Trying in English

I am too bad in talking and in silence,
I am too bad in thinking and in dreams,
I want too much and meanwhile nothing,
I do not want to be in others' streams.
Tomorrow I will walk in darkest forest,
Tomorrow I will sleep all day long.
In this world I will never find you,
But finding you... it would be very wrong...


One day I'll disappear saying nothing,
I know you will understand and take it.
Its hard to let people go without asking,
But people don't ask when they want to quit.
All we had, it was words and silence,
All I have is imagination and memories,
It was difficult to find this damn balance,
But I liked we were friends not enemies.
I was good in creating human worlds,
You were good in being sensible person,
All I had it was only pointless words
Do you think should we this really worsen?
No, I suggest, digital world cant be worse.
But I was glad to feel in the way you opened
In the world where you were very terse
And I was... I was excessively open...