I thought I loved you,
Then I had to face the fact,
In you, I've loved my darkest shadows,
In you, I've loved my deepest fears, unable to distract,
Unable to escape...my fear of loss, fear of rejection,
My fear of holding back, even if there's no more connection.
I took my power back and left you,
I thought, I would then feel relieved.
But other people told me soon,
That I was stuck in a victim and I saw I did.
And every time I thought that it was love,
Life showed me an illusion as I was nowhere, I dissolved!
At least to you I could be grateful,
You taught me how to love myself.
And face my fear of loneliness, as being faithful
To fears, to death I lived, not being true to life itself!
I knew, it could be painful,
Reflecting deep inside the wound!.. Accepting it, was victory of Soul!
December5, 2020
Annie Moonlight
Victory of Soul
© Copyright: Айнур Кадирова, 2020
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