For Him

For him.

Tiptoeing like usually out of the house,
I’m trying to not wake you up by the chance.
Next morning you’ll have peaceful smile on your mouth,
And you will forget our passionate dance.

You won’t understand that you’re missing somebody,
Who’s scratching your heart for a thousand nights.
Oh, how can be hard this elaborate study
About somebody’s infernal fights.

The best way to find the amount of fondness
By measuring twice your magnificent wrist.
I wish I had nothing but a logic and calmness,
I wish I knew nothing but a nonchalant peace.

But over and over you’re hoping for something
And searching for answers in the depth of my eyes.
With knowing that maybe that’s the last time we’re dancing,
You’ll beg my forgiveness. You’ll pray for one touch.

To reach you I have to do one tiny movement,
To reach me you scramble through the painful line.
You are unattainable. And here’s my statement:
I’ll never be able to say “You are mine”.

But I swear - I won’t make you drink this poison.
You are the best blessing that I’ve ever had...

Is it better to be simple,
innocent person,
Than have bloody crown
on top of
your head?