Today I realsed... A False Twin Flame

Today I realised,
You never loved me really in fact.
Today I realised -
For you it was a funny piece of art.

Today I realised
That all your words were simply air.
You just pretended to be real,
In everything, in everything you lied!

Today I realised
That I don't trust you anymore;
That I have lost my faith in friendship and in love,
And everyone becomes so fake as you.

Today I realised that you were ashamed of me somehow,
It hurt me more than stabbing in the back.
I could have been ashamed of you, your lifestyle...but no!
I couldn't even think about that.

Today I realised
That you are not connection or true love;
That you betrayed me even though
I opened all my heart to you with no doubt.

Today I realised
That I was never special, never so much important for you
As you were to my heart.
I was an option and you never gave your heart or soul.

Today I realised
That all this time you made me unhappy, made me cry,
And you were so selfish that you never ever tried
To mend this soul that gave you trust.

Today I realised
That you are not so special to my heart,
That you are not the one I cherished all this time inside.
You are like everyone, you were a false twin flame.

30.09.2019
Annie Moonlight