Negative thoughts

Why do thoughts react upon my body - they’re ephemeral, aren’t they!
Why must my stomach be in pain because of their cheerless mindstate?
I feel like distress begins to crawl into my unwitting entrails,
Once black clouds appear above my head and no planes can clear them away

…And here I run for a  bog seat again

I take it hard! Right to the heart!
I press the panic button, take it personal
I can’t take not! The act is one
And it bears pressure upon my chocolate star

(No) matter I put in my mouth it passes through me at once, undelayed
Those dark thoughts deceive me into parting with my money, that’s not OK!
Why do they go on reacting they are e-phe-meral, aren’t they!
Employers need this tolerance to stress from nowhere I can take
 
…And here I run for a  bog seat again

I take it hard! Right to the heart!
I press the panic button, take it personal
I can’t take not! The act is one
And it bears pressure upon my chocolate star