довериться или раскаяться? written in English

To Confide or to confess?
(what is the truth?)

Trust - an emotional act
of confiding the truth
with another.
Might take an eternity
finding
 a nonjudgmental soul.
There’s no going back,
once that line
 has been crossed
with
each other,
And other than that, 
doesn’t matter
what we can’t recall.

Thoughts
are just thoughts,
they are fighting
the limitless
battle.
There’s always some hope,
that one day
 we’ll decide
wasn’t
wise.
Our strange inner world
will forever remain
so unsettled.
If we aren’t
trustworthy,
our judgments
will pass
otherwise.

To fight,
doesn’t mean giving up
on the alternate
pleasures.
In order
to challenge
much stronger
and powerful force.
We’ve counted the odds
and against them
created some measures,
Which weren’t so unique,
but gets rid of regret
or remorse.

With all that persuasion,
we’ll rid our despair
of all vengeance,
I’m strongly suggesting
to try the alternative thought,
Emotional freedom
might sound
like total resemblance,
If that doesn’t teach us,
then nothing has ever been taught.

Without  mistakes
we can’t find
our own way of judging,
We haven’t increased
 all that wonderful
power and strength,
And there is no one,
who haven’t denied
without grudging.
With simple old truth
will set our minds
to confess.

And yet,
we’re struggling
on our turf of existence,
Has happened already
in alternate
strange wave of thought,
We’re constantly passing our
judgments without assistance,
By blaming all others
for our own
default.

Turn it off
and let’s stop
 telling lies,
once again,
to each other.
I’m done
with that nonsense
 and
so I think
you should too,
To trust or be trusted?
And not be so judged
by the other,
Wake up
and stay strong,
 please forget
all that horrible truth.

Vladimir Brichkov
08/22/2018