I waited, you didn t come

I WAITED, YOU DIDN’T COME
 

You didn't come
So you couldn't come
Breakfast is cold
It remained untouched
And I waited for you, my only love
Calmly, patiently, and without a sound
And quietly, I cried and cried
Because you weren't there...

The day passed by
Twilight arrived
Empty night ahead of me
It'll come and then cut out.
I chase my evil thoughts
They rip my soul apart
They are not the allys
Of our love.

Maybe you are not supposed to
Feel the love so strong?
But I cannot help it, I cannot life without
You, and your love...
My God! Please help me
I'm scared, I'm losing my mind...
Please help me deal with that
Unknown feeling, sadness inside…
I’m hot and cold, all the time
Passion drives me wild…

Save me, my Lord
From this ethereal love
My soul is his, for eternity
It belongs to him, your emissary
I am his mistress, I don't belong to myself
I sit for hours, I think of him
And I miss him so much,
Day and night.

24-11-2012
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AP (the original version – ru)