Let go

my whole body is an arrow.
sharp, poisonous
the body is so flexible when you touch me
it's so hard for me to resist you

do you love me or are you smothering me?
it's time to understand these feelings
in this waterfall of words, insults, goodbyes and looks in the back of each other
red wine running down my lips
it's your name
the heat in my chest and a strange anxiety
that's your look in my face.
what do you want to feel?
what do you want to understand?
what do you want to know?

you make me wait alone
in pitch darkness
our hearts burn
but you won't let that flame go out.
you make me be bad
and in the darkness with your name on your lips
I touch myself

I want peace, but between us war and bombs fly by
I raise the white flag high above my head
I want peace, I want peace with you
free my mind, become my hope
and let me fly with you to heaven for a moment
a long time
your lips taste sweet
love me more
and don't let go