This Year Was Complicated

I loved and lost,
Everything went wrong,
I held my fingers crossed,
I was meant to be strong.
I lived and tried
To do my best.
I lied and died,
I was possessed,
I prayed for us,
I prayed for love
And forgiveness
To us both.
I was down and faded,
I was left alone,
And my heart was broken,
It was turned into stone.

I see her eyes in the dream,
We tried to swim upstream,
We went crazy with crazy love,
But then my fire came out.
Despite the dark, among all bad,
There was also the sunny part -
I couldn't breathe, I was afraid,
But those moments were the best I've had...

This year was complicated,
This year was pretty crazy,
This year was very hard,
For me and my heart.

I looked for hope,
It was all I have,
I didn't ask for more,
There came another wave.
I smiled and laughed,
I said that I'm OK,
While my soul cried,
And I died every day.
I wished for time,
I asked for you,
But time flies,
And life pasts too.
Now I'm stuck,
There's no way through,
I'll take a track
And make it huge.

I see her eyes in the dream,
We tried to swim upstream,
We went crazy with crazy love,
But then my fire came out.
Despite the dark, among all bad,
There was also the sunny part -
I couldn't breathe, I was afraid,
But those moments were the best I've had...

This year was complicated,
This year was pretty crazy,
This year was very hard,
For me and my heart.

Wherever you'll be,
Whatever you'll do,
I'll always love you.
Send some hope,
Send some love,
I'll make it through.
Take my heart,
Don't push it hard,
I am down, but I'll rise.
I miss,
I'll miss,
Miss those moments we had.

This year was complicated,
This year was pretty crazy,
This year was very hard,
For me and my heart.

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Альбом "Tuma (RELOAD)"
2016-ый год