RM, P. S

Remember me so tenderly,
Don’t let your sane/heart forget;
My darling, you are just like me,
And you feel the regret…
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But in my heart – there is a hole,
And cos’ of it I hate world – whole.
I wanted to write all the light,
But could imagine other side:

My feeling’s full of miseries –
You’ll read it in these sentences;
It’s like I’m writing the letter
to you, but we know would be better

burn these words in the blue flame, -   
you start to feel, that you’re insane;
Oh, but you know, we feel the same –
We are both out of our sane…
…
I’m lost, I’m afraid, and I’m loosing control,
But you always told me, that “show must go on”!..
(/But you just kicked me, like you played football…)
I don’t understand what’s going around,
And you just want me to bury in ground…
…
But you could never be my one and only,
So because of it I am very lonely;
Only emptiness is inside –
And till it’s over, I will ride…

So I opened for you my heart-cell, (“heart-cell” is meaning a “chest”)
gave you all my love and my heart;
and for now – it’s the only your “self” –
So you’ll feel, I am – the yours part!..
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And at the end – there is my little sign,
that’s separating the rest of my words with a line:
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Remember me, yours sincerely
Victoria. Love equals Misery…

08.03.19; 22:50-23:20.
Иллюстрация авторская: 2016 год.