I Lives Inside

Хочется врубить музыку на всю пусть даже ночь
я не включал никаких звуков со смерти папы
сегодня я зол Нина очень зол
и спасибо папа что ты дал мне ум не срываться
во всех плохих моментах
иначе Нина я бы разнес все
и никакие двери меня не остановят
хорошо что ты была рядом
иначе бы утром случилось плохое


See finger pointing at me
Posing what I'm meant to be -
I know that is all over me.
Leaving dead is so sweet,
I scattered the ashes of me,
But memories don't let me sleep.
Is that the reflection of me?
Is this what I wanted to be?
Are you free
From all of your wounds and sorrows,
Mistakes that I have borrowed?
Now I'm falling over, over, over,
Reaching nowhere, nowhere, nowhere,
I only see I'm getting older.

I lives inside it, in every you.
And I killed another me. I know, you hear me too.
Happens every night, not sure that's alright, but live,
I lived it on and on
Feeling not fine but I didn't try to breathe
Escape my way from the

Day when all of my friends went away.
Now tell me, do I feel safe?
Now I wanna know it, show it! Take it.
Now that I'm sure that I can break it.
I am a rebel not a rabbit.

Jenna Hanssen - I Lives Inside