I m alive Best song ever

Chorus:
I don't wanna suicide
I just wanna run and hide
When he look into my eyes
I feel like I'm drunk and high

But we have another lives
And it always makes me cry
I don't wanna suicide
Cause I'm fully dead inside

Verse 1
Empty bitch with empty pockets,
Empty streets but I don't mind.
Got nobody just to talking
I'm alone but say "I'm fine".

Ringing phone, there's mothefucker,
Who won't tell me "it's alright"
Empty rooms, and there's no joking,
No one staying by my side

Bridge:
Sometimes I wish I was unborn
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Maybe I need one more compass
To find my way and feel no stress

Chorus x1

Verse 2
How could I forget I'm broken?
How could I believe you're mine?
Since I've never been outspoken
To tell you about my life.

Maybe I was too much ugly,
Maybe I was too much kind,
But I hoped you truly loved me,
So I've never said goodbye

Bridge x1
Chorus x2

Post-chorus:
Do you really think you know me?
You should open my closet.
There's so many skeletons, see,
I'm afraid that you'll regret.

I'll gave my heart if you need this,
I will die for you with joy.
Please, just tell me that you love me,
Pull my trigger, then I'm gone