I don’t know who I am
I don’t know why I am going in circles
back and forth, back and forth
all I see is the remnants of past
I was chasing a dream
but I felt like redundant and worthless
every time, every day
and I hoped each of them was the last
was the last to believe
when it came to the endless frustration
I abandoned my homeplace, I sighed,
then I looked at the door
then I left it behind
it feels fine having no expectations
no regrets
and no pain
and no reasons to fight anymore
may be this is for good
may be these are the lessons of living
we are always like students
we study to fail in the end
if I were to decide
I would teach letting go and forgiving
being real
even though it’s much easier just to pretend
I dont know who I am
© Copyright: Жанна Хабанова, 2020
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