Billie Eilish Everything I wanted

I had a dream,
I got everything I wanted,
Not what you'd think,
And if I'm bein' honest
It might've been a nightmare,
To anyone who might care.
Thought I could fly(Fly),
So I stepped off the Golden, mm,
Nobody cried(Cried),
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there,
Kinda thought they might care(Might care).
 
I had a dream,
I got everything I wanted,
But when I wake up I see,
You with me.
 
And you say, "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you,
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to,
If I could change the way that you see yourself,
You wouldn't wonder why you are here,
They don't deserve you".
 
I tried to scream,
But my head was underwater,
They called me weak,
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
Coulda been a nightmare,
But it felt like they were right there.
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago,
But I don't wanna let anybody know,
'Cause everybody wants something from me now,
And I don't wanna let 'em down.
 
I had a dream,
I got everything I wanted,
But when I wake up I see,
You with me.
 
And you say, "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you,
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to,
If I could change the way that you see yourself,
You wouldn't wonder why you are here,
They don't deserve you".
 
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?