confession of a voyeur

Hi, it’s Abom...
I’m here for a confession.
I know you'll ignore my message
and you'll do it on purpose, as always;
accordingly, I can easily write to you.
you asked me what I was hiding from you all the time.
you know, everything is gone fuck up now
and there’s no reason why I shouldn’t
and cannot write to you about it.
so, this all started when i was seven.
she and I've been fenced pillows off from parents.
we just played, I guessed.
when I turned away, she spread
her legs and pulled
her panties aside. she just did it.
it was the my first time when I saw a pussy.
I really don’t know why she did it,
but when I saw it, I honestly liked it
because… I actually have no idea.
seriously, I’m not good at all that sensual stuff.
shortly thereafter I wanted to see more.
I was interested in how it looks
in other girls, but I didn’t have the chance to learn
therefore we played for a long time with my friend in the doctor
till parents did us part. she malingered and I gave her a shot,
but in the and it all came down to a game of gynecologist
because she was my slave.
our games ended when I was ten.
of course, at the time I had no friends.
I was interested in peeping only.
I think you know I have a kid sister
and i really love her, but I never told her
about it.
one day she did wet her panties and she had to take them off.
on this day, she was in a short red sundress.
I saw her pussy at that time.
I gave her all sorts of tasks
to see what was under her sundress.
that day was one of the best in my childhood.
to be honest, sister's pussy was so perfect
that now I’m trying to find a girl who has the same.
after all, I often peeped
as she changed her underwear.
we lived in public flat so it was easy... and exciting.
when I got older,
then I noticed a small hole in the shower door,
through which I could see what was going on inside.
(I often had fun inside with my girlfriend).
I occasionally observed the girl next door bathed
I was dreadfully afraid someone would catch me, but
this has not happened.
then… one fine sunny day
we went on a picnic in the forest
with friends of the family.
it was afternoon when i saw aunt moved away from everyone.
I saw she was peeing
and I absolutely loved it. she was hot.
after all, I’ve more
than once met many similar situations.
those friends have a beauty daughter. she’s a little younger than me.
when we were young
we often fought against each other.
but now we don’t care about each other.
before, we most often saw each other
in the summer and rested on the lake.
I loved the moments when I could see through her panties
because of water.
but the most terrible thing
I’ve ever done was with my cousin.
I want to kill myself for that, I think.
well… she is younger in eight years than me.
when I was fourteen, we were going to rest together.
the cousin had a swimsuit. it was too big for her. and
the cousin leans into a lack of sensibility.
we were lying on the bed. I fell into her lap and saw
what she was hiding inside her swimsuit.
I gave her enormous book to she read for me.
I couldn’t control my urge. it was my first time.
touch, but don’t taste. I was trying to... but my
tongue did it. her puss was a little salty, but very
soft, warm and mouthwatering.
she felt nothing because she just got caught up reading my book.
at least she was so young to understand.
actually, aesthetic value I’m more attracted to.
I wasn’t horny at that moment.
I kicked my nasty disease now, but...
I mean, that doesn’t make me feel better.
I have seen enough girls.
I’ve experienced so much emotion.
I’m exhausted. right now, that’s all I’m capable of.
I have a photo collection with hot naked ex-girlfriends and their friends.
I’ll never show it anyone.
but today I’m not repenting of what I did
because it is my past and I can't change it.
I told you everything I hid.
I'm happy you will never read my message.