hunter-hater

for every word in russian I can find a synonym
in each word I can find a sin or a nimbus
but
in any language (that’s sheer pleasure)
I am able to say how large my passion and my aching truth
I just want to expose
expose myself
to utter your name in moans, in ecstatic wail
I snarl your name
I roar and bellow
sending my poems
licking your body
your melting on my tongue and glabrous skin
licking and sucking
I choke when I take you into my throat
you’re dirty like an infected slut and I’m too
stunning call-girl
with a luscious pussy
sly puss who's so elegant and lubricious
do you give yourself up to be between her legs?
liar liar liar who
yelps and sizzles under you
telling I hate you
abhor, loathe, detest
while you are fucking me
invading into my filthy mouth
I try to whine that it’s disgusting to lick your dick
but you force me to continue
incessantly, tough, to the pain
I begin to admire you
if you want to take me you’ll do it
although I'm tremulous and totally intimidated
I was caught on your hook
you are hunter-hater, mafia-deity, uber-lover
infinite and pure like a flame
taking all that you need
so violently
I’m pulling fuuuck me pleease
withouut the promises and quandaries
and I don’t feel that I’m doing
anything wrong
no shame
no guilt
no god