I Can t Breathe

I can't breathe,
It became so difficult.
It frightens me,
Even if I did all I could.
My soul screams,
But my mouth can't make even a sound.
I can't breathe,
And no one can save me now.
I don't see
The path I'm walking on.
I amn't free,
At least I don't feel that I would.
I'm in my mind
Walking down the street like ghost,
So deep inside,
I'm drowning in my thoughts.

What if?
What if I,
What if I made mistake?
What for?
What for is that?
What for is that given to me?
Why I?
Why I needed?
Why I needed to be there?
But I,
But I'm sure,
I'm sure that I needed it all.

I can't breathe,
I feel like I'm in space.
I'm not here,
I'm somewhere away from this place,
Throwing back,
At all the moments of my past,
It's a fact,
That all happened so fast.
I can't breathe,
I'm choking of all the things.
I'm afraid,
What if I burned my wings?
I'm in my mind,
Walking down the street like ghost,
So deep inside,
I'm drowning in my thoughts.

What if?
What if I,
What if I made mistake?
What for?
What for is that?
What for is that given to me?
Why I?
Why I needed?
Why I needed to be there?
But I,
But I'm sure,
I'm sure that I needed it all.

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Альбом "Her Eyes"
2015-ый год

P.S. 21/12/2015
Yes, I couldn't breathe, I was afraid,
But that moment was the best I've ever had...