Black or White Cup?

Hello everyone.
I have a question.
Imagine you attend a shamanic, Sacred ceremony to heal yourself.
It can be life changing and definitely affecting you and your health deeply.
The Sacred Medicine is poured in 2 kinds of cups.
1. Is labeled Black Lives Matter
2. Is labelled White Lives Matter.
You are told by the shaman to choose the cup.
What would you do?
Please share your responses.
My response would be, not taking Any chances in such segregation settings and asking for my $ back, and leaving.
If my $ is not refunded, I would still leave and never subject myself to wonder why the, supposedly, Sacred Medecina is different in different cups when ALL were invited equally and equally paid.
I would leave because, even if the shaman assured me that the Medicine is the same and only cups differ, I would not want to digest that segregation energy, being sensitive enough to anything around me.
I have mixed bloodlines in my ancestry and refuse to label myself as black, white, green, but only  a Human Being responsible for my, own actions in free will and not determined by a color of my skin or weather around me.
I would leave such “sacred ceremony” without drinking a drop even out of curiously,
What would you have done?