Спасибо за любовь Английская версия Part 2

For millions of years I'm cleaning up with tears
My coagulated blood on feeling's sharpest blade
I almost gonna die when darkness disappears,
Without any dreams I really gonna fade.

It's usual thing for me to be an outsider
For I still keep in mind what everyone forgot.
The carpets made of rags of thinnest nets of spider
I carefully save when all the others not.

I tangled into them in torpid mental madness
And shackles were to me as tender as the silk
My soul was teared off from body with the sadness
I drank my own blood without any milk.

But thank you for the love, like windings of the river.
I want to please you dear, to be your flesh and meat.
Afraid to make a call, to even touch receiver
Oh how can it be that it will not repeat?!

Of future times we sing, of past we talk, but present -
Impossible to think of it and to discuss.
Without a reverse that probably it hasn't
Invisible it is and doubtful for us.

I desperately tryied to overcome ignoring
It's hard to be ignored and even to ignore
It makes me see my life as terrible and boring
To understand that I won't see you anymore.

I know that you were sad of you were long delaying
The moment of the truth, the time to declarate
I know it's not for me when melody is playing
But I want you to know that it is never late!