Can t be said

It can't be said that I was right;
It can't be said I was mistaken.
I've failed all things I've undertaken,
But I still feel what I denied.

Why I behaved in such a way?
Didn't I know what's gonna come?
Or was I tired of tough time
And tired of thinking love was fake?

But what was fake? Just a few words
That were forgotten long ago.
The truth was hidden in my soul,
Right where my dreams have their crossroads.

I couldn't wake up for no cause;
I barely trusted my own heart.
I couldn't open up my eyes
To realize what I have lost.

It can't be said that I was right:
Now I regret what I have done.
My happiness was there to come,
But I just couldn't make it mine.

I thought that only I decide,
And there's no destiny involved…
But maybe, it was her who told:
The ones who're strong should never cry.

Despite my soul now feels so blue,
I do remember all those feelings.
And even if you don't believe it,
Just know: I was in love with you.

October 1 2015