I can t endure the pain

I can't endure the pain,
I can't endure such joy
this world unusual... (in vain)
is all I have... oh, God!...oh, boy!               
so in the end you killed, you killed!
as dream had told - the same you did


The stormy waves stood up high to the sky
you brought me there where wasn't anyone
you sang I was your star, your moon and sun,
we were happy ones in magic flight.


All meadows, forests, rivers, gardens, plains
were just background for the brilliant paint
where we're together, smiling, happy, bright -
today, tomorrow, every day and night...

When the last huge wave will back into the sea,      
all that you hide I'll manage once to see,
I'll whisper, fighting death and fighting grief:
I nailed to the cross, I can't breath,
my hands are bleeding...
The hands you used to kiss...
               

...and meadow is the same,
these flowers, trees and grass,
the frame is same... but there is no us...