FURY

(Heavy Metal rythms)

Feel so bad, my soul so dumb,
But seemingly controlled.
Still when I look into myself,
All I can see is red, and this is

FURY! I feel FURY! I feel FURY!
Smashing things against the wall
Punching doors until I bleed,
But that is all so deep inside
For no one else to see.

I can control it and I will,
I mastered the skill so long ago,
But from within the beast of it
Eats my heart out, and this is

FURY! I feel FURY! I feel FURY!
Smashing things against the wall
Punching doors until I bleed,
But that is all so deep inside
For no one else to see.

I can’t control the circumstance,
Unless I want to turn it all to ruins,
And this drives me mad inside
Summoning the beast, and this is

FURY! I feel FURY! I feel FURY!
Smashing things against the wall
Punching doors until I bleed,
But that is all so deep inside
For no one else to see.

You can’t avoid the emotion
Coming from within, and you
Cannot let it out, you suppress it,
But then it fights back and bites.

Uncertainty not to be cured,
Not yet, a conscious decision.
So it keeps trying to surface,
This beast of emotion, this is

FURY! I feel FURY! I feel FURY!
Smashing things against the wall
Punching doors until I bleed,
But that is all so deep inside
For no one else to see.

FURY! I feel FURY! I feel FURY!
Smashing things against the wall
Punching doors until I bleed,
But that is all so deep inside
For no one else to see.

June 10, 2019