And I believe in beauty

I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the streets....We’ve been spending most our lives living in the gangsta's paradise....
-Сoolio.

Big dreams about
Big plans and
Big money always
Will be in my head.
Until they are
Fulfilled in real.
I'm always want more
Than everybody having.
And sometimes
It's come true.
But then
You have to pay
Too expensive a price
In life for the fact,
That you were better
Than everyone else
For at least some time.
And about such dreamers
Like me and all my boyfriends,
They make movies in Hollywood
About those
Who were brought up
In their youth
By the gangster's streets.
And lived some time
From their lifes
In the ganster's paradise.
It was great for availe time
And we were the best in that time.
At least for a while,
But in life all to have the end.
And now stay only rememberes
About that happy days.
But I believe in myself,
My second chance
At a beautiful life.
And I believe in my dream
And that it will come true.
Couse my name is Marina Silver
And I believe in beauty
And into my beautiful life.
And I believe in beauty
And that I need
To live beautifully.
And so it will be so
Someday again.

September 2021.