Disastrous rain

Her name is Rain.
My soul and bane.
She in my eyes.
Sins never dies
F*ck harmful light!
No life inside.
I think she sensed...
We stand against
«it» when afraid.
From blood and blade,
for scream and lie, —
prepare to die.

In the
         blink of...
                an eye!
                Believe!?
You were
                sung by…
                a heretic.
You cannot
                die,
                you cannot
                live.
Pick up
            the shards
                of glass
                (you sic).

No life inside. No life inside.

I know quite well:
delicious hell
and dismal dream.
Her name is Steam.
A steam and storm.
A cell and swarm.
You wanna. Why?
Just empty sky.
As fate — six feet, —
repeat. Repeat.
I've always tried.
No life inside.

I feel...
           feel more
                frustration.
                How
is it
      to be
              alive?
                Alive…
Let's try
             to die.
                Forever.
                Now.
No life
           inside.
                It just
                deep dive.

No life inside. No life inside.

Гончаров А.С.
2020