I m leaving in You

You left and left me here ...
What for?
How can I live now, tell me ...
And with whom?

How to find someone like you:
Real, loving and alive ?!
Risky and funny,
Kindly and ... saintly?

Everything is not that, everyone is not that,
I'm not me and I with wrong man...
I love, but not so,
And I live just to live.

How are you there? "Do not be sad",-
You answer in my dreams.
"I am with You, but you must live.
It is so early to come to me for you! "

So pass many years.
I obediently live:
Neither there nor here,
Not in a dream, on the earth

You seem to be with me
Or even in me.
Maybe I became You:
I'm acting like You.

But as soon as the foliage
Begins to circling,
I'm leaving in You ...
Tell me, what for I must live ?

Это перевод моего стиха "Ухожу я в тебя", написанного ещё в 2003 году Перевод для благотворительного марафона 2018 Музыка даёт жизнь в помощь людям,страдающим депрессией и суицидальными мыслями