Im a Your Soldier of Love

My Heart has lost its Purpose without You,
but I'm still alive.
I still want to live,
but to live on the other side of the this endless Abyss! —
There, in Yours Wild South, which has become and mine too.

I want to live,
With all my might,
But only, where You are!

I'm here — on the edge of my Faith.
I'm here — in the rear of my Devotion.
I am at the very Beginning of my Path, and I am fighting with myself! — And this is the very Beginning of the Path of my Battle...
But I'm still alive!
Believe in me!

I am a Soldier of Your Love!
Every Day, and every Night!
I am for You a Soldier of Love!
All the days of my Life!

Yes, i was torn from the inside...
And i was left behind...
But I'm in the saddle!
I'm in the saddle, while there is a desire to survive!

Here, — in the far from You, East... —
But, here — this only my painful efforts...
...Struggling I am fighting with myself to stay Alive...For You...And only for alone for You!

I am a Soldier of Love —
I'm waiting for a conditional Signal
I know, that Love is alive!
And i know, Love will come!
Just look around.

And even if I die, — but I have no doubt, —
I'm in the saddle, as long as I have a desire to survive
in that southern wild South, next to You, —
my Efforts over my Will will not be exhausted, and I will fight with myself, as much as I can to stay Alive, — to stay with You, — to be Always with You!

And I know for sure, — this Desire to survive for Your sake will not be exhausted!
You will see my Victory!
My Victory over myself!
My Victory in this war of mine...

Just wait for me, because I am Your Soldier of Love!
...Soldier of Love...
...Your Soldier...
I am Soldier of my Love for You!
Only for alone to You! Know That!
Remember, wait me, and believe in me!

I am a Soldier of Love...
...I am waiting for a conditional signal...
I know, that Love will come!
I know, Love will come!
Just look around, just wait...

I am a Soldier of my Love...
I'm just a Your Soldier....
...Soldier of Your Love...
...It's just an expectation of Our Love.....
I am Your Boundless Deep-sea Ocean!
...You just need to look around and wait for my Victory, my Hour!
I am a Soldier of Love...
...Your Soldier.

/ And my answer to You: Is My Love is still Alive... /

30.12.2019 12-19
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/ Heylell /