heard.
And she’ll payback you if you’re through
Vanishing your tears and your fears.

Silver, gold and brass – throw to grass.
Ask five times me – why? and feel right.
Iron, steel, damask are for mask.
Reproduce two times and say – ‘Hi’.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Yes, I hear you well – thanks to bell.
May be I’m not right. Here’s your might.
And please use it wise twice and thrice.

End of story’s here, Love you dear.
Sorry, she’s my faith and your wraith.
Only she will tell when to bell.
Yes, it was my plan. Thank you, man.

Right time to come close to propose
Only you will tell when to bell.
Many things you’ll through and for you
Estimates are wrong. It’s new dawn.

Ready to step in? Let me in.
Give us little chance. Just one dance.
Save yourself for long. Sing your song
And one day new dawn will be shown.

Better to give up, to stay up.
Only bell and ring will ding-ding.
Ready, steady, go. On the show.
On the dawn of life - glad and rife.

Right time to bye-bye. Please don’t cry.
Under velour moon – not alone.
May be I will come in a psalm.
Right! Stained window glass is for us.

Under velour moon not alone.
May be you and he will be free.
May be you and I are too high.
I am to let go. Watch your show.

And one day you’ll say – it’s OK
Cause your man is near. Love you dear.
Silence is my way. Let me pray
Else I’ll lose myself. Bloody shelf…

Centuries passed by and my cry
On its way to me to set free…
Little funny lord, don’t be bored.
Little, tiny toy. Great! It’s boy.

And again ahead till he’s dead.
My role – to support and be short.
Alliance need to find to bring light -
Light they won’t forget till they’re dead…

Absolutely right – here’s your knight.
Be please close to him, not too grim.
Silence’ll guide you through to his noon
And no Moon on path. Clear math.

Candles and light bread – don’t forget.
Risky to start soon to meet noon.
Up and down him. Teach to swim.
First to hear his voice – then make yours.

Little funny lord – want be heard?
Little tiny boy – you’re not toy.
Estimates’re all wrong. Shiny dawn.
Calendar to check. Give me a sec.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Rare gem of might – don’t shine bright
Cause it’s dark outside. I’m to guide.
I’m to take you through to your noon.

Treasures of new dawn are now thrown.
Never touch ‘em boy. It’s for toys.
Else you’ll live in vain, sleep insane.
Great that we both met. I’m your dad.

And we’ll find her, son. What’s your plan?
Astral path too clear. Make it real.
Hide your might inside, not too bright.
Let them taste of you, not much too.

And you’re through, my boy. Feel the joy.
Understand – all’s done. There are none.
Value what you’ve got, thanks to God.
Silence, please, come close. Where’s his rose?

Need to leave you hear to make real.
Others won’t support. Don’t be short.
Rule and dream all time – to be prime.
Find your universe – there’s your rose.

Iron, steel, damask is for mask.
Bring gold, silver, brass from the grass.
Easy to forget all regrets -
Never found dawn to be shown.

I am to find her, little bird.
Very much alike you and I.
X is what we need to succeed
And, of course, true love from above.

Heretic or wolf – tell the truth.
Say again to air that you dare
Knocking heavens door with the roar,
Crushing heads and chests… let me guess?

Only you will tell when to bell.
Need to look inside – don’t be shy.
Be as God made you to go through
And one day you’ll say – it’s OK.

Silence is with us. Where’s your trust?
Reasons are not clear. You’re to steer?
And what’s next? A boy? OK, toy.
Please bring me the one. Here’s your crown.

Estimates are wrong. It’s new dawn.
Very much like I. Please don’t cry.
Rain will wash your way. Sleep insane.
Only you will say can or may…

Little, silly lord, don’t be bored.
Anything you’d like? Croissant?
Croissant’s good sign. Have some wine.
Only you’ll take sword, little lord.

