Self Sacrifice

I was in a church and I slowly read Bible
And I understood every word I have read.
Then I prayed the God to give me a guide but
I've already hold Holy Guide in my hand.

And Now I will try to explain what I'm doing
But, sorry, I can't guarantee I don't lie.
I just only know that I can't simply prove it,
But if I was wrong I had already die.

I thought so much times where comes from all these voices
I listened to them so I can't close my ears.
They told me that I have so many choices
And I will succeed if I fight all my fears.

Believe, please, believe us they say me, believe us.
But people around me say I am a fool.
And I just decide to untrust unbelievers
And I have recieved rights to break all the rules.

My faith is too strong cause I could be dead, brothers,
Yes, So many times I did wrong moves aside.
But Something just happens: I'm ALIVE and go further
My heart is hard beating and I go on fight.

What I can say else? The Devil's beside me.
And God was agreed our friendship because
I have never sold all the light that inside me:
I just gave it free neither friends nor to foes.