Regrets

Regrets are pointless, though this I would rewrite,
If only possible... If I could have performed it.
I swear to stars, I would have saved my time,
And would delete at all despair and hidden sorrow.

But who can tell! The time will not allow
To change the history and alter past to present.
And what has gone - that will not fit in now,
No matter, what the force you'll put in your endeavour.

So dear, stop... Don't waste your nights in vain,
And focus fully on what's new in the horizons.
The past behind you... It forever there remains,
And those who need - they never will deny us.

And in these days I don't want it to come,
Too many battles lost and ground is all over broken.
I really do not seek again to burn and then to drown,
And disappear in fumes, though really don't like smoking.

I don't know how and don't know even why
We try to gather moons and catch the hidden shadows...
And I will quit; you know, I think I had enough.
And lanterns in the street will change to dimmy watermelons.

27.06.2017