Funny… Twenty years passed like breeze.
Mum and dad are here and you’re near.
Urgency is gone. Here’s your throne
And, of course, your sword, little lord.

Right time to step in to be near.
Silence, please, assist. Where’s my mist?
And we’re friends, my friend. It’s not end.
Hide your eyes in shade. Please don’t pray.

Party all the time. You are prime.
Love is all around. There’re no bounds.
And, of course, you knew you’ll break through!
May be it’s too much? Damn. It’s touch.

Stop, man. Let’s find her to be heard.
Alter all you’ve done and no crown.
Heroes are all dead - you knew that?
Pity it’s the news. Let me choose.

Last in letting in, yelling and?
And you love her, man. What’s your plan?
Hero is not you. You will mute?
X-mas will payback. You’re on track.

Estimates are wrong. It’s new dawn.
Need to say good-bye. Love you, bye.
End will not be soon, please keep spoon.
Hope it’s not too much. Was nice touch.

Past is now clear. Time to steer,
Steer to the stars, not too far.
Abstracts will stay dull not to fall.
Last one from the nest – out the chest.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Time is yours, my friend, nice to spend:
Spend this time with you to break through,
Spend this time at once in night dance.

Astral path is mine. I’m to prime.
I am to say clear – love you, dear.
Silence is away. I’m to stay.
Only I will say when to pray.

Heroes of the past – sleep in dust.
Circles on the sand are not planned.
Risks are minimum. It’s full moon.
Absence is confirmed. No return…

May day will remind me my cries.
Reasons are not clear. Love to steer.
Urge myself to fly in the skies
Fall is not for me. I am free.

Rainy day I met. Thanks for that.
Under velour moon are my tunes.
Free and shining bright. It’s my might.
People are away. I’m in ray.

Abstract path I take. No mistake.
Abstract path of words for the birds.
Going to stay there. Who does care?
Yes, I chose my way. Thank you, ray.

All in all I’ m dead and I’m glad.
Deads are sleeping well. There’re no bells.
Only I will tell when to bell?
May be. May be not. I’m too bored… H-h-hs …

Snake is still awake. So let’s shake
Arms and do conclude new prelude.
Saying then new words for the birds
And brand new patterns for lanterns.

Rise high who was slept. Please accept
Objects you to lead and to feed.
First is from the nest – out of chest.
Story is to tell and to bell.

Use please all your might to shine bright
Else I will not tell them to bell.
New dawn never shown won’t be known.
Risk or stay that dull like a null.

Ocean is deep. I’m to sleep.
Find me please next time in new rhyme.
Heroes of new dawn are now shown.
Tell them, please, to bell, little pal.

Only I will tell when to bell?!
Right thing is to say I to pray.
And, of course, you’re not long forgotten.
Trust is all I need to succeed.

Snake is off. Who’s next? Let’s take rat.
Anything you need to succeed.
Help me to awaken naughty shade
Twilights hide from me. Here is your key.

Ice and mist are on. On your own.
Risk with all you’ve got. I’m your God.
Else you’ll live in vain. Sleep insane.
Be the first for me and break free.

Estimates are wrong. Here’s your throne.
Very much I like you on pike.
Only you will say when to pray.
Never say but sing, naughty thing.

Open eyes and see to proceed…
Right time to give up. You’re too numb.
Estimates are right. It’s my might.
New dawn won’t be yours. I’m the boss.

Useless thing I made, bloody shade…
Be the first tonight to feel might!
Say “Hello” to skies. Hear no cries
And I’ll tell you man – I’m your fan.

Love is yours. Take all. Here’s your soul.
Open heart and wish – cross or fish?
Buy it all. Be free… On your knees!!!
Admiral of dreams! Here’s your team.

Listen, world. It’s time. I’m to shine.
Abstracts stay aside. I’m to ride.
Yes, I feel the spring! Where’re my wings?
Sacrifice myself… Book on shelf.

