A line in my mind

I do remember all the fear I have won
And all the corners I rounded in wonder
There is no mystery on the side of shadow
But still I crave more

Pain to suffer,
Stain to brighten light.
Life and pathos.
Thoughts to poison mind.

With golden wings. Dream of dreams.
And nothing less to achieve.
All the things are precious for the living
Mean so little for ones who walk in dark

And behind the scene
I can hear the scream,
I can see the dream,
But I will never let it be
The wall between the world and me.

Sorry, I have fallen -
And no longer young enough.
I have to stay where I was born.
And let the part of me die

To save the rest of soul…
I know, I know,
The bleeding’s never gonna stop
And I will want to wind back
What is gone.

But as far as I am strong to stand…
So long, so long!
There’s temptation of new escape.
Decidedly I will take
Any chance to stay awake.

Hand on my chest.
Softness and care...
Still there’s a line in my mind:

“You can’t keep yourself inside.
It’s just question of a time.
And I will hold you as before,
When you awake in real world.”