Feminine

I never had, but now I have a lot.
Who knows? It knows only someone's God.
On waves, near the rocks you could see my boat
The boat that’s here’s might have been crashing.
And like a bloat I dipped into the river,
There is no bottom, is no walls.
Then my exciting for all peoples plot.

Oh, mom! Oh daddy! Holy Father! Pastor!
I fell in love with a woman.
Now I want to be and be only with her.

I want as a wave to lick her feet,
And take it out her misery.
And even if boatwomen hit the paddle against with a potent foam, I’ll easily.

Because I love her and forgive…
But only not another love!
For my love is the highest of feelings.
I give it and I learn to give to my feminine.

When so sounded sweetness of dew on my lips
The name of woman. My feminine!

When someone told me: «That’s no love!
But whisper on the wind… »
And my feminine’s name is amorousness.

Oh, mom! Oh daddy! Holy Father! Pastor!
When will I mutuality the one
who knows everything about the fall?
So hard to live in white light world!

Her smile is light in darkness. What I can?
But what can I to do for her? For who I’ve been?
Perhaps I can only admire?
And at the night only in sweet delirium
Confirm her name.
But don’t wake up only seeing her face
in my sweet dream.
And hear her moan and pleasure scream.

In the dream, her hands touch and touch her skin
With tenderness…
Let the seraphims feel cursed,
But there is Love. Love is not sex!
Eternal love and should remain
In any movement of her.

17.11.2018
(По. О.Ю.)