to K

say, do you miss me in your endless bliss?
you know i’ll recognize your lies, so please,
do not forgive me, don’t forget -
you’ve found your peace, i haven’t. yet.

i’ve fought for you, i’ve started wars,
to only try and open just one door -
the one i’ve hidden you behind,
it didn’t kill me, but it made me blind.

i have no sign, i have no sight,
i don’t give up, and i still fight,
i want you back, please hear my cry,
wherever are you – i’ll come by,

after a year, decade, millennium it be,
that’s what i promised you under that tree
of cherry japanese with flowers white -
it's our world for which i fight;

i’ll bring you back, at all imagined cost,
you’re gone – i’m gone, you’re lost – i’m lost,
there’s just a shadow of me living now,
but i will fight and win. you have my vow;

please don’t forgive me. so won’t i.
i have to die? then i will die,
i have to suffer? ‘ll do that too,
if anything... will bring back you.

please don’t forget me – i will win
and come for you to clear my sins,
to see you, hold you, never leave,
to make our hands again reweave -

i’ll get you back, i’ll undone death,
i swear it to my one last breath,
we’ll meet again, under that tree
of cherry janapese…

you’ll see.