A letter to my friend

I had a friend once
Now we’re building walls and fronts
That sunder “us”

In a moment of time - broken
We’ll make peace - I’m hoping
But we’ll never talk again.

That presence of absence feeling
Engraved on the squares of the ceiling
I’m begging, please
Forgive me
So the wounds can start healing

I know it’s selfish I admit it
Apologies for self relief
They cant revive what I believed
Was solid.

Not everything is meant to linger,
been losing hope like sand through fingers,
Now when it’s over I’m in tears

I know it’s now too late to cry
I was so wrong I don’t deny,
I wish I traveled back in time
It all ‘d be different

What’s done is done and I deserved it
I should’ve cherished what I had
Should have been grateful but instead
Took all for granted


Saint Petersburg - Chicago flight, next seat, you smile, we end up talking all the while,


Now we 6 thousands miles

apart


I missing u with all my heart

You were the light!