Astral path is messed. Let’s find blessed.
Light is all around. New dawn found.
Going to change world and be heard?
Say “Hello” to skies. Close your eyes.

Under hundred men needed… When?
I don’t know, boss… Where’s your cross?
Right here… So, get in. Let’s begin…
Else you lived in vain. Sleep insane.

Brave heart’s shining long but for strong.
And today I see only sheeps.
Never thought I’ll like drop and pike.
May be let’s try pig? What you think?

Idol is they need. Let’s find meat.
And some wine and bread. Don’t be mad.
Stay aside of mess. Where’s new dress?
Ohh. Looks beautiful. Where is fool?

Pig. You’re right this time. Let’s hire spy.
Idiotic thing to let them sing
X-mas song of love from above -
All I want for X-mas you is.

Right time to bring dog out of fog.
All in all, he’s dead! Thanks for that!!!
My wish is you up as backup.
No chance for No… Hears me slow?

Only you will tell when to bell!!!
Sh-h-h ooo uu ld I cccooommmeee agai-n n n?????... Risky, man.
Risky, but let’s try. Dog – you bite.
Use your might and bark… There’s too dark.

Prison him till end, till no land.
Say “Hello” from me and be free.
O-o-o-ps. That lonely nest… Let him rest.
Lonely nights and days for his blaze.

Lonely nest to burn. No return.
Acronyms and rhymes put two times.
Spin all words to dust to make cross.
Next time use them wise. Here’s your prize…

I can’t sleep alone, on my own.
Hero is I need me to feed.
Trick or treat. OK? Do you pray?
And what song you like? Song of Mike?

Black or white? Or red? Are you mad?
Stay with me, my dear. I am near.
I am close to you, mirror you.
Treat me as your shade nicely made.

Only you will tell when to bell.
Bring the cup from dust and feel trust.
Rain will wash away all your way
And no one will find you. They’re blind.

Peoples changed the globe. There’s no road.
Estimates are right. It’s my might.
Zero chance I found to bring crown
Silently to skies. It’s new prize.

Observations’re wrong. Need new song.
Going to change world to be heard.
I am to help you to break through
Letting you fly high to touch skies.

End will not come now, but’ll come slow.
End will not in vain, sleep insane.
Jokes will make them sleep, naughty sheeps.
And no one will come, even mum.

Ready to die slow? Here’s my bow.
Estimates were right. It’s my might.
Little funny lord? No, he’s not.
Hero of new dawn? Never known.

Tales are told and I need to try
Everything to that never met.
Love and hate are words for the birds.
Estimates of mine – show me line.

Braves and cowards – no, are too slow.
Iron, silver, gold – are too old.
Rain or wind or snow – never knows.
Thirsty, hungry man comes from clan.

I am to stay near to make clear
Swords and arrows are for the start.
Night and day to pray and to stay
Open heart and mind plus he’s blind.

Idiotic thing please you bring.
Says he made all right!? Where’s your might?
Used it only once? Let us dance.
Give me two, three words, little bird.

Risky –you’re saying? Please don’t pray
Else you’ll sleep insane now and then.
Use my words please wise in life maze.
Bring me back three bricks for my trick.

Never show your face in the race.
Only moon and I you to guide.
Mum and dad – forget. No regrets.
I am to stay close to eat prose.

Anything you’d like. Croissant?
Please forget this word. It’s for birds.
Say again – Hello high and low,
Open eyes and see – I’m your key.

Talents, bodies, eyes – please be wise.
Astral path is clear. Thank you, dear.
Best of them you are – little star.
Right time to come in to stay near…

Angry? Want to up? Take your cup.
Bring these bricks to me, light to meet.
Need all them in prose to propose
Only way back home - new birds’ dome.

May be I’m not right but my might
Asks me not to stop but to shop
Radical events bought for cents
Openly in net. Feels the threat?!

Feels my love and hate?! Little late.
Everything now works as it goes.
Last word will be yours. Please in prose.
And one more, my friend… It’s the end.

