I ve found a book

Today I've found a book.
It was a perfect one -
So creepy pages, wonder story.
Just take it, have a look:
Contains no love, no fun.
A pure life - No less, no more....

And, navigating through
These pages, I have found
A light of knowledge, mist of being.
I was just like one, who,
In search for clear sound -
Runs through the pages
for to be in...

I had a formal living,
Knew what is wrong, what's right.
But now the doubt rules my feelings:
My wife is princess...grieving,
A holy war in sight,
My house is in dense thorn reelings.

And I, the knight of light! -
For me to save a story.
It's so uncozy, but I read
That book again and fight
My past to reach a glory.
My eye is blade, and mind is steed.

I live another life.
Thought it would be unreal
Until've got Wonder from the shelf.
Nor house, neither wife -
I need noone, for real -
I've found a book!!!
And lost myself...