The Sun My Best Friend

The Sun My Best Friend,
I Love Myself,
   I Go And Smile 
                For Him 

 
Walk Under Sunshine  
Helps Me Understand,
That I AM Not Alone, 
         Just Lonely,
              FOR Now...

Sometimes I Asked:

    - Come to THE SKY!!!

When I Started To Miss It .

   - Is It Нard To Believe, 
But Just Within A Minutes 

I Saw How Sunshine 
         Touches To My Skin*.




Before
        I Use To
            
Ask Myself,

What We Are Living For?

  Life Like
          A Thin Thread,

Not Safe - At All,

One Day
          
We all might leave it.





How Many Times Ago  

I've Tried 

To Said Myself:
                -  Forget Him,
And I Was Crazy, 
             I Been Cry 

But Nothing Change
     And No One Helped
               

Yes I COMMITTED suicide,

      And for 3 DAYs
   
  I REALLY  died...

I Was in A COMA.....

And Then I Left Alone -
Moved To L.A.,
Of Course
With All The MISERY In SOUL
I Lived, I SUFFERED On MY OWN ,
Keep Travelled All Around The World,
All Those 5 YEARS ,
Just ESCAPE FROM MYSELF 
Then CAME 

   To Really Say To You Again

Salut, Bye bye,
CHOOSE ...


The Time  Went By ,

But Very Soon Again
             

Its All Came Back 

And I start

     Keep Thinking , 

               Crying, 

                 Fucking Brains,

 My Hands Was Followed Down

   I Did Not Want That




I Should Be Happy,
Now,
I Know
And I am Thanking You - FOR All,
For Every Day,
For Sunshine
For My Way
For All Those Prizes And The Gifts
For Whole The World
That I Recieved
I Really Do!
So Thank You

Don't Ask For Love
Don't Need You Here
And All I Say
      Please let Me Bb,
Be Free
      So I Can Fly Away
Because All I Want Is,
- Forget you.
                   
      
P.S.

Looks Like Im Lying 
             To Myself?

Sure! 
         You Correct, 

And I'm Incorrect ...

But You Know What?

  
You Better Do What You Want ,

Enjoy Yourself , 
       
As We Never Know 

What Life Will Bring Tomorrow ...
             
             
Las Vegas, Nevada 2006





* Im Spelling You My Secrets Already ;}
Its True
We Are Here