Cry together

I wait for you for such long time.
But I could wait much longer
If only I get little news.
When whole world is trying to abuse,
To hear not feeling but a rhyme...

They say "forget" but I still wait
I heard that you have lost your weight,
That nobody calls you straight,
Because you don't go with girls,
However, you are also sad,
So nobody calls you gay.
Sir, if I only may,
I would return and I would stay
Much longer than I had.

Sir, I can be your Penelope,
The only lonely cradle
Of deep devotion, desperate hope.
Because if you were Odyssey,
I promise, when you're on your way,
I'd wait and worry day by day,
I'd feel and worry if your team
Would someday break a paddle.
We don't hear each other's scream,
I still recall the every word you told.
What shall I try now to redeem
My endless, my eternal fault?

If I had hope, I'd always wait,
Would give the go-by every groom,
And someday on my weaving loom
I'd weave a tapestry with your portrait.

Oh please, sir, tell me, even late,
Did you believe I couldn't make a treason
Or did you hesitate?
Oh no...I know, I shouldn’t make such questions,
You...hoped? Because I also hoped.

I only laughed with the others,
With my false friends,
Though today I'd like someone
To cry together with.
Have to be strong, have to be up,
But now wanna be beneath.
To be a mix of silk and leather.
You see black tears on my face?
There is a spider web of lace.
Don’t take it off, just…let me kiss your feet.
The tears become so sweet
When we can cry together.