let me go away alive

Tell me please,
that your doors are opened,
which means easy
you can be yourself,
no need hold on
your rapid breathing,
no need twisting
uncertain screw.
No pretending
to be an adult,
just believing,
as in childhood,
that the dream’s
soon becoming true.

No need follow
the random gesture
hanging your
memories on thin string.
No need riddling
or rather thinking,
how without you
my  passion’s breathing.
How with someone
I’m sleepless sleeping.
No need dreaming
with whom I’m sinking
in the fable
of love and feelling.

It is very important
sometimes
that you keep memories
in silence,
sending seagulls
to my pier stairs
and release me,
do not tormenting,
do not miss me,
remember with peace.

No, we didn’t 
become a part of,
but we, fortunately,
leave with honor.
And the devil with pride,
arrogance,
with the desperate flatter
both sides
didn't shake
our secret corner.

So let's not do
reproach each other,
even if
our world is worn out,
let me go
the world of new loves,
and disperse
into distant city.
If I’m staying here
just to fit you,
let me go
away alive.