Ordeal

One day I dreamed to stay somewhere far away from stir
It should've been paradise but then turned out to be so wrong
And now I can't escape my ordeal I caused to myself
I wish I thought twice then but know the time will not come back

Waiting for the dawn - my light

Oh get me out of eternal calm
It tears my heart apart, pulls me down
Just get me out of my own ordeal
There's nothing left to find for me 
Below the wings of night
Let me out

I wish upon a star in a hope to start once more
This everlasting calm's much more worse than hated stir 
And now I understand there wasn't need to change it all
Still wish upon a star, let it be like was before 

Waiting for the dawn - my light

Oh get me out of eternal calm
It tears my heart apart, pulls me down
Just get me out of my own ordeal
There's nothing left to find for me 
Below the wings of night

Let me leave
Let me out of my ordeal

Oh get me out of eternal calm
It tears my heart apart, pulls me down
Just get me out of my own ordeal
There's nothing left to find for me 
Below the wings of night
Let me out

2017