Hate your name

song lyrics for JDK

from what we’ve done in the past
to what we now want so bad,
from what we thought we'd outlast
to what now makes us go mad,
from putting scars on our souls
that made us stronger and proud
to being a feather that falls.
we're leaving love just unfound.

And I'm leaving love by leaving you
coz I'm giving up on myself so much
and I'm staying stunned with a shameful fear
of being touched

I don’t wanna hate
I don’t wanna hate
I don’t wanna hate your name someday.

I beg you please not so fast,
for god's sake why such a rush?
why do you push me to trust
when it may cause deadly crush?
when there are so many doubts
that there's no hope for a cure,
that there's no will for new rounds
how could you stay here so sure?

And I'm leaving love by leaving you
coz I'm giving up on myself so much
and I'm staying stunned with a shameful fear
of being touched

I don’t wanna hate
I don’t wanna hate
I don’t wanna hate your name someday.