Confused

There's always been only one thing that matters -
That integral feeling of connection to you.
And now, when the distance between us gets shorter,
I'm... not sure of belonging with you?

No, it's lies! Cause what changed? Only details:
There are others in hearts - yours and mine,
But that wonderful, integral feeling
Still remains in my mind...

Will it happen? Who knows...
Our "once upon a time" -
Did it happen already with us and those "others"?
Is it coming?
Who knows?

I hope we'll both live happily ever after -
Always wanted, no matter together or not.
And I hope to share that wonderful feeling -
One day share it with you regardless of kind of love...

You see... still have my dreams...
They've changed a bit, of course,
And I have no idea what to do.
I feel the ache - in heart, in soul, in bones -
That every moment when I look at you,
Not knowing what is next.

Still have my dreams... with you replaced. Or not?
Can't feel it clearly, hardly understand.
I want to share this feeling with the world,
But I'll say what? My choice was made.