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Another sleepless night and I
Can't help but think.
I can't stop blaming them, oh my!
I cannot even blink.

But why do people still pretend?
It's been awhile, I guess.
I give myself, I give my hand,
They grin, I'm in distress.

They stress that I am not like them,
That I should change my ways.
But It's so hard to chop your stem
And enter endless maze.

Why can't I be like me, why not?
What is the reason? Why?
Is it because I've always fought
Against the ones, who lie?

It might just be one of the reasons
But that's not all, I think.
Cause always, all the time, through seasons
I've stayed that piece, that link.

To ones, who are against the pressure!
To ones, who are so raw and pure.
To ones, who never, EVER measure
Sincerity and love, and even more.

So why do I still even bother?
It would be better to forget
And stop myself from being smothered
With all this thoughts that run my head.

I guess that's it, no turning back.
The time to change has come…
But not for ones, who always lack
Integrity and feel so numb.

I'm doing it because of me,
Because my life's a mess.
But from now on I'm breaking free,
I won't agree to less.
20.08.2017