My human s life is dead

The night captivates me
The moon and the stars know my mystery
Know who I am
I have to suppress my emotions
Not to be strange for everyone
I have to suppress my feelings
Not to be wild for everyone
I have to suppress
Not to step limit over

My life is immortal
And time is nothing for me
But night is sharpen all of my feelings
And I feel my wildness
But I’m too kind to kill
My human’s life is dead
My new wild life’s immortal
And I feel I know it’s beautiful

This night captivates me
The dark skies hide my strangeness
‘Coz everybody’s sleepin’
But nothing hides my essence
I’m so tired of being between two worlds
I’m roaming though
I’m roaming back and forth like a ghost
Smiles and laughter’re like fairy tales for me now
‘Coz two creatures’re living inside of me and fighting for excellency now

I have to used to myself
That strange for everyone
I have to understand, what am I living for?
I have to understand and take my essence
It’s above all
Crying not to lose the tears
Turning over the past like the sheets of the book
Close the chest with all of my fears
Erase all of my remembering not to catch myself all the time on hook

My life is immortal
And time is nothing for me
But night is sharpen all of my feelings
And I feel my wildness
But I’m too kind to kill
My human’s life is dead
My new wild life’s immortal
And I feel I know it’s beautiful

(2013 year)