Wash the smile away from my face

Wash the smile away from my face,
I still find for it any case
But I'm hiding under it
Troubles more than hundred
They are hidden too well
To discover the smell
It would be very long to tell

Chorus:

Wash the smile away from my face
Joy will go but memory stays
Under lights of yellow and green
Something red you have never seen

Wash the smile away from my face,
I will never feel your embrace,
You will never answer my calls
Something makes me smile but it's false

Hiding tears under the veil,
I see numbers run on the scale
They are never rising enough
Nobody shares my laugh
Hiding weakness under the strength
I will never shorten this length
For it means to throw out from pile
All the reasons for a smile

Chorus

Wash the smile away from my face
Everlasting will be this race
This eternal cruel contest
Making fond of doing your best

Wash the smile away from my face
There is no one to replace
Nobody can be compared
So I smile but I'm deeply scared