186 Farewell

Farewell is said
Farewell is sad.
Long look through your silhouette
Long look wandering and lost but yet
Desiring one more friendly glance
To catch your smile by chance...
To photo-print your features subtle as spring
And something inside painfully wrings,
And beats from inside furiously prays
To stop, to catch, to cross arms like two ways,
And lips that force to utter
The words of parting, making time run faster,
But sudden stroke of torpor came.
To gather memories of you as aim
That will be kept
That will be cared -
That  will enlight this emptiness
Left to me after you vanishes...
Like ashes flow you slowly disappear
From my perception, not the world's sphere...
With overfilling despair I force to penetrate
That I can find no way to change the fate.
To protect what I esteem, I have no power
And with blinding eyes at you I glower...
Words and tears stuck in the throat
I have fullfilled my heavy goat
But freedom is as awful chains tightens
But saved world loses its means...
Farewell is said
Destiny is set...
The world of yours I can never reach,
My soul, my mind is BLEACH...

23.06.2012