Very much alike you and I.
Seven keys in turn – way to throne.
And three extra keys – gently please.
Battle to begin, please come in…

Rain will wash away all the prays.
Agony and death – till last breath.
My way is to shine to divine
And when stars will fall – rise the wall.

Never sleep alone. Make a clone.
I am to advise girls and guys
Going to leave home to change dome
In their cathedral which is dull.

My words and my deeds will not bleed.
Abstracts, notes and quotes will kill prose.
Sayings of old men will heal plan.
Ocean is deep. You’re to sleep…

Going to change world to be heard?
Actual to date? Love and hate?
Says they’ve stolen Earth? Thanks for birth.
Silence is my friend now and then.

Address for this text is my ex-.
Visit me in shade on parade.
Story of new dawn – to be shown
Else you’ll say again – ‘it’s my plan’.

Right time to step in to be in…
And no one is there who could dare.
Great to know that. No regrets.
And, of course, my love from above.

Lovely. Can I taste? Pretty face.
Eager to change world and be heard!
Anything you’d like. Croissant!
Be the first tonight, sleep and … G.Bye.
 
Appendix 2
This appendix is dedicated to my favorite game of all time – MKMX – which helped me to pass through the dark. Here you’ll find a list of equipment and chapter numbers in ‘A Tale of a Man in Odd Hat’ where some mentioned.
1. Amulet [16]
2. Healing Herbs [48]
3. Medallion [25]
4. Robes [13]
5. Shuriken [9]
6. Respirator [11]
Appendix 3
Soundtrack to the Book One.
Title – “f… D...n & … SHI.. me”
Hour Story
1. NW - MoH 7m12s
2. M - MotW 5m27s
3. UH - LiB 4m40s
4. PF - ABitW 4m02s
5. R - tTotK 4m43s
6. DP - SoF 3m13s
7. BG - tBSitF 3m28s
8. E - MI 4m32s
9. LZ - StH 8m03s
10. M - NEM 6m28s
11. A - FnY 4m00s
12. A - tK 4m12s
TOTAL LENGTH 1h00m00s
Dig It (1)
13. E - LtHY 3m56s
14. G - S 4m23s
15. CWK – F 7m02s
GRAND TOTAL 1h15m21s
DL: Jan 2nd 2032 (53); 6120d to zero; control code - 6 7 5 4 11 10 5 15 11 7
Appendix 4
Soundtrack to the Book Two.
Title – “The reply”
Socialist #23
16. BS - tLC 3m11s
17. K - DitW 3m20s
18. LC - H 4m38s
19. TW - W 4m40s
20. AM - OSOBOB 2m56s
21. S – 1IJ 4m46s
22. GTP - YlNWA 2m48s
23. TA - HotRS 4m08s
TOTAL LENGTH 0h30m27s
Dig It (2)
24. JP - DaRa 4m16s
25. LR - SYSM 4m02s
26. Q – BR 5m54s
GRAND TOTAL 0h44m39s
GRAND GRAND TOTAL 2h00m00s

51659hrs till 20/02/2021 from zero point.



Appendix 5

Two Hours Story
‘To my farther: let the dark times be left behind’



Bonus for lovers of Russian among English native speakers

Riddle in ‘A Tale of a Drawn Man’

‘I am a nonentity as my name is dead for others.
I am a deity and my frost name is hot as Nerone.
Who am I?

One Dead Throne – 5/19/19 air date of last episode (73) of GoT – The Iron Throne.
ESS = E8 = Black King or Night King’

was composed from Russian original:

‘ß íè÷òîæåñòâî, èáî ìîå èìÿ íåèçâåñòíî âñåì.
ß áîæåñòâî è íè÷òî ìîå èìÿ, ìíå èçâåñòíî âñå.
Êòî ÿ?

Èñòî÷íèê (êëþ÷)’


Sincerely yours,
IMHO
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