Red Hat

Angel and Demon in the one flesh –
And because of it I’m a freak on the leash;
The innocence and your great human sin
Are in you in the complex full size.

I am a Red Hat, and I see everything;
And you’re a grey wolf, but my cat, you see nothing.
Do you know, we both like this bad game?
–Do you wanna play? –Yes! –We feel just the same…

But I really hate, when I hear all the lie.
And you, it’s a pity, will never be mine;
I just want to feel all your light tenderness –
We should open hearts and make our pain less…

Our game takes place in your famous dark wood –
You evil, but your teeth look pretty good…
And I expect from you only love, -
I understand the rules of the game, all above…

You said, it’s not a crime to be a mad person,
Cos’ you can’t realize your suffered sick soul;
But you’re turning into the complete freak –
I hope, that it is because of me!..

You’re mine inspiration, my Master, my God,
But you know, oh my dear, we must be apart:
I am a “good girl”, - you are a “bad boy” –
I don’t want to be your disposable toy!..

So I will not give you your second? chance,
Because you should know: if I hear song – I dance;
So we ought to do everything on the time,
And, of course, you should know, that Love never Die!..

Despite my soul pain, I must say: “Goodbye!” -
“Goodbye, oh my dear! Let’s meeting at night” ;
I’ll see you in my recurring dream,
in which I feel us like a strong genuine team…
But when I wake up, you should disappear,
And I must return myself to the real!..
29.01.19; 14:00-14:20.

Иллюстрация авторская: январь, 2019 год.