Unsaid Goodbye

I will never understand
How it could be like that
When people once so close
Turn direly cold like stones

It's only for a while
Seems perfect with no lie
But then it all breaks down
And we all just wonder why

What has happened there and then?
What wrong's been done or said?
It should have meant to be right
It should but from the start

I'm lost in tiring thoughts
And haunted with unknown
Intentions that you'd shown
Were meant to live for long

Flames won't run dry
Nor void will be mine
I'll just let cry out
From my jaded heart
Could the time we shared
Lead to such an end?

I wish I could've met you days before to watch you
Lest it all should happen
I wish I could've looked straight into your so pure eyes
To see something darker
I wish I could've harkened to each word you were saying
Until they expired
I wish I could've known you better
Oh, does it now matter?

So what I have done to him?
This point comes from within
And I cannot deny
I don't know if blame was mine

It's nothing but entwined
For lost the reason why 
Dead silence from your lips
The worst of all your sins

Flames won't run dry
Nor void will be mine
I'll just let cry out
From my jaded heart
Could the time we shared
Lead to such an end?

I wish I could've met you days before to watch you
Lest it all should happen
I wish I could've looked straight into your so pure eyes
To see something darker
I wish I could've harkened to each word you were saying
Until they expired
I wish I could've known you better
Oh, does it now matter?

Bitter my tears that I shed cause of you
For I will never it seems grasp the truth
I wish you could feel, could perceive how it hurts your unsaid goodbye 
For no reason why

I wish I could've met you days before to watch you
Lest it all should happen
I wish I could've looked straight into your so pure eyes
To see something darker
I wish I could've hearkened to each word you were saying
Until they expired
I wish I could've known you better
Oh, does it now matter?

I wish I could've met you days before to watch you
Lest it all should happen
I wish I could've looked straight into your so pure eyes
To see something darker
I wish I could've hearkened to each word you were saying
Until they expired
I wish I could've known you better
Oh, does it now matter?

2018